Earned it
"Earned It" by The Weeknd
You make it look like its magic
Cause I see nobody, nobody but you, you, you
I'm never confused (Hey, hey)
I'm so used to being used
So I love when you call unexpected
Cause I hate it when the moment's expected.
So I'ma care for you, you, you
I'ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah
Cause boy you're perfect, you're always worth it
And you deserve it, the way you work it
Cause boy you earned it.
Boy you earned it
Dean was tired; he couldn't wait until he got home so that he could sleep. His eyes had been feeling tired all day, it was almost unavoidable for him to not fall asleep during his meet up with Crowley. If only he hadn't stayed up all night thinking of why he hadn't shot Castiel the other day.
It was the talk amongst his friends; they all wanted to know why he hadn't taken the opportunity like he usually did. Why did he let the angel live? The one night stand couldn't have been that good that it kept Dean from doing his job properly and from possibly developing feeling for his target.
"So, like, how good was it that you couldn't kill him?" Sam asked.
"It wasn't that good." He was lying. The sex had been great; it had kept his with wanting to taste more of that sexy angel that wanted him dead. "It was forgettable." Another lie. In the beginning he thought that sure, he'd remember it for a few days because it had been so good, but he didn't think that the feeling for wanting more would last as long as they did. It was only a matter of time before he could erase everything that had happened in that hotel room and all the things the two had whispered to each other while they were together.
"Then…" Sam whispered, "How come you couldn't complete the mission? I'm sure he's an outstanding agent, but I doubt he's as good as you." He was aware of how good Castiel the Angel was and how his brother had no chance with beating him but he had to say something.
"It's not as easy as you think, Sam. The guy has people everywhere protecting him. He's like a videogame boss villain where you have to fight several other people before you get to him, the real thing, the one who's gonna take away your remaining life points." Dean would never admit Cas to be better than him but he had to confess that he had talent and was well prepared. "But anyways, enough about this bullshit mission…" Dean sighed, it was hard to move on from something that was bothering him and that he wanted to solve but he didn't want to think about it anymore, it was causing him a headache. "How are you and Jess doing?"
"Her graduation is sometime next month…and…" Sam paused and smiled, joy quickly smearing all over his face, "I plan to propose to her there." He and Jessica Moore had been together for almost three years and Sam thought that her graduation was the perfect opportunity to ask the big question. "She can finally be a nurse and…well, marry me."
"Congratulations." Dean patted Sam's back, "I hope you don't fuck it up." He mostly hoped that he didn't fuck up his relationship like Dean had fucked up his. Or that he didn't have the same luck and find out that the person he was lusting for was actually an angel assassin that wanted him six feet underground.
"Thanks."
"Have you even bought the ring? If you have, it better not be shitty, that girl deserves so much after putting up with you." He joked and got an annoyed gesture from Sam.
"I have bought the ring, for your information, and the ring is actually very nice and expensive so I'm praying that she doesn't say No because it's going to be a pain to get back the money I spent on it." He looked at Dean, "And if anything, she deserves a big ring for having you as a brother-in-law."
"Oh, shut up, I'm a joy to be around."
"I'm sure that Castiel guy thought the same thing." Sam did not just go there.
Dean chuckled, "Don't go there, Sammy. It's a road you don't want to drive in." It had become a sensitive topic for him ever since he found out that the fine piece of angel ass was going to be his next hunt.
"Your reactions for it are funny and you can't deny me they're not." Sam sat back on his chair, "No, really, how good was you thing with him that you tense up every time it's brought up?"
Oh, he had no fucking idea.
-.-.-.-.-.-
The rain had been heavy that night. The lights had probably gone off at his apartment building as they usually did whenever there was a storm as strong as this one. Dean didn't have anything else on his mind except to go to bed and just get a good night's rest.
He was surprised to see that the lamp he always left on was still working meaning that the storm chose to go gentle on their building. It was good thing, he could sleep peacefully.
For the past few days, Dean was glad that neither Crowley nor Cane had found out about his thing with the enemy, he couldn't afford to disappoint them if the word were to ever get out. As of usual, it hadn't been easy to keep a secret hidden whenever Crowley was near and if he were to find out, things would get messy for Dean, especially since he was the example of the demons. Every demon wanted to be as terrifying as Dean and if the sensitive information got out about his fling, shit would go down along with his reputation—
"It's a nice place you've got." A voice interrupted his thoughts. It was the last voice he wanted to hear at his apartment. "It's not messy…very few guys can maintain a place as clean as this." The man uncrossed his legs and stood up, "It's nice to see you again, Dean." Castiel walked closer to the surprised Winchester, "It's rare to be under the same roof and be this quiet." His voice was seductive, making it hard for Dean to keep an emotionless and serious face. He could feel his blood rushing up his cheeks and heating up his face. He shouldn't have been this nervous around the extremely attractive angel in front of him.
Cas was also having a hard time hiding his arousal for the demon. No man should be able to look so effortlessly hot and make him so excited to just throw into bed and have another crazy night with. "What are you doing here?" He spoke vehemently.
"I came to see you of course." He smiled, "I can't say I didn't miss these green eyes of yours." Castiel ran his thumb across the freckles underneath Dean's eyes. He placed his arms on his shoulders and leaned in closer, "Did you miss me, Dean?" They weren't supposed to be moving so fast. This was probably a trick, another way to try and get Dean killed.
"You're my target. You're nothing to me but another objective."
"Is that so?" Castiel raised an eyebrow; he knew Dean couldn't mean that, not after everything he'd told him when they slept together. If only Dean knew that he wasn't here to kill him, that after the other day's incident, he couldn't get him out of his head. He only wanted to hold him close again the same way he did that night. "Is that why you're still keeping me this close?" His fingers tangled into his dark blond hair, "Is that why you're not telling me to go away?"
Shit, why did he have to be fucking tempting? "We can't be doing this." As much as both of them wanted to, they couldn't. It was wrong for Dean and sinful for Castiel.
"I know," Castiel whispered, "God, I know." He didn't know what he was feeling for Dean, if it was any romantic affection in the first place of just lust that wanted to be released. He had been craving Dean Winchester since they day they met in that bar and only wanted him more the day he walked out of that Hotel Room the following morning. But even as wrong as it was to be doing the unthinkable, Castiel still pressed himself against Dean, "But we didn't let that stop us last time, did we?" He could feel how much Dean wanted him too, how he couldn't hide what he felt for him as long as they were this close. "Is that a gun in your pocket, Dean?" He teased, his blue eyes never losing contact with Dean's apple green as his hands moved down his chest.
Dean couldn't take it; the things he wanted to do to Castiel were beginning to consume him. He had to do them so he could have a good night's rest. All he wanted to do was to touch him and have him moan his name and pull on his hair as he fucked him crazy again. "Fuck, Cas." He whispered in frustration as he pushed Cas against the nearest wall and brought him up for a kiss.
Temptation had gotten the best out of the angel and demon all over again.
