I wish I could say that everything worked out for the better.
That we made up.
That what I saw wasn't real.
That we got back what was once envied by others.
I wished for miracles.
I wished for a lot of things back then.
To love forever, to show that love in our marriage vows, to paint the white picket fence and most of all create the children through our love.
It didn't seem like much to ask for at the time, little did I know it could be broken so easily.
Words, actions, feelings.
All of which broke us.
"I love you so much Elizabeth Marie Cullen. My arms long to hold you." I whisper softly to my beautiful daughter with all the love I could possibly put into my voice.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
"Never forget my love."
I gently set down the flowers next to the flame that never went out.
Elizabeth Cullen.
Taken too young, but forever in our hearts.
Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us everyday.
I wiped the tears off my face.
And finally made the decision to do what needed to be done.
Its been awhile, RL really has been tough :(
But I couldn't get this out of my head and needed to put it up.
I know its short but I can be persuaded to write a longer chapter to explain the events ;)
Bits lip nervously to await reaction….
