A\N: Hey guys um sorry for the delay first of all. My laptop crashed and I had to re write the chapter again with some new ideas. Okay before reading this chapter I will remind you that … okay not remind you but inform you that someone will die in this chapter…. And you will know who that someone is after reading the chapter. But don't kill me cause I have a brilliant journey for these two and both will remember it for a lifetime. So please DON'T KILL ME. *Runs off to hide behind a desk* and enjoy. ;)

Chapter 4

I need a Doctor.

He was rushed by the doctors to the surgery room leaving behind a bunch of surprised Detectives. Richard Castle had been hit by three bullets and still managed to give his charming smile before entering the surgery room. The specialized doctors had gone to Haiti and their assistants were now fixing Rick Castle. She was staring at the door of the surgery room for two hours; the Asst. Doctors weren't able to take out the third bullet as it was shot an inch or two above the heart. Castle was unconscious. It was almost quarter to one when a known doctor to all came rushing down the hall and wet into the surgery room.

Lanie looked at Kate and thought she noticed the doctor but she was only looking at the door. This was not Kate, something was wrong with her. Lanie said- "Kate could you come with me to the rest room, I think you need to wash your hands." Kate just nodded and obeyed Lanie. Once Kate finished washing her hands she looked at the ring and then looked at Lanie who was giving an I-am-going-to-kill-you-if-you-don't-spill-now look and let out a big sigh and started telling her everything what happened in the four months of hers and Castle's relationship. Lanie would not ask her or hyperventilate again so Kate showed her the ring. Lanie squealed when she saw the ring and was jumping around the room. "Who else knows?"

"Nobody except Alexis and Martha…. OH NO… where is Alexis?"

"Don't worry she arrived immediately when she found out but you weren't noticing."

"I didn't notice a thing Lanie…. I thought I lost him. I really…. I don't want to lose him Lanie, not when I just found out that-."

Kate tells Lanie something in the ear to which her reaction is more squealing and hugging. "Does Castle know?" "No I thought of telling him today but all this happened."

"Come on….. Let's go back, the boys and Alexis will be wondering where we went and what we were doing for ½ an hour." –Said Lanie with a huge smile on her face.

Half an hour later he came out of the room and looked directly at Kate and said – "Kate, he's asking for you."

Kate Beckett had not noticed that Dr. Joshua (Josh) Davidson had actually saved Richard Castle's life. She looked at Josh and gave a weak smile and went into the room with Lanie, the boys and Alexis. She didn't know what to say or what to do but just look at her fiancé lying on the bed with both eyes closed as if he were thinking of something. Lanie and Esposito sat in the corner and Ryan was standing beside Alexis with one hand stroking her hair gently and kept telling her that it was going to be okay. Kate looked at Rick and saw those beautiful blue eyes open and a tear fall down. The blue met with the brown and suddenly Kate Beckett without thinking strode across the room and went and hugged him with him giving a slight groan. After all of them had a chance to look at Rick before heading home Ryan and Esposito wanted a private word with him. He thought they would be lecturing him on "if you hurt Beckett again we both will be putting you behind the bars man". But then Ryan and Esposito had found out Rick Castle's plan. They wanted to help so did Lanie. Kate was talking with Alexis when Rick told them to close the door. An hour Later Esposito finally asked – "Are you sure Castle, she would kill me if she found out."

"You know why I'm doing this Espo. And by the way, thanks a lot for helping me in this guys. It means a lot to me…. And her. With that Lanie and the boy's plan had started….Phase ONE!

"Yo Beckett we feel you should take Alexis and Martha home. Take some rest and come back here tomorrow and we can start solving this case. Lanie and I will stay here for a while and Ryan will drop you home if you like."

"Espo no thanks, I'll stay here."

"Nope it's an order from the captain he told me to tell you." – said a grinning Esposito.

"Fine I'll go, but call me if anything happens or changes ok?"

"Sure we will (there are going to be a lot of changes and you might kill us for it Kate)" he whispered.

An hour later, after Kate reaches home and has a hot bath, she settles in with Alexis and starts reading a book. Martha had told them that she would stay in the hospital so it was only Kate and Alexis. Alexis falls asleep in a few minutes and Kate was about to doze off but gets an emergency call. "Beckett"… she says picking up her phone.

"Kate its Castle…. He's… Gone He's... Dea-"

DON'T SAY a WORD Ryan please don't say it no please she thought and then said… "I'm coming there."

Without waking Alexis she leaves a note and rushes to the hospital. On reaching she finds Lanie crying over Esposito's shoulder and Martha being supported by Montgomery. Ryan had tears in his eyes as he looked at Kate. The Irish detective gave a sad nod and then spoke after some time. "We found a note there addressed to you Detective."

"Ryan how did this happen?"

It was Esposito who replied- "WE heard some noise inside Castle's room. Thought he needed something and so we went in and checked. And suddenly there was a cloud of smoke in the room, someone knocked me down and stabbed Ryan on the leg. (Horror struck Beckett's face as she saw Ryan's leg was covered with bandages and for the first time she noticed that Kevin Ryan looked like a soldier who had lost a battle. Her detectives would never look like that, but this was different, it was Rick Castle.) And then it was too late, before we knew it the guy stabbed Castle on the chest twice or thrice and then left a note. When I got conscious again Ryan was bleeding and was looking shocked as if someone was dead, but then I didn't need Ryan telling me that he was-" Esposito was cut off by Ryan's death glare. He hadn't noticed that his boss was crying silently all this time when he was explaining what happened in the room.

Kate went inside the room and saw it there the note was lying on the body of Richard Castle. She didn't want to go near and see what happened to him, who killed him. She wanted this to be a dream but sadly it wasn't and this body was his. Before picking up the note she went and saw into those cold blue eyes staring at her. The blues met the browns and then the connection was lost, gone ….forever.

The note said….. "To Katherine Beckett,

The next victim is someone else close to you dear Kate…. He was a waste of space just like your mother. I had a plan and it's working out pretty well. Now Detective, you cooperate with me and no one else dies. First and Last order – STOP LOOKING FOR ME CAUSE YOU'LL NEVER FIND ME. Richard Castle found me and I had to kill him.

Till death, AJ"

Who the hell was AJ and why didn't Rick tell me he found out about the person who ordered to kill my Mother! But whoever Aj was he would pay for what he did to Rick.

She had so many questions but she was lost, a part of her was gone, never going to come back, He was gone just like her mother. His promise….. He had broken his promise and she felt sick…. But it wasn't Rick's fault…. Maybe he wanted to tell her but couldn't. But first she had to tell Alexis, that he was gone….. Her "go- to guy" was gone. Kate's Partner was gone, her best friend was gone….. Her fiancé was gone and…. Her unborn child's father had gone.

"I'm about to lose my mind, you've been gone for so long I'm running out of time.

I need a doctor, call me a doctor, I need a doctor a doctor to bring me back to life!"

A\N: Okay so how did you find it… like or not? This chapter was actually written better in my laptop with all the details of What plan actually Ryan and Espolanie had in mind…. But that treat will be in the 6th chapter. The fifth is all about the case. And how was the last part. Yes people I might be mean, but don't kill me if I got Kate pregnant or the Fact that Rick is dead! Thanks for all your reviews and if you found this amusing, disturbing, worth dumping I n the bin… well please review and let me know. Love your review btw guys… Loads of love as always A.