Chapter 6:

Mean Girls

I was walking out to the courtyard with BMO and PB. It was just after church. We were tired, and out of breathe from singing. I was all depressed, and was not having a good day AT ALL. It was just about to get worse though. We were walking through the courtyard, and were stopped by a group of girls. I didn't know most of them, but I did see Ellen there. One of the girls there said, "Hey, saw you crying today, everything okay?" I knew they were being sarcastic. I tried to walk away, but they wouldn't let me. "Hey let us through!" BMO said. "Aw, defending your crybaby friend?" Ellen asked laughing. I was in awe of how repulsive she was acting. I wasn't going to let this go on. "HEY!" I yelled at the top of my lungs, which shut them up. "You are all repulsive, insecure girls who feel it right to pick on others to make yourselves feel better," I said yelling so the whole courtyard heard, "I think that you need to think about other people! How do you think I feel? Do you think that I like being made fun of? Making fun of is only okay when it's someone I'm cool with, and I know they're joking! I'M OBVIOUSLEY NOT COOL WITH YOU GUYS SO DROP IT!" I was screaming. I was getting hot- headed. "FP, calm down you're going to catch fire!" PB whispered to me. I felt my head. It was warm and red. I was obviously about to catch fire if I didn't calm down. I looked at the girl's faces. They were in shock. "Just to let you know loser, I moved my room," Ellen said. "Oh and you, make me the most sick," I told her. "JUST GET OUT OF HERE YOU FREAK!" she yelled back. "Yes, your majesty!" I said in a sarcastic tone, walking out. Everyone started patting me on the back, and cheering and clapping. I couldn't believe the looks on those girl's faces. In fact all the popular kids were mad at me. I could tell there was a storm coming, I just didn't care. I looked down at the ground because my feet were hot. I saw the grass a little bit burnt as I stepped down. I really needed to watch my temper. I could tell I would blow my cover if I didn't. I ran into Finn at the end of the line. "Hey, can I talk to you for a second?" he asked me. "Uh… okay," I told him. We walked over to the bench. I recorded what he was saying so I could text it to BMO and PB. "Why?" he asked me. "Why what?" I asked. "Just why?" he asked me. "I don't know what you're talking about if you just say why." I said. "Why are you so mad today? Is something wrong?" he asked me. "Yeah actually," I told him.

"What?"

"If I told you, it would hurt me physically,"

"Why do you think that?"

"I just know okay!"

"Just tell me!"

Then I did something REALLY stupid. Like REALLY SUPER DUPER EXTREMELEY STUPID. But I don't regret it. I kissed him. Then I stood up and ran. I ran past PB and BMO. I ran past everyone. People tried to stop me, but I kept running. I ran straight to my dorm room, and stated crying. I cried so hard, my pillow was almost 3000 degrees. I got a txt from BMO asking where I was and what was wrong. I sent her back these three simple, stupid words. "I kissed Finn."