Chapter 2: Mad World

I woke up, and I could hear the sirens going off. I looked around and saw people staring at me.

"She's awake!" shouted a man to my left.

"Okay, go question her, she took some serious trauma to the head- who knows what could be wrong with her!" Something about what the guy in charge said made me cringe. Something was wrong with me? I probably looked like a deer caught in the head lights right now but I didn't care. I sat straight up and started shaking. My head was bleeding, dying my golden brown locks a deathly red. I could feel it trickle. I was hyperventilating and I could see the very air blur. I passed out again.

"So doctor Chris, is there anything wrong with my daughter? You better pray Goldsworthy, because if this freak accident did any damage to my baby girl, I'll file a lawsuit!" My mom yelled. She never used to yell, but I guess it only makes sense that she does now that her and Randall are fighting. He's hardened her, turned her into a little ball of bitter anger. She's also smarter, coming out thinking of things she should and or shouldn't have done. As I listened, I pieced it together. My own mother was threatening my boyfriend, or ex boyfriend and his family based on my health. Because I live with my mom I will say this, and it might sound cold but she was probably just doing it for the cash. My mom learnt not to care.

"Thankfully she is fine, so none of you have to worry. The worse she might have are dizzy spells and she might have a bit of brain damage-" my heart broke "-so she might be missing some memories. Oh, and also I suggest come chiropractor appointment to deal with her back."

"You're lucky this time, but you better pay for chiropractor is full, just in case," spat my mom. As I suspected, my mom really did sound like she was using me for money. The doctor was looking around when he caught me watching.

"Hello there, can you tell me your name?" He asked, his head tilted to the side in a cute but questioning way.

"It's…" I couldn't think. Part of me was yelling CLARE DIANE EDWARDS but a completely different voice was yelling JULIA RAYNE SILVANSEN. The doctors, nurses, and family looked at me- just waiting for me to say my name. "I can't tell," I finally said to break the tension. "Am I Julia, or am I Clare? I have both names just pulsating through my mind… It kinda hurts. Mum?"

After a prolonged silence, Eli who was barely paying an attention and was leaning right against the door, ran. My eyes started to tear up, when CeCe Goldsworthy took a step towards me. "Julia who, sweetie?"

"Julia Rayne Silvansen," I said with a smirk. My hair looked almost black from all the blood they couldn't get off my head, and I looked almost like the girl in the picture I saw in Eli's room except her hair was longer and her eyes were dark blue, not light.

"No, your Clare! My Clare!" yelled my mom, and I could see the saddening confusion in her eyes. She might have used me a bit ago, but she still needed my love even if she didn't need to love me. I looked over at CeCe's eyes and they were soft and warm. They looked all too familiar, like I had seen them many times before.

"Jules, is that you in there?" she said, barely above a whisper.

"What?" said my mother. She couldn't take it anymore so she walked out without so much as goodbye.

"CeCe, I'm scared….."

"What's going on baby doll?" she asked.

"I don't even know who I am CeCe! Who am I!"

"What do you know?"

"I know Eli is my ex, and I know my mom just left. I know my dad's not here and it's probably because it's too busy, but I can't tell which name is mine, and I feel like I'm…. Like I'm two people. Are you sure you aren't secretly my mother, because I feel so much closer then before…"

The air was getting intense. You could feel it. "Jules err Clare…. We should give you a new name or something… In any case, remember when I told you thank you were always welcome in Eli's room? Well it was because Julia lived with us. Yes, your Julia is our Julia. I know Eli loved her so so much, but I loved her very much too. She was practically my daughter. We used to bake together and cook together and watch movies together because her parents basically abandoned her."

What happened next was unexpected. I had no control over my body, but I got up and walked over to CeCe, giving her a huge hug. "CeCe I missed you, it was so scary in the dark." I whispered in her ear, but it wasn't really me and it wasn't even in my voice.

CeCe's eyes widened but she quickly smiled down at me, and held me just as tight. "I missed you." She rolled her arm up and down my back. She then walked to her purse and threw some clothes at me, with Julia written on all the tags. I put on the purple and black Black Veil Brides t-shirt, laces black pants, under garments, and purple converses. The kind of clothes Julia probably had to jump the boarder to get. I quickly got changed and met her in the foyer.

"What are we going to do about Eli?"

To Be Continued

Author's Notes: Okay pretty big chapter I think…. This wasn't the original plan, but oh well I grew it =3 In any case, if you go on you can find pants and the shirt is pretty hard to find. Most people don't know much about Julia and they make up her looks and stuff but there's actually a picture of her in Eli's messy room. Here's all you need to know lol .com/wiki/Julia I'm very excited 3 Thanks for reading. Review?