Alright, once again, I don't own twilight or it's characters, I am however filling the law suit against Stephenie for stealing my names .

This is a joke ok?

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Sitting there, just a few tables away from me! How could it be!? It's not possible! Vampires! The Cullens! They were all fiction! Just a fantasy! They couldn't be real!

"What's wrong Rose?" Jackie must have seen my look of disbelief.

"Oh, nothing's wrong." I lied with my expect lying skills. "Say, who are that bunch sitting over there?" I motioned my head to the possible Cullens. There was still a chance that they we're just some people who happened to be perfect and never ate. Maybe they were super models?

"Oh, those are the Cullens, and Bella Swan." Total shock across my face.

"Might their names be Edward, Jasper, Rosalie, Alice and Emmet?" I said very quickly and in a matter of fact way.

"Ummm, yeah you know them?"

"No, just a lucky guess."

Jackie looked at me like I was crazy. I smiled and she went back to her lunch. Then I scanned the lunch room, remembering every detail of the books I could. Then it hit me. If the Cullens were vampires, and if Edward could read minds, then he was very likely reading my thoughts right now.

I slowly turned to face the Cullen's table, and sure enough, Edward's beautiful face was staring directly at me from across the lunch room. Our eyes we're locked, my mind stopped for a moment, then started up again.

'Oh shit'

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The rest of the day passed in a bit of a blur. I tried to stay focussed on only what was going on at the moment but, of corse, that was impossible.

Every now and then when I had a few minutes alone, getting books from my locker, finding my way to class, my thoughts would end up drifting over to the Cullens again, and I couldn't have that happening. So I'd grab my head phones, blast the music and hope that there wasn't a rule against using head phones in the school.

In classes I focused extra hard on the lessons, witch ended up being extremely boring, but I didn't care, I kept at it. I couldn't have the thoughts of the Cullens creeping in on my mind.

I did have a good reason for not wanting to think about them, in fact, I believe it was a great reason.

I didn't want to think about them for the simple reason of them being vampires. What if Stephenie Meyer had lied, what if the Cullens weren't good? I know it seemed unlikely but it could be true!

Plus, the vampire world was a secret that no one was to know about, how no one had figured it out before confused me, but that wasn't important, the important part was keeping the Cullens out of my mind. I wasn't all too worried about the Cullens knowing I knew about their existence, I was more worried about the Volturi.

Word would get out there eventually right? Soon enough they would find out that I knew their secret I was a dead man, or girl I guess.

So maybe if I just keep my thoughts clear, if I ignored them completely and pretended like I knew nothing then maybe it'd go away right?

Now comes the terrible moment where I tell myself I'm probably wrong...

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I hummed along to the song I was listening to, misery business. The music was on full blast, I was going to regret keeping the music so loud when I was 80 and had terrible ear damage.

But at least the feeling of my ears probably bleeding was much better then letting those forbidden thoughts creep into my mind. I could live with ear damage.

I gathered my books with as much speed as possible and double checked to make sure I had everything, then I started on my way to the exit.

It felt like I was walking for a long time, and soon the locker numbers started to grow bigger, it seemed I was going the wrong way. Maybe my music had disoriented me? Whatever the case I had gone the wrong way.

I turned around and started walking the opposite direction, but after some time I found myself in a part of the school I had never seen. 'Crap, I'm lost..."

I was lost now, officially. It made sense though, every time I needed to find somewhere in the school the classroom was usually pretty close to my locker, either that or I had Jackie or someone to show me around, I had never taken into account that eventually I would be completely alone, and that I wouldn't know where the exit was.

There was less and less people in the hallways, soon I was walking down empty hallways. Curse this terrible sense of direction!

Panic was starting to wash over me at this point, 'Maybe I should make a map? Who am I kidding! I don't know how to read a map!' Another hallway. This school wasn't that big! I must have been going around in circles.

Fear now, I was starting to to feel someone's eyes on me. "No one's there Rosalie, it's all in your mind." I told myself, covering my face with my hands. The panic was bringing on painful memories. I shouldn't deal with situations like this, it makes me panicky. It brings on the voices...

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The therapist spoke quietly to my mom, I sat in one of the chairs, scared by what I was hearing, I didn't want it to be like this!

"She's not, mentally stable you see. She's at a braking point and she's over due for a melt down." The therapist's voice was calm and knowing, she knew things about me that I didn't know. I didn't like that.

My mother nodded. "Is there anything you can suggest?" She said in a quiet voice, I'm pretty sure she was somehow trying to make sure I didn't hear anything.

"Well, Rosalie told me that she's been hearing voices, as you know. I believe they may be due to stress that she's been bringing upon herself. She's got to much energy and little to do with it. I think some time out of town might do her good, if she could visit some relatives for a while, if she could get out of her regular life style it might give her something more to occupy her time, to give her something to do with her energy."

"You mean for like a week or something right?" It was the first time I had spoken since my mom had came and started her discussion with the therapist. The anger and fear was obviously apparent in my voice, but I didn't care.

I stared at the two of them, panic washed over me, and I fought back tears. They weren't answering, that meant the worst.

'It's going to be more then a week.'

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I calmed down, I managed to keep the tears back, I was going to find my way out, I had just over reacted, that's all.

"Are you alright?" A soft melody of a voice came from behind me, I turned around slowly and faced Edward, beautiful vampire Edward, I was stunned for a moment, before catching myself again.

"I'm fine." I smiled my most polite of smiles. I stared at him for a moment then I started to walk away, unsure of where I was going. Maybe if I found someone who knew the school, I'd find a way out of here, but not Edward.

"You sure? Because you seem a little lost." I turned to him again, unable to resist that perfect smile.

"Well, maybe a little bit." I laughed, talking to him once wasn't going to do any harm right?

"Do you want me to show you the way out?"

"Oh! That would be great! If you don't mind." He was offering me a way out of the school, it would have been rude to refuse.

He started leading the way out of the school and I followed, taking big, fast steps to keep up with him.

"I'm Edward Cullen by the way." 'I already knew that.'

"Rosalie Edwards." 'But you already knew that.'

"Rosalie Edwards. That's odd. My sister's name is Rosalie."

"Really? That's so weird!" If I played dumb maybe he wouldn't mention any of the vampire things.

"Yeah, it is pretty odd." I knew he already knew, maybe he was just waiting for me to say something.

I nodded. Silence now. This time I didn't mind it, I wanted the silence, silence meant I didn't need to lie, witch is good. I found it almost hard to lie to him, this didn't come as much of a surprise to me. I mean, he's perfect.

we were at the exit of the school now, thank god. I was going to make it out alive! (I don't care that this is a total over exageration.)

"Thanks for helping me out." I said to him kindly, this was the last time I would ever talk to him, sad wasn't it?

"Not at all."

I started walking away, smiling.

"Oh, and Rosalie?" He said as I started to leave. I turned around and faced him. "Don't tell anyone our secret."

"Uh.. What??" It might sound like I was playing dumb but I actually forgot for a moment what the 'secret' was.

"My family's secret." He cleared for me.

"Oh..." utter shock for a moment. "Don't worry, your secret is safe with me." I smiled and turned around. I hope the secret was safe with me.

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Yeah I know I suck, I haven't updated in like a week and the chapter is pretty short. Blame it on the school system!