I looked over at the clock, I had not talked to Donna but I knew she was going to drop off the kids in a bit. I knew Donna was having a hard time but that was just not right what she had said about me and Hap. I felt Hap move his hand up my leg as he moved me closer to him.
"Hap I have to get up. I have things to do." I said as I tried to push him off. Donna was going to drop off the kids since she had to work in the morning and I was going to take them to Fun Town.
"No your mine." he said as he bit my neck as he tried to raise my shirt as I held it down.
"Why don't you join us." I suggested as he let me go and moved off me. I knew this was the only way he would let me go and I had to get dressed before the kids arrived. "Common it will be great. You will love it." I laughed as he slapped my ass as I got off the bed.
"I'd rather get shot than go to that shit." he said as I looked for some clothes.
"It's not that bad." I said as I put on a shirt, as Killer ran out the room."The kids are here" I said as Hap groaned and put a pillow on his head as I finished getting dressed and walked out closing the door.
"Aunt Jess are you ready, let's go." yelled Kenny as Ellie hit him.
"Calm down. Morning Aunt Jess mom brought chocolate cake. Can we go now?" she said as I heard Donna in the kitchen.
"Go outside with Killer for a bit, then we will leave." I said as they ran outside with Killer. "You know you and Hap always try to fix things with chocolate." I said as I stood in the kitchen and looked at Donna.
"You know maybe because it helps a little bit. I'm so sorry Jess I feel horrible about it, I didn't even sleep all night." she said.
"You know I didn't sleep that much either" I said as I smiled over at her.
"Yeah I noticed Hap's bike in the drive way." she said as we sat down at the table.
"Can we go now?" Kenny asked as Ellie hit him again.
"Ellie enough with the hitting and Kenny stop it or you guys are not going and you will stay here all day." said Donna. I hope she was kidding I don't think I could handle them cooped up in the house all day and with Hap here no one would end up alive at the end of the day.
"So are you going to be able to meet us there?" I asked the kids went back outside.
"Yeah I should be able to enjoy some time with the kids." she said as she stood up. "I will meet you there then." the kids ran over to say goodbye as I grabbed my things.
"Hap I'm heading out you need anything? Are you sure you don't want to come?" I asked as he threw a pillow at me as he got up.
"Oh common they are not that bad, well Kenny can give Moby a run for his money but.. alright stop throwing pillows at me." I said as I threw them back on the bed.
"There's a reason why I don't have kids Jess."
"Birth control and common sense." I said as I gave him a kiss and closed the door. I grabbed my keys and headed to the car before Kenny drives himself.
"Finally." said Kenny as once again Ellie punched Kenny on the shoulder.
"No Kenny we are staying here all day, and Ellie stop hitting your brother go get in the car." I said as I closed the front door. Thank you birth control.
~Gemma~
The guys had already left and I was looking for Jess I knew she was going to be here with Opie's kids.
"Jess what are you eating " I asked as she looked at me as she looked at the cotton candy.
"Nothing it belongs to Ellie" she said as she handed it to Ellie, who looked confused as I joined them.
"Yeah so Donna stuck you with the kids." I said. Yesterday they were all fighting and now like always Jess is stuck with the kids. When it comes to Hap and Donna she forgives easily.
"She is joining us later mom" said Jess as she watched the kids go on a ride.
"I thought Hap was home."
"He is but this is not his thing." What is his thing, usually he is always on the road and at the clubhouse but he never seemed to make time for her.
"Jess have you thought about kids?" I asked as I really hoped she didn't want any.
"We are not ready for that mom."
"So when do you think you will be ready?" I asked hoping she would say never.
"I want to be just like you when I grow up" announced Ellie out of nowhere as she hugged Jess.
"Awe. Wait no your mother and father won't approve nor your grandmother." said Jess as she looked at me and put an arm around Ellie.
"I wonder why they won't approve." I said as she just rolled her eyes at me. I noticed Donna was walking our way.
"I'm going to get something to drink meet you up later." I said as I walked away.
~Jess~
Mom didn't even give me a chance to say anything as she just walked away. I noticed Donna was coming our way as so did the kids as they ran over to her. All I wanted to do was go home and take a shower spending the whole day here was a little tiring.
"Hey sorry, tried to get out early."
"It's alright we had fun." I said as I heard several people yelling. What was going on? "Is that my mother?" I asked as I heard her yelling again.
"Is everything alright" I asked mom as Donna grabbed Ellie and Kenny as they just stood next to us.
"No Tristian is missing." she said as I looked at her in disbelief.
"Oswald?" I asked we had seen her earlier but with Karen and Elliot they don't seem as the ones to just let their child out of their sights.
"Yeah they can't find her any where. Common help me look."
"Jess I'm taking them home." said Donna a little worried.
"Alright see you tomorrow" I said to Donna as she walked over to their car. I went over with mom once I knew Donna had gotten to her car safely.
"I think they found her." said mom as I reached her.
"Alright then I'm heading home" I said as I was going to walk to my car as she grabbed my arm stopping me mid way.
"Wait let me check it out with Unser." she said as I went to wait for her by the car as she talked to him. I noticed they had taken Tristan to the hospital as mom walked back over to me.
"What happened?" I asked as mom just stared at me.
"She was raped Jess." she announced as I looked at her. Did I just hear that?
"What?" I asked as I leaned on the car. Unser had walked back to where Elliot and Hale were talking. She was just fourteen, no one should go thru that. I needed to get out of here. "I'm heading home." I said as kissed mom goodbye and headed to my car, I could not stay here any longer I just wanted to be home.
~Happy~
I walked into the house as I looked at Jess as she was sitting on the couch with Killer. When I had called her earlier she sounded off at least she wasn't crying so it was something I could handle. I love her but when she cries that shit is for Gemma or Donna.
"Is this about that kid?" I asked as she just stared at me.
"She is just fourteen Hap." she said as Killer got closer to her. I noticed that she had her gun next to her. Shit.
"Hey forget about all that Jess" I said last thing she needed was for her to think back on the past. I grabbed the gun and put it back in her purse.
"I know it's just, your right. I'm fine" she said as she was going to stand up but instead put her legs up on the couch.
"Common let's go to bed." I said as I picked her up as I walked over to the room as she wrapped her arms around me.
"I don't think I can sleep." she said as I put her on the bed.
"I'm right here with you" I said as I laid down with her and puller her to me as I noticed she held on to me tightly. This was going to be a long night.
~Jess~
I was already on my second cup of coffee as I worked on the work orders, I did not want to spend the day at the house and drive myself crazy. Hap had some Tacoma things he had to take care of with Lorca and Bully.
"Hey you alright, I have been calling you for the past half hour." said mom as she walked into the office as I looked for my phone.
"Yeah I'm.." I grabbed the trash can and threw up before I could tell her I was okay.
"Shit Jessica" said mom as she grabbed me a water bottle.
"I'm alright too much coffee." I said as I sat back down on the chair. I noticed mom was looking at me as if she was trying to figure something out.
"Are you sure?" she asked as she kept her eyes on me.
"Yeah I need to get out of here, I'm going to go see Abel for a while." I said as I grabbed my things and left before she stopped me.
~A~
When I got to the hospital I noticed that Hale was here, so they still had Tristan at the hospital. This was a fucked up world. The people at the hospital had already gotten used to us as we were always visiting Abel, the only one that bothered me was Tara.
"Hey Jessica do you think I could talk to you for a sec?" Was she serious?
"Is it necessary" I asked as I was about to walk into Abel's room." I hated this bitch and well I was not in the mood to talk to her.
"You know I was wondering if you could talk to Wendy. She just got out and well for her not to feel as if she is alone."
"Well she is alone. Why would we want to give her hopes that she has a family supporting her." I said as she made a face. Why did she even cared about her, probably trying to show that she had a bigger heart and was a good person. "I'll see what I can do." I said as I walked over to Wendy's room as Tara stayed behind looking at Abel. I walked into her room as she stopped reading as she noticed I walked into the room.
"Why the hell are you here Jessica?" she asked as she turned off the TV.
"I'm here thanks to your new friend Tara. Getting along are we?" I asked as she just rolled her eyes.
"I didn't say anything to that bitch." said Wendy as she sat up. "So what do you want?"
"Just checking up on you, I heard you almost died yesterday."
"Like if you weren't apart of it. "Your just like your mother, a cold-hearted bitch" she said as I sat on her bed.
"Oh right says the one that almost killed her son." I said as she began to cry. "Stop crying it ain't going to fix anything. The damage is done."
"Yeah I'm surprised you haven't had Happy pay me a visit." she said as she pushed the nurse button.
"No he doesn't waste his time on junkie whores. Watch your back Wendy you hurt my family, next time the cold-hearted bitch won't be here to stop me from killing you." As I walked out I noticed Tara was close by keeping an eye on me. Did she really think I was going to kill her? I went over to visit Abel before she stopped me to talk again.
I sat down on the chair and closed my eyes for a bit, as I heard the door open I opened my eyes to see mom walk in.
"Where were you I was looking for you?" she said as I looked for my phone and noticed that she had been calling me.
"I had an interesting conversation with Wendy."
"Shit Jess you didn't kill her did you?"
"No not yet." I answered as I sat down as mom began to read to Abel. Mom needed to find something to do with her time, she spent all her time here with Abel.
"Have you seen Jax?" she asked as Jax entered the room. Mom was telling him that Wendy was awake, I still didn't know why he defended Wendy.
"Hey I need you." said mom as she stood by the door. That did not sound good, I just got up and went outside with her.
"What is going on?" I asked as Jax went back inside with Abel.
"I need to go talk with Tristian to see if she knows something." I looked at her as if she was crazy.
"Why you, is the club looking for the guy?" I asked as she just nodded as we walked over to her room.
"I'll talk to her." I said I didn't really trust my mother in this situation.
"Are you sure?" she asked as she grabbed my arm.
"Yeah just stay here?" I said as I walked into the room. "Hey Tristan." I said as I hoped she didn't panic nor called her mother as she picked up the phone. "Oh don't" I said gently as she put the phone down unsure of what to do.
"Your Ellie's aunt right?" she asked as she looked at me. She was just a child I hoped the guys find this piece of shit and make him pay.
"Yeah, I just came to talk to you, your mother sent me."
"Why you." she said. She probably knows her mother hates me and I'm probably not a person she would want her daughter to talk to.
"I have gone thru what you are going thru." I said. Shit this was a bad idea, this was not going to help me with Hap.
"She told you, she said it was better for no one to know." she said as she looked at her hands.
"Do you know who it was?" I felt bad for asking, I had to find another way rather than force the information out of her.
"Mom said not to say anything." she said as she kept her eyes on her hands
"I will be right back." I said as I hurried over to the door, I did not want to ask her about it last thing I wanted to do was talk about it. "She wont say who, but maybe you can work the mother who wants to keep this as a secret." I said as mom just nodded her head and walked away. I knew she would be perfect in getting that information.
"Meet you back at Abel's" she called out as she walked away as I closed the door and walked over to Tristian as she looked at me.
"So you have been thru this" she said as she began to tear up. This was a big mistake bringing back all this back.
"Yeah it was someone I knew and thanks to the people that I chose to tell they helped me thru it." I said as I knew I owed my life to Donna and Hap.
"So you get over it, you moved on right?" she asked.
"It becomes apart of you, but it does not define who you are. You don't let it ruin your life even thought you feel unsafe and you don't know what to do next. There will be something that will help you out if you let it."
"Your married right, someone loves you no matter what happened to you?"
"Yeah I have someone, and because of him I'm here and I was able to move on."
"I hope I find someone that won't see me as the one that got attacked." she said as my phone began to ring.
"You will just give it time. I'm going to go, hope you get better."
"Thank you" she said as I left the room before anyone noticed I was in there. I wiped away any evidence that I had cried as I walked over to Abel's room.
"When did we get books?" I asked as Jax was reading to Abel.
"I got them from Louise" he said as he smiled at me as I shook my head.
"Oh of course it had to be a bitch" I said as he laughed as mom knocked on the window.
"Hey read to him he will probably like your voice better than mine." he said as he handed me the book and went outside with mom. I looked at them and then at the book and then to Abel and began to read it wasn't like if I had something else to do.
"So did you get anything?" I asked as I stopped reading and put the book down as mom closed the door.
"Yeah it was one of the clowns at fun town." she said as it made sense that it was one of the carnies.
"How did you get it out of her? Wait don't tell me you killed her?" I said as she smacked my shoulder.
"I wouldn't put it passed you to get what you want."
"I just told her that it was worse when no one knew and that it would end up affecting her more than it
already has. Let alone shit on every relationship she has."
"I'm going home" I said as I grabbed my things as so did mom as we walked out.
"So did Hap head back to Tacoma?" she asked as we left the hospital.
"No Hap is coming back. See you tomorrow." I said as walked over to my car. I looked over my phone and noticed that Donna had not called me all day. I dialed her number and it went unanswered.
~A~
As I arrived at the house I felt a little better than yesterday and this morning, the talk with Tristan had helped. I locked the door and went to my room as Killer followed and joined me on the bed as I grabbed my photo albums.
"Ow" I said as I looked up as I felt something hit my head. "What the hell are you doing? Why are you throwing chocolates at me?" I asked as Hap was standing by the door.
"Making sure it's safe." he answered as he kept throwing them my way.
"So by throwing chocolates at me you figure out my mood, and if something is wrong with me the chocolate will do the trick." I said as I began to throw them back at him. They think they can fix everything with chocolate.
"Yeah" he said as I just smiled at him, only Hap would be able to get away with this.
"Oh that is very romantic of you." I said he joined me on the bed as I wrapped my arms around his shoulder as I kissed him.
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