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Forgive grammar and sentence and spelling errors. I know I made some.

Oh yeah quick little tip. (The prologue was NOT the first chapter)


Eren couldn't believe where he was right now. After Levi and him made up, Levi wanted to make it up to him. So he told Eren he had a business trip coming up and he was taking him. I'm guessing Levi told his wife some sort of lie but that's not really the brunette's problem. That's where they currently were in Miami. In their luxurious hotel room at La Nami. Small full stocked kitchenette, a small bathroom, toilet and sink. The bathtub was outside the bathroom more to the left near the big window that over looked the city and the beach on this cute little tiled stage it had for it, it was a jacuzzi tub of course. In front of the tub (because Eren and Levi moved it) was a lit up screen divider. In front of that about 3 steps ahead was the big King sized bed. In the front of the bed was the couches and of course tv. Their room was very luxurious, Levi spoiled the fuck outta Eren and Eren loved it. Eren has also decided since Levi didn't want this to serious, he wasn't going to make it serious. Levi had money…it's not like Eren didn't, he made quite a lot working at the club actually. But the raven was the one who told him that whatever this is going on wasn't serious. As far as Eren was concerned Levi was a sugar daddy that he occasionally fucks. Levi knows of none of this though. Truth be told, Eren felt a little bad but this is what Levi wanted and he was giving it to him. Eren knows he has a little bit of feelings for Levi, and he knows it's more than the sex. Levi understands him, doesn't judge him, doesn't make him feel like the scum of the earth, Levi appreciates every single thing on Eren, he's always telling Eren how beautiful he is, the way he looks deep into Eren's eye. 'Too bad, so sad' Eren thought.

Eren was just crawling out the tub when Levi walked back into the hotel room. Eren reached for his towel wrapping it around his whole body just like a woman. Eren had female tendencies and he didn't give zero fucks, that's why he figures most men are attracted to him because he acts like a female…just with a dick.

"Welcome back, how was the meeting?" Eren ask Levi while walking over to the bed where his clothes is.

Levi sighs shaking his head. "Annoying as fuck. I have another one in two hours." Levi finally looks up at Eren with his towel off sliding panties on. He bites his lip, walking over to the younger man wrapping his arms around him from behind giving teasing kisses to Eren's neck.

Eren giggles. "Can I finish getting dressed?"

"For what? You know I can't resist you in panties brat…especially those." His voice gets dangerously low. Eren feels the chills all around his body.

Truthfully Eren wanted to just go shopping, but he knew Levi was stressed out, Eren was his stress reliever after all. The brunette turned around facing Levi smiling at him. Eren turned them around so Levi was sitting on the edge of bed, Eren started undoing Levi's belt, and dress pants. Levi leans back on his hands looking down at Eren.

The brunette looks up at Levi and smiles a mischievous grin. He rubs his hand over Levi's hardening member teasing the man a bit. He knew Levi loved but hated this especially when he wanted it. Eren removes Levi's member from the trap his briefs are. Eren hears Levi breath a little sigh of relief, the brunette laughs to himself. 'How is he this hard from seeing me in panties..' Eren looks up at Levi. "You're a dirty old man aren't you?"

Levi chuckles low. "I told you…seeing you in them panties…" Levi bites his lip again.

Eren decided not to waste anymore time especially with small talk, he got situated between Levi's leg while he had one hand around the shaft of Levi's cock. Eren sticks his tongue out licking the slit on the head of Levi's dick. He then starts circling his tongue around it. Levi lets out a soft low groan from the feeling. Just when Eren was about to slip Levi's perfect member into his mouth..

KNOCK KNOCK!

"Leeeeviiiii!"

Both Eren and Levi freeze.

KNOCK KNOCK!

"Is that your wife?" Eren ask.

"…." Levi couldn't think at the moment…how could he talk. "Shit..shit..shit!" He whispers. Levi gets up pushing Eren out of his way. "You…have to hide…you.." At this point Levi is freaking out, he throws Eren's clothes at him.

KNOCK! KNOCK!

Levi gives zero fucks how Eren is feeling or the look on his face right now. The raven opens the big closet pushing Eren inside of there and closing it quick. He inspects the room quickly enough then Levi looks down at his dick out and then fixes himself of course being presentable again. He walks to the door and opens it putting on an amazing act.

Petra smiles at him when he answers the door. "Were you sleeping love?"

Levi nods a fake but almost true nod. "Why are you here?"

"I thought I would come surprise my husband of course! Gunther said you'd be here so I thought I would surprise you!" Petra smiles at him letting herself in the hotel room.

"I have another meeting in 2 hours baby, I wish I could spend time with you." Levi admits kind of.

"Oh that's alright…well i'm guessing you have some work to do before the meeting huh?" Petra says with a hint of disappointment in her voice.

Levi actually feels bad and he looks at her biting his lip a little, he walks closer to her and gently cups her face making him look up at her. "How about after my meeting, it's just you and me. I'll take you on a nice date, then next week on our anniversary, i'll take you where ever you want to go."

"Y-you remembered our anniversary?" She sniffles.

Levi nodded. "Of course I do. We started dating June 17th, 2004. How could I possibly forget that babe?"

She smiled at him before standing on her tippy toes kissing his lips.

Eren was inside the closet, like a fucking fool fuming. He was so mad he was sure he could cause a fire just by touching something. He laughs bitterly at himself.

Of course this is what I get for fucking around with a married man. Even more so she's here right in this fucking room, my heart hurts. It hurts and I know why. It's because I do have feelings for Levi. I care about him so much… Do I love Levi? I-is that why this hurts so much? Is it because…I love Levi…oh god.

Eren puts a hand to his chest trying to calm himself down, being in this closet makes him feel like he's fucking suffocating, he has to put his hand over his mouth so he doesn't let out sobs. Now you might be thinking why is he crying over what he discovered.

Four years ago when Eren was 18 it was the first time in his life he's ever been in love. He fell head over heels for the guy the first time he seen him. He was tall, had a goofy smile about him, the guy was older which Eren loved older guys. He was about name is Bertolt. When Bert looked at Eren, he set his body on fire, a good fire of course. Things in their relationship progressed quickly. Bert was Eren's first for a lot of things. Kissing, sex, love, moving in together. Eren had just started college to, now living with the love of his life. Everything was perfect. He gave him feelings he never ever felt before.

For 7 months everything was good and one day right before Eren's eyes it fell apart. Eren was just out grocery shopping at this fancy grocery store because Bertolt was picky. His man was finally coming home from visiting his family and he missed him so much. As Eren was walking out the store, he saw Bertolt getting out of his car smiling a big wide smile. Eren was about to yell out to him until a blonde bulky male, maybe an inch or two shorter than Bertolt, walked up to him and kissed him right on the lips. The brunette blinked a couple times to make sure he was seeing right. He shook his head believing it wasn't Bert. The two had pulled away from the kiss and were holding hands and walking toward the store. Bertolt had just stepped up on the side walk when he noticed Eren. His eyes were wide for a moment. The most unbelievable thing happened. Bertolt shrugged apologetically and just kept walking passed Eren like he wasn't there.

Eren pieced everything together as soon as he got back to their apartment. The late nights, the reoccurring visits to his family and work. The weird text messages late, the weird phone calls and how he would walk out the room. He was heart broken. Eren couldn't even fathom how bad his heart hurt. The brunette packed his things and left the apartment, never heard or spoke to him since then.

Then falling in love happened again. It was a whole year after Bert. This man…this man Eren knew from looking at him, he was a heart break waiting to happen. Still he was too fine to look at. 5'10, beautiful fair but lightly tanned skin, his dark but looked red in the light hair was medium long, it came stop to the beginning of the back of his neck, his eyes light hazel with a hint of dark brown and a bit of green in them, his body was perfect proportion. He was perfect. Literally perfect. Everything about him, the way he walked, the way he drank, the way he ate. Perfect.

Eren had been working at the club now for only a couple months but since Eren started this guy has been here almost every week. Eren had to go out into the floor to entertain the guest, giving lap dances if requested. Eren finally got to the man, and the man stopped him asking him for a lap dance. After that lap dance, his life changed again. This time it took a little longer than it did with Bert. Eren told himself he wouldn't fall in love. He told himself that this man was way older than him, probably married or dating. He won't let it get serious. They started spending a lot of time together. Gradually Eren started to fall for him and he hated that he was but Adam…you couldn't help but fall for him. The day Eren realized he was in love with Adam, he freaked himself out so bad Mikasa and Armin were afraid he had to go to a hospital.

Once Eren accepted the fact he was truly in love again. He didn't want to have his heart broken and Adam promised him he was nothing like Bert. Eren met Adam's friends, even some of his family members. One day though…Adam had told Eren that he could shopping and buy a cute outfit for Friday. They were going to a dinner party. So that's what Eren said, he never said what time he'd be back, just that he'd be back. Eren stayed out for about 5 hours. He was looking around Adam's living room and dining room not seeing him. He called out to him and Adam stumbled outta his bedroom. Eren could smell the alcohol on him. "Where were you?" Adam slurs. "I went to buy a new outfit." Eren replied walking over to Adam and trying to take the bottle. "It doesn't take 5 hours for a fucking outfit." Adam slurs again snatching the bottle back from Eren. "Mikasa happened to be there and we spent some time together." Eren admitted. "Liar." Adam spits out. "Excuse me how?" Eren questions. Bad decision. Very bad decision. Adam lifted his hand, back handing the hell out of Eren. He hit Eren so hard, the brunette fell hard to the ground. Not only did he beat Eren when he was drunk but also when he was sober. Some days or if he was very lucky every other day, he got beat. All the broken promises to never do it again. Eren finally got out…and lord only knows what happened to him.

But not here Eren was in a closet for a married fucking man that he was falling in love with. Eren hated absolutely loathed that he feels that way. Eren know Levi would just throw him away like all the other ones. Levi would always pick his wife over Eren, he knew that, yet he couldn't stop his feelings. Why did he feel this way. He was so tired of this circle. Maybe Levi wouldn't physically abuse him but emotionally and mentally. Eren knew this would fuck him up, but he already felt himself way to deep in this.


Eren doesn't know what time it was, he didn't even have his phone. How Levi covered that up, he didn't know. He just wanted to go home, and just never deal with Levi again. While he was in there he did finish putting his clothes on. Eren started to feel numb. He didn't understand why he was feeling like this already from the start, why the fuck and how the fuck he is falling so deep is what surprises him. He wasn't into Levi except for the sex for months. Now all of sudden…this is what he's feeling.

Eren was knocked out his thoughts when the door opened showing Levi. Levi had this most apologetic face on. Eren didn't care. He raised his brow and Levi nodded signaling it was okay to come out. Eren got up from sitting on the floor and he got up and went straight for his bags.

"What are you doing?" Levi asked thoroughly confused.

"Getting my shit together." Eren replied.

"Look, she went out shopping, to cook us some dinner here, I…I got you a different room."

Eren shakes his head at Levi. "Call me a cab…or something…i'm going home."

"Home..but Eren." Levi tried to protest.

Eren just shook his head again. "Don't even…I just…I wanna go home."

"Eren…just stay i'll get rid of her." Levi says. "I wanted to make this up to you."

"You're married Levi…you're fucking married. It's just mind numbing sex, that's all it is. I shouldn't be spending a week or whatever with you. Your wife is here now. So you can enjoy her. I'm going home." Eren looks around for other things he knows he's missing.

Levi walked over to his suitcase and pulled out a bag of Eren's things that he hid from Petra. Eren snatched it from Levi and put it in his bags, once he doubled checked everything and made sure he had his phone and wallet. He walked to the door. He looked at Levi. "Call me when you're home or don't." Didn't even give Levi time to reply back and he just walked away. Eren refused to keep doing this to himself. Levi was married. He was fucking married so what made Eren think it would always be about him.


All the way back home, Levi called him repeatedly and he ignored it. Eren finally got to the club going through the side door for employees, rolling his luggage behind him.

"Eren!" His best friend exclaims.

Eren looked up to meet blue eyes. "Armin.." Eren says with a crest fallen face.

"Eren?" Armin walked over to Eren pulling him into a hug, that's when Eren lost it. Armin patted his head trying to comfort him."It's okay."

"No…" Eren lets out a sob. "I…I'm falling in love with him Armin…I..i'm falling in love with a married man." The words left Eren's mouth and a choked sob followed after.

"Shit…" That's all Armin can say, he knows how Eren feels, he knows first hand what Eren's been through. To his best friend going through this again hurt Armin, if he could save him from heart break he would but he can't. So Armin did the only thing he could and just held Eren.


Levi looked at his phone calling Eren one more time. "Answer Eren." Levi mumbled to himself. The phone went right to voicemail. He hung up the phone and went back inside his hotel room where his wife was waiting for him in the middle of the bed with one of Levi's shirts on hanging off her shoulder, putting on a sexy innocent pose, looking at him.

She patted the bed. "Leviiiii~" She sang teasingly.

Levi looked at with an eyebrow raised. If he was being completely honest nothing about her turned him on. Did he hate he felt that way? Of course he did. He felt fucking terrible. He rather be staring at Eren right now. Levi just put on his usual acting face pretending to be excited and smirked at her. The only way he got himself to have a boner was thinking about fucking Eren. He imagined Eren being on top of him withering like a mess while he's trying to ride Levi's cock. The lewd noises Eren makes when Levi hits that bundle of nerves. The way their skin slapped together when Levi pounded deep into Eren.

Here he is…having sex with his beautiful wife and the only thing keeping him going is thinking about a certain brat. The only thought that brings him into a full on surprising orgasm with his wife is thinking about him pounding Eren. Levi is glad to high fucking heaven he had some discipline. He was pretty sure if he didn't realize it was his wife, he would have moaned out Eren's name.

(The Next Morning)

Levi had to wake up earlier to make it to another meeting. He took a bath, yes this grown ass man took a bath, like hell Levi gave a damn. He was gonna be fucking clean and he didn't care if it was a shower or a bath, as long as he had soap and water and can scrub his body. After he got dressed. He wrote a little note to his wife saying he had to leave. Once he was in the elevator, he dialed Hanji's number. This is how you know this is serious. When Levi does drastic measures to ask Hanji for advice. He held his phone to his ear waiting for her to answer.

"Hello my grumpy little gnome!" Hanji answers.

Levi sucked his teeth. Even though Levi was a good 5'7, Hanji was maybe an inch…not even taller than him but that still didn't stop her from mentioning height. "Shitty glasses…" He sighs hard. "I…" He clenches his teeth. "I need your help."

Hanji screams in the background, Levi had to pull the phone away from his ear shaking his head. He put the phone back against his ear. "SHUT THE FUCK UP GOGGLES!"

"But it's just…you never call and ask ME for help Levi so how the hell am I not supposed to feel excited about this?!" Hanji cackles. "Now tell me…what's wrong my sweet?"

Levi decided there be no point to lie to Hanji, and he really really needed to vent. As he finishes venting, he steps off the elevator into the lobby of the hotel, walking through it to leave the hotel to make it to his car, while he is, he switches Hanji onto his bluetooth putting his phone in his pocket.

"So Eren was about to give you some amazing ass head, and Petra just popped up out of no where. Well she's your wife, so why didn't she just ask the front desk for another key?"

"Because I got both keys that belong to my room, one for me and the other was suppose to be for Eren."

"Ahh, so you let Eren sit in the closet on end by himself. While you promised your wife some time." Hanji chuckles. "What i'm confused about is what do you want me to help with Levi? I mean he is your mistress, your wife comes first before the affair, that's exactly what you did, chose your wife. So?"

'Shitty glasses has a fucking point.' Levi thinks to himself then sighs hard as fuck. "I…I just don't want him mad at me Hanji."

"For what though Levi? Correct me if i'm wrong but you were the one who wanted it this way. You only want Eren for a quick fuck. So who cares if he's mad."

"Fuck, Hanji, I care about Eren alright."

Hanji laughs. "No shit sherlock. I guess I can give you some advice, you won't like it though."

"Just what the fuck is this advice."

"End one of your relationships. Either break it off for good with Eren, or finally divorce Petra. I mean sure you can have the cake, hell you can even eat a piece or two, but you can't have the whole cake to yourself Levi."

'I really hate it when Hanji is right.' Levi gets stopped at a stop light. Gripping the steering wheel tight. "Hanji…how…how do I let Eren go?"

"Is that really your choice Levi?"

"I don't want to."

"Then don't."

"I can't leave Petra either."

"Then leave them both."

"That's not an option Hanji."

"Levi…are you possibly…oh I don't know…in love with Eren?"

Levi literally stopped breathing when Hanji said that. He doesn't know if he heard her right. 'In love with Eren. I can't be in love with Eren, there's no possible way. When did I fall in love—I'm in love with Eren? Is…was that just what I just said? I…can't be. He's a shitty brat, sure the sex is good. I are about his well being. When i'm away from him I crave to see him. I have all kinds of dreams about him, he is the first and last thing on my mind. Is…shit…I am aren't I?'

"Levi?"

Levi had reached his destination now and parked in the under garage, he knew nobody was here. He put both his hands up on the steering wheel gripping it tight as fuck. "Shitty glasses. I…" He nodded his head even though Hanji couldn't see him, he did it anyway.

Even though she couldn't see it, she knew he nodded. "Shit just got more complicated."

He sighs hard again. "Fuck, I got to go. I'll talk to you later." He press the button on his bluetooth to hang up. He tried to pull his shit together so he could walk into this meeting.

(Later that day)

All damn day i've been thinking about what I figured out earlier. When the fuck did I fall for that brat? WHEN?! It's pissing me the fuck out that I don't know when. That's how love works dip shit, you don't know when you fucking fall, it just fucking happens. Fuck. I can't leave Petra though. She's my best friend and I love her to death. It's been 12 years. That's a long fucking time, how do I tell the woman I been with for 12 fucking years I feel empty when i'm with her. How do I tell her that a man turns me on, a young brat who is only 21 that is a fucking stripper at that. How do I tell my wife the woman I pledged to for the rest of my life that I fell out of love with her 7 years ago. How can I tell my sweet Petra, that Eren makes me feel whole, he makes me feel like i'm flying. He takes the world right off my shoulders when I see his smile. His laughing is literally what I would imagine angels sound singing, god I could listen to him to sing all the time. Just like when he sang to me the other day.

We were at his little apartment laying in bed, he sits up out of no where and looks deep into my eyes. He just starts singing.

I'm so into you I can barely breathe

And all I wanna do is to fall in deep

But close ain't close enough 'til we cross the line, baby

So name a game to play, and I'll role the dice, hey

Oh baby, look what you started

The temperature's rising in here

Is this gonna happen?

Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move

(Woo, oh, oh, oh)

Before I make a move

(Woo, oh, oh, oh)

He rest his hand against my cheek getting real close to my lips but he keeps singing.

So baby, come light me up and baby I'll let you on it

A little bit dangerous, but baby, that's how I want it

A little less conversation, and a little more touch my body

'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you

He straddles my hips still keeping out eye contact, fuck he got my heart beating so fast I don't even think it's scientifically possible for my heart to beat this way. He puts my hands on his hips then slides them to his ass making me grip them. I raise my brow at him because he is asking me to fuck him.

Got everyone watchin' us, so baby, let's keep it secret

A little bit scandalous, but baby, don't let them see it

A little less conversation and a little more touch my body

'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you, oh yeah

The brat looks down at me smiling but keeps singing.

This could take some time, hey
I made too many mistakes
Better get this right, right, baby

Oh baby, look what you started

The temperature's rising in here

Is this gonna happen?

Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move

(Woo, oh, oh, oh)

Before I make a move

(Woo, oh, oh, oh)

He starts grinding against me, making my breath hitch in my throat. The way this brat can get me. He bites his lip seductively at me. He sings the chorus again. Eren starts leaning down and sings softly in my ear.

Tell me what you came here for

'Cause I can't, I can't wait no more

I'm on the edge with no control

And I need, I need you to know

You to know, oh

So baby, come light me up and baby I'll let you on it

A little bit dangerous, but baby, that's how I want it

A little less conversation, and a little more touch my body

'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you

He moves his body so…fuck I don't know but the way he's grinding and gyrating his hips on me got me fucking gone.

Got everyone watchin' us, so baby, let's keep it secret

A little bit scandalous, but baby, don't let them see it

He puts a finger to his lips then giggles but keeps singing the chorus.

A little less conversation and a little more touch my body

'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you, oh yeah

I didn't let him finish the song after that…Fuck…it's only been four months…maybe five. It took me almost two years to even tell Petra I love her, but it took almost 20 weeks 5 months to fall in love with a brat. The bad part…he'll never fucking know how I feel. Not because i'm ending it but because i'll never tell anyone. I'll never admit the feelings I have for him…after all he's just my mistress…


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