Finally! Chapter 4! Sorry for the long wait, I've been away from home for a few days so I couldn't continue my writing.

BUT here you are!

Enjoy!


Eyes Wide Shut 4

Shego cradled her head in her hands, silently cursing to herself. Just minutes ago she had felt like she had died and gone to heaven. Seconds later she got pulled out of heaven and was dumped into her old life again. She had suppressed the urge to follow Kim, knowing the girl needed some time to think. To be honest Shego had the need to think about it herself as well. She wasn't quite sure if she had done the right thing. She didn't even know if it was on impulse or if she really did harbor some feelings for the red head.

She had just kissed Kim Possible and Kim Possible had kissed her. Though she still didn't know if it was love what she felt or overrated friendship.

She didn't know it but Kim was stuck in the same situation. She had to admit that she had developed some feelings for Shego. The question was what kind of feelings? People often mixed up feelings, mistaking them for something completely different. Though that kiss had ignited something within her. It was like a spark went of and lit the fuse. The fuse that lit to a bomb packed with emotions.

It was just a matter of time before it would go off. The results would most probably be unpredictable but couldn't be that much of a disaster.

Kim let out a loud groan and dropped herself onto her bed. Even the hero couldn't help but curse because of the situation. The only thing she kept asking herself was why. Why did I kiss her, why did I run out, why, why, why?

"I don't like her." She said to herself. For a moment she almost convinced herself but that passed by quickly. She buried her face in the palms of her hands and let out a sigh. "I don't like her, I don't like her, I CAN'T like her." She muttered in some kind of mantra. "I don't like anyone right now." It became quiet for a few moments. "Ugh nobody would fall for that."

"Who won't fall for what?" Her father's voice sounded from the door.

"D-dad! Uh.. I.. nothing?" She offered pathetically.

"Right, I don't buy that. Wanna talk about it?" He asked entering her room.

"No." Kim sighed in return.

"Why not? Is it about boys?" James asked and Kim shook her head. "So let's talk about it." He said. He didn't know a lot about girl problems and he refused to know anything about Kim dating boys. That didn't stop him from helping his daughter when he could though. He took a seat on the edge of his daughter's bed and looked at her expectantly.

"Dad seriously you don't wanna talk about this."

"If it's about anything else than boys you can try me." He replied and Kim sighed in defeat. She didn't want to ask her father how she could know that she was gay. That was a conversation that would absolutely be uncomfortable. On the other hand she didn't have the heart to reject her father. After all, his intentions were good and she knew it. She figured she just had to approach the subject in a different way and she knew exactly how.

"Okay.. When were you sure that you loved mom?" Kim asked and James eyed her for a moment or two.

"So it IS about boys." He said.

"No, no I'm just curious about love." Kim replied quickly.

"Well about your mom, she was very distant. She pretended like she didn't notice me and it drove me crazy. I loved her since the day I first saw her. It was love at first sight for me but it wasn't for her." James explained.

"What did you do?"

"I did what I had to do. I made sure she noticed me and I started giving off tiny hints. It took me a while but she caught on to my hints and actually agreed to go on a date with me. She told me if the date was fun she'd go out with me a second time. So I planned the best and most romantic date I could come up with. I took her star watching and we had dinner underneath those very stars."

"Aaaw that's so romantic and I reckon she liked it of course." Kim squealed.

"Absolutely." James said grinning like crazy. He got to his feet and patted his daughter on the head. "I hope that whatever problem you have will be solved with or without the help of my story."

"Thanks dad." Kim replied and her father gave a nod before he left her room. Kim fell back onto her bed and draped her arm across her eyes. That didn't help me at all! She thought but she still appreciated the fact that her father had tried.

Meanwhile Shego hadn't gotten any further in the situation either. The only thing she was sure of was that she had to avoid Kim for a while. Though something in her head already warned her that it was easier said than done. So the only logical solution was:

"I've got to run away." She muttered to herself. She simply demanded vacation and that's what she got from the blue-skinned scientist known as Drakken. She had packed most of her stuff, missing just a few items.

She wasn't scared; she just didn't have the need to see the cheerleading red head. It was, according to Shego, a good idea if she and Kim didn't see each other for a while. (Even if Kim didn't agree with that idea.) When talking about a while she had about 6 months to a year in mind. She planned on going to a secluded island where she could enjoy the sun as much as she wanted.

"Well that's all of it." She said softly as she closed her suitcase. She looked around her apartment, mentally checking if she had packed everything she needed before she left. With a last look she left her secluded residence and locked the door on the way out. She left; she left the outer rings of Middleton, left the US and ended up on the other side of the planet. The other side of the planet without leaving a single sign of her departure. Drakken knew she was gone but he didn't know her location. Apart from him nobody knew Shego had left at all and that was exactly what she wanted. She wanted to keep it a secret, especially from Kim.

Days and eventually even weeks passed by. Shego remained on the other side of the world, giving herself and Kim enough time to think about their 'friendship'. Shego was happy with how things were going, whereas Kim wasn't. Kim didn't want more time to think about what had happened. She wanted to talk with Shego; the only thing she didn't know was that she wouldn't be able to find Shego at home.

Not being able to find Shego at her house was just the start. Not a single mission Kim had gotten involved Shego. She slowly started to realize that the woman was gone. She eventually discovered that the pale thief wasn't even on the same part of the world. With some help of Wade she tracked Shego down.

The pale thief had done a good job covering her tracks up. Though for Wade it had been a simple task to find the woman.

"I don't think you should go after her Kim." Wade's voice sounded through the Kimmunicator.

"And why is that?" Kim asked as she boarded the ride that Wade had arranged for her.

"Shego really tried to cover up her tracks, she did a very good job. I don't think she wants to be found." Wade reasoned. "If she wanted you to come after her she wouldn't have gone through all of the trouble to cover her tracks."

"Wade, I need this. I need to talk to her no matter what. Please just let it go, she'll make it clear if I'm welcome or not." Kim replied in a defeated voice. Wade let out a sigh, his lips curling up into a smile.

"You really care about her, don't you?"

"I.. don't know." Was all Kim said.

"Well, good luck Kim." Wade replied and he broke the line. Kim smiled a sad smile and tucked her Kimmunicator away. She was already on her way to Shego's location; her nerves were getting worse with every minute that passed. Every minute that passed meant that they, or especially she, was getting closer to Shego. She hadn't seen the woman for over 4 months. All the while she thought Shego was mad for what she had done. While in real life Shego wasn't mad but just as confused as Kim.

She hoped that speaking to the green villain would clear things up. Getting to know just one thing would already cheer her up. Her day would be perfect if Shego was willing to talk to her about it all.

As time flew by the plane got closer and closer to its destination. Meaning that Kim was only minutes away from facing Shego.

"Miss Possible," The pilot said startling Kim from her thoughts. "You should be getting ready to jump." He said and Kim just gave a slight nod. Nervously she rose to her feet and gulped loudly. This is it; you're about to jump. You're going to face Shego, be tough! She thought trying to encourage herself. She let out a deep breath and hoisted herself into the harness of her parachute. She strapped the bindings around her upper body and secured the straps.

"Get ready to jump." The pilot's voice sounded. Kim flipped the door of the plane open and waited for the signal. The pilot flipped up a thumb, Kim gave a slight salute and jumped.

She soared down towards the ground; the wind blowing passed her violently. She fell and fell, waiting for the moment she could open her parachute. She pulled the cord and the parachute immediately slowed her down, pulling her back violently. She steered herself towards an open spot on the ground, bracing herself for the impact.

With a loud thud and a grunt escaping from her lips she hit the ground. Her parachute fell to the ground and she discarded the gear wrapped around her body.

"Now to find Shego." She muttered to herself as she looked around. She didn't know how long it would take to actually find the pale thief but she started at the beach. She knew for a fact that Shego liked the sun and the beach was the perfect place to soak in the sun. There was only one problem. It was an island, meaning that the half of it existed out of beach.

With a sigh Kim started her search heading for the beach. She knew Shego couldn't have missed the plane that brought Kim to the island. Hell the woman was most probably watching her right this second. Kim just didn't know where she could find Shego.

"It's an island…" She said to herself. "She has to be here somewhere." She continued her search, walking along the beach. Her eyes scanned the beach, looking as far as she could and seeing nothing but sand. The beach was empty and seemed to go on for ages. Kim was already starting to regret the fact that she ever came to the island.

Normally she wouldn't give up that easily but this time she did. She sagged to the ground, taking a seat in the soft white sand. It was tiring to walk through sand with the sun burning brightly.

"Giving up already princess?" A familiar voice wafted through the air. Kim turned around instantly, searching the source of that known voice.

"Show yourself!" She demanded as she scanned the edges of the jungle.

"A bit bossy aren't we?" Shego questioned as she emerged from the jungle. It almost seemed like she appeared out of nowhere, as if she had been wearing camouflage.

Kim got to her feet, frowning slightly as she placed her hands on her hips. "Look who's talking." She replied and she cursed silently at her weak reply.

Shego wasn't impressed and simply stepped out into the sun. Stepping out of the shaded jungle she revealed that she was still wearing her bikini. Kim felt her eyes widen for a split second but quickly regained her cool composure. The last thing she wanted was giving Shego the satisfaction of catching her whilst staring. Said woman simply smirked and slowly walked towards Kim with a slight sway to her hips.

"What brought you here princess?" Shego asked. "Except wanting to see yours truly." She said motioning towards herself.

"We need to talk." Was all Kim said and Shego simply raised her eyebrow.

"Really?" She asked in an uninterested tone.

"Yeah!" Kim snapped. "As a matter of fact we do. Why did you leave so sudden? Why didn't you tell me that you were going to leave hunh?"

"If I told you I was leaving it wouldn't really have been a secret now would it?" Shego asked dry inspecting her nails with mild interest. "You'd end up following me either way, this way just gave me a bit more me time."

"Me time?" Kim asked her eyebrow rising slightly. "What kind of 'you' time could you possibly need?"

"The time where I spend my days alone, relaxing without a preppy red head that bothers me and wants to bust my ass. That kind of me time is what I need." Shego said as if she was stating the facts. She folded her arms in front of her chest and gave Kim a questioning look. Her eyes raked up and down the red head's body, taking in every detail.

Meanwhile Kim was starting to feel uncomfortable underneath Shego's stare. She felt the need to cover herself up whilst being fully dressed. She bit her lower lip, her cheeks turning a bright red as she tried to ignore Shego's eyes on her.

"You're wearing too much." Shego suddenly announced and Kim just stared at her in shock, her mouth hanging open slightly.

"I beg your pardon?" She asked surprising herself with how holy she sounded saying that. Shego snorted and just started walking away. Kim looked after her, blushing brightly when she looked back.

"You coming or not?" She asked continuing her fast pace. Kim looked around, her eyes scanning the area before they ended up looking at Shego again. She shrugged, figuring she didn't have much choice and started following the pale thief.

She looked her eyes out as a prestigious villa came in sight. The gates in front of it were a bright emerald and the villa was a grand white with green accents. She blindly followed Shego, amazed about almost every little thing she saw. Seeing all of that almost made her forget her goal but she quickly snapped out of her amazed state and came to a stop.

Her sudden stop didn't go unnoticed and Shego stopped as well. She didn't turn to face Kim, knowing what the red head was thinking. She could feel Kim's eyes on her back and she lightly clenched and unclenched her right fist. She let out a sigh, knowing what was going to come next. She had hoped the girl would forget about her goal. At one point she was close to succeeding but her distraction failed.

"Okay, out with it. Tell me Kimmie why are you here and what's on your mind." Shego said in an exhausted voice. It remained quiet and for a while the red head simply stared at Shego's bared back. She thought about it and came to the conclusion that she didn't know what to say. She knew why she wanted to talk to Shego; she just couldn't find the words. Her eyes shifted to the ground and even facing away the pale thief noticed this.

She finally turned around, looking at Kim and she could only describe her as defeated.

"At a loss of words?" She offered and Kim nodded stiffly. With another sigh Shego offered Kim her hand and she got a curious look in return. "Normally I'm not like this so take my hand before I change my mind." Kim immediately latched on to Shego's hand and smiled weakly. "You can stay for the night, give the situation a thought maybe it'll become clear. Now let's go it's already getting dark." Shego explained and she led Kim to the emerald gates and beyond them.

Kim tried not to look too amazed as Shego led her through the grand villa. Their hands remained linked as Shego pulled her along and Kim felt herself warm at the sight of it. The sharp contrast of Shego's soft green skin to Kim's light peach skin was absolutely enthralling. In fashion the combination was a disaster, in real life it was amazing.

"You okay?" Shego's voice sounded vaguely. "Hello?" She waved a hand in front of Kim's eyes. "Earth to princess!" Kim blinked a few times and quickly looked up at Shego.

"What?" She asked and Shego rolled her eyes.

"I said that you'll be staying in this room," Shego said and she opened a door. "All the things you need can be found in your room."

Kim gave a slight nod and moved to enter the room. She came to a stop right in the opening of the door, restrained by Shego's hand. She looked back at the pale woman and motioned towards their hands.

"Would you mind letting go?" Kim asked noticing that Shego wasn't catching on to her small hints. Shego released Kim's hand immediately and took a few steps back. Her face didn't show a single sign of emotion and she turned away.

"Goodnight princess." She said stern and she simply walked away. Kim looked after the raven-haired beauty until she disappeared out of view. Just as confused as I am. Kim thought and she closed the door of the guestroom behind her.

The evening fell quickly, the dark sky blanketing the island. The stars shone brightly and Kim was lying in the guestroom of what was supposed to be Shego's villa. Her fingers were laced together behind her head and the moon shone gently through the thin white curtains. A light breeze blew through a small opening of the window, cooling the room to a comfortable temperature.

For what seemed the hundredth time Kim sighed as she stared at the ceiling above her. She couldn't sleep and she knew exactly why she couldn't sleep. She also knew that if she didn't spring into action she wouldn't be able to sleep at all. She was tired and really needed the sleep. That left her with one last option.

She hopped to her feet and walked around the large bed, heading for the bedroom door. She opened it quietly and peered into the long darkened hallway. The coast was clear and she tiptoed out of her room. As the hero she was she sneaked around the villa with one goal. She had to find Shego's room and she could only hope that the pale thief was asleep.

She wandered around the large villa and to her it felt like she had been searching for hours. It seemed impossible but she made the impossible possible and found Shego's bedroom.

She opened the large green and black door as quietly as she could and peered inside the room. She knew she had to be extra silent whilst sneaking into a thief's room. She moved into the room and looked at the large bed in the center of the room. There were curtains around the bed and through the curtains Kim could see a feminine form underneath the covers. If one would look closely one could see her chest slowly rising and falling.

Kim swallowed hard, her throat becoming dryer with the second. She slowly edged towards the bed and the sleeping woman. The closer she got the more she started to sweat. She got close enough to hear Shego's steady breathing pattern. She was so close she could touch the curtains wrapped around the bed. She reached out; every thing she did seemed to go in slow motion. Her fingers barely grazed the curtains and from that moment on everything did slow down.

The once sleeping form shot up straight in bed. Kim's eyes widened as she saw how Shego launched herself towards her. Her right fist was engulfed in plasma and she ripped through the curtains. With her left hand she grabbed on to Kim's shoulder and tackled her to the ground. She held her right hand up ready to slash at the intruder. Kim closed her eyes and turned her head away as she saw the hand plasma engulfed hand soaring towards her.

The impact never came, Shego stopped her assault and her hand froze inches away from Kim's face. She breathed hard, sweat trickling down her body as she looked at the girl beneath her.

Kim slowly opened her eyes and turned her head in order to face Shego. Their eyes met and Shego's plasma slowly died out, her hand lowering to her side.

Time seemed to stop as they looked at each other in silence. Shego remained on top of Kim, her breathing slowly calming. Sweat ran down her back and Kim had never been so shocked in her entire live. For a split second she thought she was going to die by Shego's hand. But as she lay there she realized she had made a dangerous decision, sneaking into Shego's bedroom without permission. She knew the woman was always alert and even in her sleep she knew exactly what was happening around her.

The silence came to an end with a single breathy whisper; a whisper that came from Shego's darkened lips.

"Princess." And everything in Kim's world froze.


This story suddenly took a weird turn didn't it? Like it? Don't like it? either way I'm glad I finished this chapter and.. well.. who knows what will happen in the next chapter! Anyway.. people have to know better than trying to sneak up on Shego.. come on.. shoe knows everything with her skills.. she senses you the second you enter her room.. hahaha brilliant right?

I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Up to the next one!

And again sorry for the wait

Yours truly,

WPJ