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Tonight the sunset means so much

The one thing that you know

you'll never touch

Like the feeling, the real thingI

reach out for that sweet dream

BPOV

We had been walking along the Marina for what seemed like hours and the silence was killing me. Every time I tried to say something it was like the line to my brain and to my mouth had stopped working. I just did not want to ruin this moment. "Why?" I ask looking him in the eye.

"Why what?" He asks with his hands in his pockets.

I took another deep breath knowing that this is going to be a lot harder than I thought.

"Why did you leave?" Wow this is going to be a lot harder than I thought.

"You turned me down." He says mater of factly. I feel the anger in me rise and then it all just came out everything that I had bottled up in me in the last 5 years was finally set free.

"So you just leave? You came out to LA and ambushed me." I tell him

"If by ambush you mean propose to you?" it was a question but more of a statement.

Oh, ya out the blue. A proposal driven by some insecurity that I have never understood." I snap at him

"Insecure, right want to know how you get always Bella? When a man asks you to marry him you say yes you don't say no and call him insecure." He tells me which pisses me off even more.

"I never said any Edward. I said that I loved you and that I wanted to marry you someday God I wanted to say yes but you gave up on us." I say in frustration.

"I gave up on us?" he yells as he runs his hands through his hair.

"Yes."

"By proposing I gave up on us."

"No, by not waiting you gave up on us and you know that's the truth." I tell him as I start to walk away fighting the tears that are beginning to fall.

"You want to talk truth Bella? Let's talk truth." He tells me almost yelling at me.

"Okay." I tell him softly

"You gave up on me! That's why you didn't say yes! You didn't think I could do it! You didn't think my music wasn't good enough! Maybe you just didn't care... because it wasn't about you. Or what you wanted." I can see the anger and the hurt in his eyes.

"Well if that's the truth. If I never cared then who was at all your concerts? Who helped you get a record deal? Who was the one who busted her ass to get you gigs. ME Edward I was one the one there so if that is what you call giving up on you then fine I guess I gave up." How dare he tell me that I gave up he's the one who left me when I wouldn't say yes?

"You know what I'm done." He tells me as he starts to walk away.

"Fine walk away it's what you did five years and what you are doing right now." I almost immediately regret what I have said but hey if we are going to hash this all out right now then I'm not going to hold anything back.

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now

You'd think that I'd somehow figure out

That if you strike the match

You're bound to feel the flame

"You broke my heart!" He yells at me as he steps closer to me. His words knock the wind out of me.

"You broke mine." I say leaning closer.

"Was it worth it?" He whispers our lips almost touching. No matter ho bad I wanted to kiss him I had to be strong.

"No." I shake my head and push him away. "Ok." I can sense his embarassment

"No, I want to kiss you. Not now not like this." I tell him

I know that its gonna take some time

I've got to admit that the thought has crossed my mind

This might end up like it should

And I'm gonna say what I need to say

And hope to god that it don't scare you away

Don't wanna be misunderstood

But I'm starting to believe that this could be the start of something good

"So…." He says placing his hands in his pockets.

"I think we have a lot of shit to work through before we even think about any kind of relationship." I tell him taking a step back.

"I know."

"I'm serious this is not going to be a walk in the park for either one of us."

"I know, look Bella I am ready to do what ever it takes for us to have a future." He tells me as he places his hands on my shoulders.

"Friends?" I reach out my hand to him.

"Friends." he smiles and takes my hand and we continue our walk through the marina. I know that we are not good but now we can start to move on.

Ok I know I know still short I'm working on it I promise.

Thanks for reading.