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I don't know I just felt like translating some more and so you all got lucky (dirty!) and have a new chapter now It doesn't happen much but I think this chapter is really really emotional. get some tissues
softballgurl09: yeah well... Chris is always the bad guy (and he deserves not better) but I didn't wanna do what everyone does so I made Max the bad guy lol. thx for your review.
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vankan: All three kids? Are you serious? i could never do that. But youll know now what happend annd I know the chapter isn't longer than the one before but I really pomise that they'll get longer... eventually. thank you so much for reviewing.
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And for the second time this day (well here it is 4 am so actually another day but still...) we will repeat our mmantra: EVERYTING WILL BE GOOD IN THE END!!!
Chapter 4
Your life is perfect. It seems as if everything is just the way it is supposed to be. But the next moment can ruin your perfect world. One tiny moment where everything seems to fall apart in front of your eyes.
No one can foresee this moment in life. No on can stop it. Everyone fears this moment in his life and hopes that it'll never happen.
But when this moment in you life is actually there it feels like you live in a nightmare. Everything seems surreal and you pray to wake up. But you won't wake up. The reality hits you like a fistcuff in the face. Like a kick in your stomach. Everything that'll be left over will be fear and pain.
All this started for Lorelai when she opened her eyes and saw what happened in front of her. The first thing she saw was Leo and Linnea sitting in the sand, starring in another direction in total shock. But when she turned her head slowly in the direction her kids were looking she couldn't breathe anymore.
A black Mercedes had crashed right in the middle of the usually so colorful junglegym. Smoke came out from under the hood of the car. Lorelai started to shake. Slowly her eyes started to look up and down the junglegym. She was looking for something. But she didn't know what. But she was suddenly aware of what she was looking for when she looked at the ground in front of the junglegym. There was lying something. Delicate and small. Like a doll in a yellow sweater and a red pair of dungarees.
A bloodcurdling scream echoed over the playground and then it was quiet. There was no noise at all. No chippering birds. No laughing children. Just quiet.
Lorelai ran over to the junglegym. The way seemed never ending. A miles long way that just wouldn't end. Everything around her disappeared. She only focused on what was in front of her. When she reached her destination she kneeled down. Tears ran down her cheeks.
"Leyla, my baby, Mommy is here…" Carefully and with shaking hands she stroke over the girls pale skin. She didn't get any reaction. She had momentarily the feeling to throw up. The view of her daughter almost made her faint.
Leylas legs were lying in a really bad position and blood ran out of a wound on her head. Lorelai couldn't think straight. Everything was okay a few minutes ago ad now this. Why her? Why one of her kids?
She started to feel for Leylas pulse. It was really low and she realized how her little angel breathed only a little bit. Lorelai wanted to take Leyla in her arms, hold her and tell her that everything will be okay. But she didn't dare to. What if everything would just turn out worse? What if she would hurt Leyla more than she already is? No she couldn't risk that. She would never forgive herself.
So she just sat there and stroke over Leylas dark curly hair. She didn't realize how the driver of the car stood beside her with only a laceration on the forehead. She also didn't realize how Leo and Linnea screamed for her again and again. But they where held back by a passer by that saw the accident.
The silence around the playground was suddenly mixed with the sound of sirens from far away. A few minutes later a police car stopped at the playground followed by an ambulance.
From this moment on everything happened so fast. Lorelai just felt how she was pushed aside so that the paramedics had more space but she didn't move far away. The only thing she wanted was to be with her kid.
The paramedics started to examine Leyla. They talked in their technical jargon but again Lorelai didn't see or hear what happened around her. She only looked at the motionless face of her little girl.
Suddenly something changed in Leylas face. Lorelai didn't realize at first what but then she started to see what it was. It was red like a rose and Lorelai panicked. Blood ran out of Leylas mouth and the paramedics hadn't seen it yet. Like some mad person she tried to make the paramedics see it. Constantly worried about the well being of that little girl they checked her again and again but suddenly the heartbeat was missing. They tried to get it beat again with cardiac massage but got no reaction.
Almost 45 minutes went by since the moment Leylas pulse was gone. No one wanted to give up. No one wanted to loose this little girl. One of the paramedics got a defibrillator out of the ambulance but non of the electronic shocks was effective. The two paramedics and the emergency doctor looked at each other in silence until the emergency doctor shook his head slowly.
Lorelai clung desperately onto the little lifeless hand of Leyla until she felt two big hands on her shoulders which pulled her up.
"Come on, Mrs…" The police man pulled her away forcefully. Away from Leyla. Tears were running down Lorelais cheeks with no end. She didn't feel them anymore. The only thing she felt was pain. An unbelievable pain in her heart. But there was another feeling. Hatred. Hatred against the person who drove the car. Hatred against the person who took away her little angel and had only left pain.
The police man pushed her back to the bench where she had sat earlier. When she looked up to look back in Leylas direction she saw him. The person she hated so much. The driver of the car. She jumped up and ran to him. She didn't pay attention to the people around her. She just wanted to get to him, wanted to hurt him as much as he had just hurt her. She pounced on him and hit her fist against his chest again and again.
"You killed my Kid! You killed my kid!" she screamed over and over again without stopping to hit him.
"Lorelai, I didn't do it on purpose. I swear! There was this cat, I swerved but couldn't control my car anymore. Please…" But with a really hard punch she interrupted him.
"Shut up! That was what you wanted, Max. Revenge because I left you years ago. But why did you take it out on my kid? WHY?" At this moment the police man interrupted them. He slung his arms around Lorelai to hold her so that she would Stopp hitting Max. Lorelai tried to break away. She floundered and even tried to hit the police man. Because the only thing she wanted was to hurt Max. To harm him. But of course the police man was stronger than her and shifted her into the patrol car. He sat her on the back seat and closed the door.
He looked around and saw the other two kids who were still screaming "Mommy, mommy" and floundered in the woman's arms. He felt totally drained. The accident was very upsetting for him. To see this woman suffer so much. To see a kid dying. It was just too much for him. A young colleague came over to him and they talked for a few seconds until she walked over to Linnea and Leo. When she was in front of them they immediately stopped screaming and stood still. The kids looked at her with big eyes.
"hey you two, let's make a deal. Your mommy isn't feeling so good right now and you have to say me where you live and if you tell me where you live we are all driving home in the police car together. What do you think?" She police woman asked them while she kneeled down to be able to look them in the eye.
"yay" Leo exclaimed and Linnea nodded her head. The police woman started to smile and took a hand of each kid to walk to the car with them.
okay, you can go on now and kill be in a review hides under her blanket
