Sorry but I will forget you starting from now My Kouki.

"Nee akashicchi~ is there something troubling you?" says kise while they're in the middle of dribbling practice

Akashi slightly paused then continue dribbling turning around making for their 36 loop, kise keeping up and still waiting for an answer

"..None really. Why do you ask?" still dribbling, Akashi look at kise

"well it just felt like something was off around you hehe" kise grin widely

"You are hopelessly pointless Ryouta" You don't need to be that sharp Ryouta, just thanks to my calm demeanor that I can brush off my own expression

"You are so mea—"

*KLAKK

A locker has just been closed. I didn't notice how or when did aomine stop practicing, as I just see that he already changed back to his uniform, now changing his shoes

"What is the meaning of this Daiki?" I stop dribbling and so kise, the others stop too and just watching us

"Nothing. I just got bored, so I'm off" said aomine, putting his hands into his pockets and started to walk out

"Slacking is not an option Daiki, if you did, the others might surpass y—"

"Well aint that better?!" Aomine turned around "How I hope they will and challenge me!"

The seriousness, the anticipation, and the hopeless brewed well on aomine's face producing a mocking confident smile

"Dai—" I attempted to get close to him

"I'm tired of this Akashi. I do practice to get better but no one seems catching up to me ne?"

Aomine's mocking confident smile turned to just mocking humilating confidence, a scowling one.

"I don't find it fun anymore, that I just swept off our opponents feet as simple as that to the fact that at the first place, they didn't even have what it takes to bring me down. That isn't fun Akashi"

Im in the middle of moving on with my own mess, and you started to make another one for me daiki. How great it is.

"Fine. Do what you want. But don't let us down in the game daiki. Winning is ev—"

" I know okay? I got it." Just that, aomine left the gym

"Why aominecchi said that? Bored? When he is the one who makes most of the score for the team?" kise started to walk to the bench, wiping his sweat, opening a bottle of water and drank it

"Let him be. This is the first time he actually seriously complain" kuroko said seen as sitting beside kise and holding an opened bottled water

"Oh shi—Kurokocchi don't startle me like that~ when did you get over here?!"

"Im already here as I gave up in the 12 loop of dribbling"

"Idiots." Midorima said while walking towards the opposite bench

Kise and kuroko just stared at him

"Oh yeah kurokocchi youre amazinggg~"

"…"

"Well I mean he's just happy last week competing against murasakibaracchi for the chocolates and now this"

Kuroko just nod

"Okay. Continue practicing." I said as I dribbled the ball against the floor again

"Ehh.. No. I want to skip practicing too aka-chin" said the tall purple haired

I once again stop dribbling and look to murasakibara

"You aren't allowed to skip atsushi"

"Ehh No wayyy, mine-chin is allowed to but im not?"

"Yes"

"No" murasakibara persisted

"Atsu—"

" I aint gonna listen to you aka-chin, Im going too"

"I am your captain Atsushi, and this is an order"

"And so? You are weaker than me so I wont listen to you"

Im in the middle of a fucking mess, first him, then daiki, now you? The first one had heavy blow so please go easy on me,. Or I would pour out my frustration into you

"Oh really? Then I challenge you one-on-one atsushi, if you win you can go, and if you are not, youll stay here to practice"

Things got heated up quickly, is it my uneasiness that i cant get pass him? I don't know how long are we playing but I already feel exhausted. He is indeed a giant wall.

In an audience perspective, it is obvious that I will lose because our physical status screams He is stronger

"See aka-chin? You can't get pass me. I know im tall and I have wide range of blocking, you are weaker indeed so give up"

No I wont give up. How ironic it is that while in the middle of forgetting you, your words are the one who brings me up, Oh yeah I mean always, until now. Sorry but I'll keep hanging onto your words, I know I shouldn't but please spare me these as it is your only remains. I know I shouldn't, I know I shouldn't. I know I shouldn't.. but please until I moved on, I need it to keep breathing. I will win all the the challenges and it will be okay. As you said. Ill keep winning for you.

This doesn't seem like just an adrenalin rush but I did get pass atsushi. I feel like I have been reborn and you don't have that large impact on me anymore. I feel confident and victorious. I feel like I'm strong and brave armoured by a very hard shield and that nothing can get pass through it

I won, we continue the practice like nothing ever happened.

And at last, I can moved on now. After all these years

Also, I can move out of Tokyo now right?

xxx

I wake up from a dream of becoming a wife. Seriously. Well no, last week events just riled me up and I think I began hallucinating or dreaming. The thing that the stranger said and my mom's revelations are mixing so well in my mind that I got a vivid vizualation presenting me as his missing Fuwihata Kouki. I cant seem to separate if this was a dream or really a childhood memory that I recall. My mom said it was seijuuwo right, and that 'w' must be 'r' so it is seijuuro?, I did remember myself calling him like that, yeah I did remember when I was dreaming, no, hallucinating I mean, or maybe its really a memory of mine?

"Kou-chan wake up you're late" my door opened and it reveal my mom

"…"

"Oh. What is it? You're already up?" well I usually slept more

"Yes uhh.."

"Good. Okay go down now and eat breakfast"

"Alright mom, I'll just wash my face first"And im not really sleeping nowadays thinking so hard about it. Not that I think that my body would last so now I really need a decent sleep.

I finished breakfast and left the house

6:45. So early. My class starts 8:00

That reminds me. Im graduating from middle school now.. For highschool,, I think I would go to seirin since it's the closest highschool here.

I stopped walking when my eye caught a park. It reminds me of yeah.. that. Seijuuw—Seijuuro right?

Yeah. That strong smell of him that night. That silly conversation. That pinky swear. That we will be married in the future. Well I cant help chuckling about that and I continued walking. Seijuuwo seijuwo Akashi.. Seijuuro…Akashi. Then his mom take him home.

There is seems to be an invincible barrier so I automatically stopped. NO. WAIT. What did I just recall?! When did that came from? I really mixed up their told story well. Except that I recall the pinky swear.. in that sand ground.. and the full name was Akashi.. seijuuro Akashi. That stranger only told me 'He' and '10 years ago'.. my mother only told me she found me at the playground.. and I am chanting seijuuwo.. am I really good at imagining things? Where did I get the middle story of it ..so vivid?

"…."

OMFG. I'M HIS FUCKING MISSING WIFE.

"Mama that onii-chan is crying"

"Shh don't point him"