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Well it has now been 3 weeks since I have moved in with John. The people that bought my apartment were very nice. They were a young couple expecting a baby and they couldn't have been happier. When I saw the family to be it pulled at my heart strings just a bit. If I told John that Amy was his daughter we could be like that someday…or he would completely blow up, get mad at me, and then never speak to me again. It's because of option two I choose not to tell him.
I'm still putting things into place but for the most part Amy and I are pretty much settled. My room is about 3 sizes too big but John said that I deserve a big room with lots of closet space. This is probably why I have 3 walk in closets. Amy's room is just as big and she's only 3 months old! She has just as many closets as I do except hers are all full. John buys her everything. He tired to do the same to me but I refused. He's done too much for me anyway.
John's house is great and all but there is one thing that is bothering me. His answering machine. When John is gone there are girls calling him all the time and I never pick up. They all say the same thing. "John I miss you…when are you coming back to my town? We could have so much fun together…like last time." I mean I know the road gets lonely but how many girls has he slept with? The funny thing is they all think he's going to call them back. Stupid rig rats. The messages bother me because I feel like they're invading my territory! John is mine!...I mean my best friend…now you see why this bothers me. Ever since I moved in with John…I have realized how much I love him, and not in the best friend way.
To make matters worse yesterday Raw in our town. John brought Amy and I backstage and we were able to meet people. Well after the show some people came back to the house. John introduced me to one girl that I was already getting along with. I met her in catering and we hit it off. But when John introduced me to her…I didn't like her that much anymore
FLASHBACK
"Hey Jess! Come here for a sec!" John yelled across the room.
"You yelled?" I asked.
"Yes I did. I want you to meet someone. Jess, this is Mickie James…my girlfriend." John said.
Did he just say girlfriend? Oh no! He didn't say that…who am I kidding? YES HE DID!
"Girlfriend?" I managed to get out.
"Yea! John's such a great guy! I can see why you two are such great friends!" Mickie said.
"Yea…he's wonderful…umm John I'm not feeling so good I'm going to check on Amy and then go to bed." I said.
"Oh…ok…do u want me to go with you?" he said with concern and worry in his eyes.
"No." I said a little too quickly. After that I ran upstairs and checked on Amy who was sleeping soundly completely unaware that there was a party going on downstairs. Lucky…she doesn't know what heart break is yet.
I ran into my room and shut the door. I instantly began to cry. I can't take this any more. I'm lying to him more than I ever have before and now I'm in love with him and he's with someone else. For crying out loud the man's my best friend! I should be happy for him and I should stop acting like this. I changed my clothes and slipped into bed still crying. I have to stop. I have to be strong. What kind of example am I setting for Amy? A bad one that's for sure. I froze when I heard some noises outside my door. It must be John. I look at the clock. It's 3:32 am. I hear another voice. It's a female's, Mickie must be staying over. I quickly shut my eyes as I hear my door open.
"Jess? Jessie, are you awake?" It's John. I turn over as I feel the tears brimming my eyes. I feel one side of the bed go down. I turn back over and open my eyes to see John lying down on the other side of the bed.
"John? What are you doing? What's wrong with your room?" I asked
"Nothing…it's just none of the guestrooms are prepared so I let Mickie stay in my room. I figured you wouldn't mind if I slept with you." He replied. Oh god the last time we were in a bed together we ended up with Amy. Now I really have to hold the tears in because he's right there.
"Yea fine…it's your house." I said.
"Our house." He corrected.
After that we both fell asleep. I woke up this morning and found him gone. I tiptoed down the hallway and heard them talking.
"No you're cuter." Mickie said
"No, you're cuter." John replied. Oh god…I'm going to be sick. This continued until Mickie had to leave and catch her flight. They kissed and told each other how much they would miss each other and all that lovie dovie stuff. I began to cry and I think I was a little to loud cause after the door closed I ran to my room only to find that John had ran after me. After I closed my door it opened seconds later.
"Jessie why are you crying?" he asked. I gave no answer. He knew I was crying now so why not cry harder. He wrapped his arms around me and let me cry. He knew that when I was ready to talk I would talk.
After I calmed down he asked me again.
"What's wrong Jess? You know you can tell me anything." He said.
"It's nothing John. Trust me." I lied.
"Are you sure? You know no matter what's wrong you can tell me."
"John I'm fine it's nothing…really."
He was about to ask again but we were interrupted with the sound of Amy's crying.
"You stay. I'll get her." John said. Just as he was about to leave he asked one more time.
"Are you sure it's nothing?" he asked. I just nodded.
When I thought the door was closed I said to myself "I love you…that's nothing."
Little did I know…John had heard what I said.
So Jess is in love with John and he heard. But John is with Mickie. Oh the drama. How will John react to finding out this piece of info and why doesn't he know that Amy is his yet? When will someone tell him or when will he realize?! Hope you enjoyed it!
