April 8th, 2009 7:17pm

AIM

PalmsJJ15: I think I'll go but I'm not really sure about it.

Xdemistar07: Really? It's like the biggest party in town.

This Saturday my High School was throwing their Annual Big Bang Party. You could only get in with a special invitation that was only given to students and their families. If you were lucky you'd get to buy it but it'll be really really expensive.

PalmsJJ15: I know. That's exactly why I want to go, besides; I want to see you in person for the very first time

I felt awkward; there was this special tension between us. I was confused and didn't know what to think about his attitude with me. We technically didn't know each other but he was always… sweet. I'm guessing it's because he's different than the other guys I'm used to fall for… scratch that, the guys I'm used to hang with.

Xdemistar07: that can be really interesting haha. But you need to talk to me first, I'm too shy.

PalmsJJ15: I think I can do that, but I'm shy too so don't really expect it. Hahaha

Xdemistar07: HEY. Hahaha

PalmsJJ15: Here we are talking about a party, a party where we're supposed to meet for the first time and I'm not even invited. Hahaha, hilarious.

Xdemistar07: They gave us 3 invitations. One is for me, another one for my brother and my mom was planning to sell the third one.

PalmsJJ15: I'm guessing the number 3 is mine Hehe.

Xdemistar07: I guess I can ask my mom? Haha, I'm sure she'll say yess

PalmsJJ15: Keeping my fingers crossed hahaha. So what'ya doing?

Xdemistar07: Nothing much, just facebook and finishing this English report. You?

PalmsJJ15: Guitar, playing some notes.

Xdemistar07: How weirddd. You playing notes? Pshhtt.

Everytime we talk, he was ALWAYS and no kidding with this, ALWAYS playing the guitar. I'm guessing he was in love with it, he said he was sorta good but I sense he was more than good.

PalmsJJ15: Shut it Dems, Hahaha.

Xdemistar07: And what are you playing? Like, any special song, for a special girl perhaps? :P

PalmsJJ15: Not really sure. I'm learning to play "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz. It's actually turning out better than as I expected to.

Xdemistar07: Really? I would love to hear it sometime.

PalmsJJ15: I promise you will. In fact, I was even thinking about dedicating this song to you.

I stood frozen as I read his words. He was going to dedicate me a song, a love song to be exact. As I read his reply, a flashback came to my mind. Miley's words echoed in my head. "I really like him" "I really like him" Those words wouldn't leave my mind, never ever. My heart's beats were a mile per hour, I was cold and nervous. Why was I even acting weird? I doubted my feelings for Joe right now, which was no good at all.

Xdemistar07: Really? Hahaha, that'd be awesome.

I lied. It wouldn't be. I was afraid, afraid of my feelings growing up and his feelings growing too. I couldn't let this happen, not to me and I wasn't going to betray my best friend.


April 17th, 2009 8:36pm

PalmsJJ15: Hey Dems!

Every single night I'd go on AIM, Joe would talk to me. The fact that he might be falling for me without even meet each other wouldn't leave my mind either. It was so bad. Miley was so into him, and she didn't even know him and like, he didn't even know me either. Life can be so frustrating.

Xdemistar07: Hey Joe.

PalmsJJ15: How are you today? :D

Xdemistar07: I'm pretty good, you?

PalmsJJ15: Amazing now that I'm talking to you

See? This is exactly what I'm talking about.

Xdemistar07: Aww, haha.

PalmsJJ15: And how was your day?

Xdemistar07: Pretty much boring. Wby?

PalmsJJ15: Same till now.

Xdemistar07: Why? Are you playing guitar again? Hahaha.

PalmsJJ15: No silly. Because I'm talking to you.

Once again, I stood frozen watching my screen. His words were being so direct. He was being so honest, way too much honest for me to handle it.

"I'll try to change the topic." I thought for myself.

Xdemistar07: And, are you going to the big party tomorrow?

Eeek. That shouldn't be the topic.

PalmsJJ15: Yeah. I'm just missing my ticket.

Sure the one I'm supposed to give him. I slapped my face and my sister saw me.

"What the hell are you doing Demi?" She got where I was and started shaking my shoulders.

"Nothing you mind Dallas." I crossed my arms as in defense for her. She was such a nosy girl.

"Ugh to you. Go away and close the door." I shouted. She shrugged and left my room, thankfully.

PalmsJJ15: Dems? You there?

PalmsJJ15 sent you a nudge

Xdemistar07: YES! I'm sorry. My sister was being nosy AGAIN.

Xdemistar07: Hell yes. I'm giving you the ticket. We'll meet at the front door okay?

PalmsJJ15: Sounds terrific.

Xdemistar07:

PalmsJJ15: Hey Dems, I gotta go. Take care and we'll see each other tomorrow. Looking forward to that. Goodnight, have a nice sleep

Xdemistar07: Yeah sure. Night Joe, take care.

PalmsJJ15: Love you.

What the hell? I am not gonna answer, no no no. Shit. I have to.

Xdemistar07: Love you too.

-PalmsJJ15 is offline-

-Xdemistar07 is offline-

GREAT, just great. Now IT'S OFFICIAL. He likes me. Crap.


April 18th, 2009 7:00pm

"Dude, what time are you going to the party?" I could barely hear Miley's voice with all that noise surrounding her.

"I think in an hour. What about you?"

"Half an hour. DUDE, before I forgot; Joe is going right?" Her voice was breaking with all the noise behind her.

"Yeah.. yeah I think so." I manage to sound careles about the fact we were supposed to meet Joe Palms today at the party.

"Good, good. Jeez, gotta go. C'ya."

Before I could even reply back she hung up. Typical Miley.

I was shaking more than a girl who lives in Alaska, and no it wasn't freezing here. It was HOT, hot as hell. I was straightening my hair and fixing my hair when mom knocked the door.

"Come in." I said with a clip on my mouth, trying my best not to mess my hairstyle.

"Do you need any help with that?" Mom asked in the most politely way.

"Umm, not really. I got it all covered. Thanks mom." I smiled along with her.

She fixed my dress and left the room. I was shaking again, not good. Yeah, yeah. I tried to make my best at telling myself.

"You don't like Joe and he's a friend. Booya, you'll meet him today." Crap that didn't work.

9:30 pm

"Dude where the hell is he?" Miley asked. We had been goofing around for like an hour and we were clueless about the position of Joe. Yeah, that's right. His ticket was with me and he was not here.

"How the hell would I know?" I crossed my arms knowing I still had the damn ticket. I didn't have a purse so it was pissing me off having to carry it everywhere.

"Wait… you said he was tall and white right?" Selena opened her mouth and pointed at some random guy at the dance floor.

"Yeah… yeah but he doesn't have a card so how the hell did he-"

"OH MY FREAKING GOD. HE IS… HE IS.. OH MY FREAKING HE'S .. OH-"

"He's coming here. He saw us. Crap." We all turned around and started whispering. Suddenly I could felt big and warm arms touching my shoulder. I turned around and…

"Hey Demi." He mumbled. "I'm Joe."


A/N: Hey guys. I just wanted to tell you that this will be the last chapter of this story FOR NOW. I'm currently finishing Love Conquers All, my other story. I'm so sorry, I realized it's wayy too much to handle two stories at a time. I decided to make one last chapter before stop writing, so I hope you guys liked this andd SORRY it's a cliff- hanger. I just wanted to make you think. Hahaha. Btw, later on the year I'll be posting a Story Sampler for my next story. You guys will choose, so anyway; ILUVYOUGUYS. I'll continue this when I'm done with LCA. ;) Thanks for the reviews.

Becca,