DISCLAIMER: I don't own Yugioh or any of it's characters! This is a revision of a Yaoi that I have because to some of my fans it doesn't make any sense. So I'm adding some of my own twists on it and so far was told that it's much better. I hope you like it.
NOTE: Sorry if it seems kinda a rough, still kinda working on it.
WARNING: This story contains Yaoi! Don't like then don't read. I don't want to offend anybody!
Chapter 4 - Dream or Reality
At that moment, Yugi clasped his arms around Yami's neck and hugged him tight. Yami opened his crimson eyes, looking down only to meet Yugi's amethyst one's. "Yami," he muttered between sobs. "My pharaoh."
"Yugi…my beloved little Yugi." Yami said lovingly.
They kissed hard, as if they never had before, embracing almost desperate because of the sadness they felt. They did not need words; there was nothing else to say. Only the rush of their emotions. To forget for a moment, that this was their last time together.
Yugi wanted to clear his mind. He wanted to be this way with Yami many times in the past, especially after Yami had visited him in his dreams and declared his love to Yugi, with gentle caresses and sweet, tender and passionate kisses.
Now, however, their feelings were sadder. How many times Yugi had longed for Yami to be real, to feel all of Yami, to claim him as his own? How many times he had wanted to wake up the next day to find Yami lying in bed with him. To see and know that what he felt tonight was reality and not a dream? And now that Yami was here, in front of his eyes, resting on his body on the bed next to him, and for it to be the last night. What an irony! Having waited so long for his one dream to come true...to only have it shattered by him leaving.
But that's not what made him grieve. He grieved what tomorrow would bring, to not have Yami there, so alive, so warm. Yugi was happy that they were allowed this farewell instead of a cold goodbye to the millennium puzzle. He felt comforted by this thought and Yami could feel his little one relax. "I love you...I love you my little aibou." He heard Yami whisper in his ear, as he kissed his neck.
Yugi shuddered, how could words uttered from his love make him feel so alive? "I love you too Mi Hitori No Boku." Yugi answered faintly. "You don't know just how much I love you."
Yami looked into Yugi's eyes, smiling, as he stroked. Their clothes were messy, almost naked on the sheets next to each other. They knew what would happen, they didn't need to say. But, Yugi suddenly remembered something, the door to his room wasn't locked. "What's wrong Yugi?" Yami asked as his lips grazed Yugi's collar bone.
Yugi moaned lightly as a wave rippled down his body causing him to shudder. "The doors unlocked and well...I'm afraid Joey might walk in. You know how he always enters without knocking." Yugi joked.
"You're cute when you're embarrassed." Yami said in a sexual growl. "Would you like for me to close and lock it?"
"Please?" Yugi asked, not wanting Yami to leave his side.
Yami smiled lightly and kissed Yugi on the forehead, hopped out of bed, and immediately, slammed the door shut after looking both ways down the hall for insurance that Joey or any one else was approaching. He turned to see Yugi smiling, and his arms spread out wide beckoning Yami's return. "I should've known you would do that." He said with a smile as Yami climbed back under the covers and into his arms.
"Of course ... The last thing I want to do is to leave you." Yami said lovingly.
Taking Yugi's face in his hands, he captured Yugi's lips with his own, and they returned to kissing, more tenderly now, and slowly the clothes were laid aside on the floor. Now feeling the warmth from each other with no restrictions to hold them back.
Yugi wished that this night wouldn't end, it was a dream from which he didn't wanna wake from, but Yami's caresses and kisses told that all of this was true. "It's not a dream." Yami chuckled lightly, hearing Yugi's thoughts through the mind link they shared. He turned Yugi's face to look over at him, "It is as real as myself."
"Love me Yami! Claim me as your's" Yugi whispered sadly. "I want to belong to you and only you. I want to remember tonight."
Yami leaned all his weight on Yugi's soft body, kissing his forehead. "Are you giving me permission Yugi? You know before you had said you weren't ready." Yami asked.
"Yes, I want you and only you forever!" Yugi exclaimed.
With this Yami groweld lovingly as he claimed Yugi's lips. His tongue tracing his bottom lip, begging for entrance. Yugi willingly let him in. Their tongues raged war as their bodies moved together, rising and falling like ocean waves. Yami kissed Yugi's neck lightly grazing his lips along, tracing lines on him. Yugi moaned and begged for more. Yami gripped Yugi's hips tightly arcing his back. "Are you really ready aibou?" He asked Yugi again, he wanted to be sure this is what Yugi wanted.
"Claim me Mi Hitori No Boku! Please!" Yugi moaned as Yami entered him slowly.
Yami was careful to take it slow at first, he didn't want to hurt his little one. Allowing it to stretch, he stroked back and forth. Yugi moaned gripping the pillow, his body rippling as Yami made unyielding love to him. "I love you my Pharaoh! AH! I love you..." He managed to say.
"And I love you my little one!" Yami gasped,
The continued till both bodies shuddered and they both collapsed in a sweaty heap on the bed. Coiled in each other embrace, unwilling to let go.
"I do not want dawn to come." Yami said. "But I was only given tonight..." He said, his thoughts trailing off as the sorrow swallowed him once more.
"I understand." Yugi said and embraced Yami. "I don't want the dawn to come either." Tears began to fall down his cheeks.
"Do not be sad...please." Yami whispered in Yugi's ear. "Let's make tonight night a beautiful memory."
Yugi smiled and clung to Yami's body with more strength, their bodies begin to crave each other again, forgetting what was to come tomorrow.
"I am yours...I will always be yours...though tomorrow will do us part...I will always be yours." Yugi confessed.
Yugi clung to his hair when he felt Yami's lips close to the belly as he slowly decended down Yugi's body. Slowly, his lips dropped lower and lower until Yugi let out a soft moan. Yami was logical, he knew Yugi's weaknesses, but now it was as if he was exploring Yugi for the first time because, in some way, it was true. Because it was the first time Yami was able to love this way. Before he could not.
"Please...let time stand still...just for tonight." He said softly.
Yugi held on to Yami's warm back while Yami loved him. Among disordered sheets, they mutually surrendered to each other.
While the ship was underway, all those who were on the upper leaves had no idea what was happening in that lonely room.
They continued with caresses and tender kisses, loving each other to death, their warms bodies hot and wet moving together, feeling alive as if electricity moved through them, until both bodies shook and fell, holding hands they laid their heads on the pillow.
How long was it after that? They didn't know, nor did they care. For them this was an eternal night. They wanted to spend every moment together, before dawn came bringing with it the destruction of them.
"Yami..." Yugi whispered, leaning on his chest. "Can I ask you something?"
"Anything." Yami whispered, resting his head on Yugi's.
"Would you hold me closer, tighter?" Yugi asked.
Yami smiled as he clung Yugi closer to him, tears began to fall slowly down his cheeks. Not knowing that Yugi wept silently with him.
"I love you so much it hurts." Yami said, clinging to Yugi's thin body.
"Me too. My heart aches." Yugi said, yielding to Yami's warm embrace. " But I am comforted a little, knowing that the outcome is not for certain."
"That's right." Yami said as he lifted Yugi's face gently by the chin, with a sad smile. "Do not cry." and kissed her forehead.
Yugi leaned up and kissed the tears that were falling down Yami's face. "Don't you cry." He said with a smile.
Yami wrapped his arms tight around his abiou. But as the dawn began to come over the crest of the mountain, the coldness of his spirit form began to show. "I don't wanna fall asleep." Yugi said suddenly.
"You must, or else you'll won't be able to duel your hardest tomorrow." Yami replied.
"But if I fall asleep, I'll wake up tomorrow and you won't be here, like this with me!" Yugi exclaimed.
Yami wanted to forget about it for now. He turned a little to fit over Yugi and looked into his eyes. He smiled. "Forget about tomorrow...please?" He begged.
Yugi understood what those deep, piercing violet eyes meant ."We've been together so long that the mere fact of thinking this being our last night kills me." He said finally. "I will not make you only a memory."
"Do you believe in destiny?" Yami asked suddenly.
Yugi looked at him strangely. "Ye...yes ... Why?"
"Because tomorrow if you win, do not think that will be our farewell." Yami asked.
"What do you mean?" Yugi asked, sounding confused and distressed.
"Lets just say, you never know what could happen. What the outcome of the duel will be." Yami said.
"What are you saying? That there may be a slight possibility that no matter what happens tomorrow...?" Yugi began but was cut off.
"You never know what the outcome will be, right? Who knows I may win tomorrow and stay with you." Yami said.
Yugi smiled warmly as he snuggled into Yami's chest. That idea struck him as ideal and wanted to believe it to be a slight possibility. Anyway, fate always has suprises, and that might be true.
"I feel a little better now." He whispered. "But...the pain continues to ache in my heart. The thought that this may be our last night."
Yami sighed sadly, "I know."
They huddled among those warm sheets, hoping that the dawn did not come yet.
"If we can be together in this era ...could it really be a possibility. "
"When I think about it like that, saying goodbye wouldn't be so hard. Would it? "
Yami waited till Yugi fell asleep. He had noticed he was starting to disappear and he didn't want to worry Yugi. He rose cautiously to approach the puzzle, to beg for a little more time. He didn't want to leave yet, he wanted to wait till dawn came.
"It's so hard," he told the puzzle, "I can't live without him. I have remained strong and for what...to beg on my knees for a little more time to only prolong this agony? Having a little more time will not stop the outcome tomorrow, but at least I'll be with him little more."
"I can't go back yet. Not yet!" He fell to his knees by the table, pouring out all the pain and anger that he had been holding back all this time. He had endured much, had been strong, but even a pharaoh could only endure so much.
Yugi woke up and saw Yami standing next to the puzzle, wiping his face. He didn't want to bother him, he couldn't. So he rolled over onto his side, facing the wall. Then after a few minutes, he felt Yami lay next to him and hug him from behind. How many times had he woken up in the middle of the night, seeking Yami's warm body among those messy sheets, searching for his embrace to make sure he was still there? For both of them, this had been the best night.
