Ed, Edd, and Eddy belong to Danny Antonucci and Cartoon Network

Nathan Goldberg belongs to c2ndy2c1d

Note: This chapter is from Edd's perspective. RAPE TRIGGER WARNING. So heads up. This chapter was hard to write.

Chapter 4

It was the summer before 9th grade, and the three of us had been hanging out at Eddy's place. It was late, around 9 at night. Even though I had been wanting to go back home to get my supplies ready for school later that week, I agreed to stay the night with Eddy. Ed left soon, his mother not allowing him to stay the night because he needed to get his sleep schedule in check for school. Once he left, we decided to watch a scary movie. I was sitting on Eddy's bed, propped up with some pillows, Eddy was sitting next to me. Most horror movies do not bother me, but the one Eddy chose was especially grotesque. At one point I hadn't realized that I was gripping Eddy's hand in sheer terror.

"Hey Sockhead, are you gonna hold my hand all night? Or are you gonna let go?" Eddy's questions interrupted by thoughts. I looked and realized what I had done. I quickly released his hand and blushed a bit.

The next thing I know I'm being straddled by Eddy and he was trying to kiss me. In a panic, I toppled us both off of the bed. I landed on top of him.

"Oh, aren't you a feisty one," he murmured. I attempted to get up, but Eddy held me down by my back. I could feel his member under my back side.

"UNHAND ME THIS INSTANT EDDY!" I yelled at him. I continued to struggle against him, eventually wiggling myself free. I stood and turned at him. He looked at me with hunger and lust.

"Eddy what is going on? Why are you doing this?" I queried. Eddy sighed and sat down with his head in his hands.

"Double D, I love you. I want to be with you forever. I want to hold you close to me. I want to make sweet love to you. I love you Eddward."

I looked at Eddy with shock. I didn't know what to do, I fled. I rushed home and up to my room (I had remembered to grab the spare key, just in case Eddy followed). I made sure that all of the doors were locked and the blinds closed. It was barely past midnight. I started to pace, agitated and scared.

Eddy loves me. I knew he cared about me, but I did not realize the extent of his emotions. I know I love him too, but more as a brother than a lover.

My thoughts were interrupted by pounding on my door. I attempted to ignore them, but the incessant banging was too much. I flew down the stairs and to the door. I unlocked it, but only opened it up a crack. Eddy stood there, his eyes were red and puffy from tears.

"Eddy, please go. I need time to think about what you said. Let us reconvene later tomorrow to discuss this."

"No Edd, we need-" I stopped him. "Eddy, this is a lot for me to take in. Please. Just let me think."

"Fine, no need to get in a hissy fit. I'll see you tomorrow Double D."

Eddy left sullenly. I watched from my door until he was out of sight. I closed the door with a sigh. Slowly I crept back up the stairs and decided to take a shower, the water and heat will help with relaxing. I quickly showered and went to bed; not worrying about tomorrow's events.

I woke up around 10 in the morning refreshed. Dressing for the day, I reminisced about last night's events. Eddy deserves to know that I do not harbor such feelings for him. Hopefully he will not take the news so hard. I know I like men, but Eddy is too much of a brother to me. Knocking on the door interrupted my thoughts. That must be Eddy. I walked down the stairs, preparing myself for this conversation. I opened the door to the sight of Eddy and beckoned him in. "Please come in Eddy. Can I get you something to drink?"

"Water please."

Eddy made himself at home as I went to the kitchen for his glass of water. I returned and handed him the glass. I sat in a recliner across from Eddy who was in the love seat. Eddy began to speak.

"Double D, I know what I said was a lot to take in, but the truth needed to be said. I do love you Edd with all of my heart. I just know you'll do the right thing." Eddy had a smug grin on his face. He thinks that I will profess my love for him. I looked at him with shock.

"Eddy, I love you too," Eddy perked up at this. "But as a brother," I quickly added. "I have known you for so long Eddy, that my feelings for you are platonic. Please understand that I will always be on your side. I will support you as my best friend, but I do not have romantic feelings for you."

Eddy looked like he was going to be sick. I felt saddened by what I said, but it needed to be said.

Eddy sighed and looked at me. "I understand Double D," his voice cracking a bit. "I took a chance, but it looks like I've been shot down."

I looked at Eddy. "Please understand where I'm coming from. I hope this doesn't change anything between us." I stood up as Eddy stood up and crossed the room. I hugged him with all the strength I could muster. He stood there, I could feel his body shake as he cried. Once his sobbing subsided I let go of him. Eddy sniffled a bit. "I've gotta go Sockhead, I'll see you at school tomorrow." He left quickly, I was unaware of his theft of my spare house key. I spent the day organizing and cleaning. The day quickly ran from me. It was soon time for bed and time for a new school year.

A couple of weeks since Eddy and I's conversation. Things were a little tense once school started, but everything went back to normal. Or at least as normal as they could. Eddy resumed his scams and they of course failed. It was Friday night and Nazz had invited everyone to a small party amongst the cul-de-sac. We arrived there a little after 7 and the party was in full swing. Nazz always threw the best parties. This one was no different, except there was alcohol. I talked to Rolf for a bit before Eddy came by and pressed a cup in my hand.

"Drink it Edd, it'll help you loosen up."

"I agree Ed of the two Ds." Rolf added.

I looked at the cup and took a sip. The small bit of alcohol burned my throat, but I powered through. Looking back now, I should not have taken that drink from Eddy. Unbeknownst to anyone, he had drugged it. I learned about it the next day. I barely remember much of the party, I know there was dancing and spin the bottle and truth or dare. I remember Eddy taking me home. But we didn't go back to my home. We went back to his.

Eddward stopped for a second, and looked at everyone. He started to shake from the memory, but a reassuring hand from Kevin grabbed his own and squeezed it.

"Continue Double D, we're all here to support you." Kevin said.

I slowly nodded.

Once we were at Eddy's, I started to sober up a bit. I knew something was wrong when I heard him lock his door.

"Eddy take me back to my home please." I attempted to leave, but he blocked my way. Eddy terrified me at this time. He knocked me off balance and I fell on his bed. Before I could get back up, he was on top of me and holding my arms. I felt cold metal wrap around my left wrist. I heard the *click* as the handcuffs were locked to his head board. I struggled as hard as I could. Eddy smacked me across my face, stunning me. He took that moment to lock my other arm to his head board. Then my legs were spread and locked to the bed frame.

I started to scream, but Eddy was ready for that. He shoved a sock in my mouth to muffle the sound.

"We can't have anyone interrupting us, can we?"

I felt my blood freeze. He planned on raping me. I started to struggle again, but it didn't help. I was in a terrible situation without any escapes.

I felt Eddy start to undo my pants. I could feel his hands shaking as he pulled my pants and underwear off. I felt helpless. I started to cry. A stinging blow to my face stopped me. I looked at Eddy with sheer terror. He was completely naked. I closed my eyes. I couldn't look at him. I felt his mouth on my member. I felt myself get hard. I was disgusted with myself and with Eddy. If he truly loved me, then he wouldn't be doing this to me. Right?

My woeful thoughts were interrupted when I heard the pop of a cap and something cold ran down to my entrance.

EDDY WAS GOING TO PENETRATE ME.

Eddy was going to forcefully take my virginity.

Eddy was a monster.

I felt his finger probe and enter my body. He took his time, my body complied with his fingers. I could feel myself becoming relaxed around his fingers. I hated it. I hated him. I hated myself.

I heard a package being ripped open. I inwardly sighed with some relief. He's using protection.

He pressed himself into me, slowly entering me. I could smell Eddy. I smelled his cheap cologne. I could smell his sweat. None of it was pleasant. This was absolutely terrible. Tonight had been a bad idea.

He started to move faster. It felt like I was being split into two. I wept; my muffled sobs falling on deafened ears. I could feel myself going slack. I was passing out. As my vision faded, all I heard were Eddy's grunts as he raped me.

I woke up the next morning in pain. I looked around, but saw no sign of Eddy. I was still locked to Eddy's bed. The events from the night washed over me and profound sadness covered me. I couldn't help but cry. Eddy was a horrid person. He deserved to be jailed for this. I feebly tried to struggle against my restraints, but to no avail. My struggling was interrupted by Eddy's door being broken down. I looked over and saw Ed. Relief washed over me. Ed rushed over and pulled the handcuffs off of me with his inhuman strength.

"I'm sorry Double D. I wanted to come last night, but Sarah made me come home." Ed whispered. "We need to get you out of here."

I pulled my pants back up and removed the gag.

"Thank you Ed," I croaked. We exited Eddy's room, stepping over his unconscious form. I looked at Ed questioningly.

"I had to knock him out to save you Double D."

I nodded. I was thankful for Ed.

As we were headed back to my home, we heard Eddy screaming from behind us.

We turned as he ran towards us.

"Double D, get back here now!" Eddy yelled.

Ed was going to pick me up, but I stopped him.

"I need to fight this one Ed. Just stay with me, please." Ed nodded and let Eddward go. They were in the middle of the cul-de-sac.

"Double D please let-" Eddy started.

"No you listen here," I said with icy fury. "I cannot forgive you for what you did. I WILL NOT forgive you. You are a deplorable human being Eddy. You have astounded me with your actions. Our friendship is over Eddy." I stepped closer to Eddy and whispered, "I will not press charges against you, for the sole fact of our brotherhood. But consider that my parting gift. You will not talk to me. You will not approach me. You will continue your days without me in them. Goodbye and good riddance."

I turned from him, but he grabbed my arm. I balled my hands into fists. I turned to him and swung, my fist connecting with his jaw. Eddy let go with a yowl. My fist hurt, my body hurt, my soul hurt. I turned from from Eddy and walked towards my home. My empty home. Ed followed after me. Once inside I turned to him.

"Ed, will you please keep watch? I'm afraid of Eddy returning."

"I will watch for you Double D. I am here for you. But do you have gravy?"

I laughed dryly. "I don't Ed, but I will make you some after I clean up. Okay?

"Okay," Ed replied with a small smile.

I stumbled up the stairs to shower and disinfect myself of the foul presence of Eddy. I spent the rest of the weekend with Ed. He helped me change the locks to the doors and to relax to the best of my ability. Monday came and I didn't see Ed, which I thought was odd. I spent the day deep in thought, that it until Marie started to pester me. I eventually surrendered and told her about the incident.

Later that day, Sarah came by with a note. I read it with horror. Ed had attempted to commit suicide. I knew something was wrong that day, but I knew Ed wouldn't try to kill himself. He sent me a letter from his grandparent's farm. Eddy had attacked him Sunday night and threatened to kill him if he didn't leave. So he left.

Edd finished his story. He looked at everyone's pale face.

The police officer was the first to speak. "Why didn't you report this Eddy fellow?"

"I couldn't bring myself to do it. I called the police four times that Saturday and each time told me I typed the wrong numbers and hung up."

"I see. You do know that we cannot arrest him for what he did? Unless we have proof that he killed those two teens, we are unable to arrest him."

Edd sighed. "Yes I know, I realize now how much of a mistake it was to not report him. But I can almost guarantee that it was Eddy who committed the murders."

The officer nodded. "We'll start investigating him. Thank you Mr. Vincent, we'll notify you if we have any updates. I'm going to request armed security for you at your home. Just in case Eddy shows up."

Edd nodded his head in thanks, relief filling him. He looked at the others. The sympathy in their eyes made him teary eyed. Nazz finally spoke.

"We had no idea. I'm sorry Edd. I feel like it's my fault somehow."

Edd looked at her sharply, enough to make her flinch. "Do not think like that Nazz. No one could have predicted Eddy's moves that night. It's not your fault. If it's anyone's, it is mine own. I should not have taken the drink from him. Not without knowing what was in it."

Nazz slowly nodded. Marie spoke up. "Now you all know why I've stayed with Edd since then. I have been keeping an eye out for Eddy. My sisters have been doing the same." Edd looked at her then with a questioning look.

"May and Lee took turns watching your house at night. Just in case Eddy reappeared. Your parents actually requested us to do it for them."

That surprised Edd. "My parents knew what happened?" He asked. Marie nodded.

"Yeah. Ed had contacted them to tell them what he saw. Then they contacted us, and asked us to watch your house at night. This was after I started hanging out with you. Your parents were worried about you. And terrified of what Eddy would try in their absence."

Edd was flabbergasted. His parents did care. He yawned, not realizing how tired he still was.

"Why don't you all go home and get freshened up? I'll still be here and I need to get some more rest please. I'll probably be release tomorrow." The group nodded and left Edd to rest.

Author's Note: I am sorry everyone to put you through all of this, but it helps progress the story. Again I'm sorry.