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Chapter 4
EPOV
I just got back from dropping Bella off. Just lately my family thinks something is up. We have had this discussion many times, that's Bella knows something. Like how she seemed to know about Jaspers gift with emotions. As Jasper had said, "why would she have changed her emotions so drastically for no reason? She must have known what would happen to me, or expected, as she laughed at my reaction." I wish I knew what Bella was thinking. Which reminds me what did she mean in the car? Does she know that I can read minds? Or that I can't hear her thoughts? Ahh, this is so frustrating, I wonder if she heard in the forest. Possible, if she were snooping like Alice first assumed she was. Like c'mon, who chases after food which gas been in a stray's mouth. She must of heard us coming before hand.
So if Bella heard everything, then she must know about us for definite now, damn. I'm going to have do confront her.
"EDWARD! If you do that, I see that you will get annoyed and end up scaring her, then for some reason things got black. SO DON'T!" Alice has a loud thinking shout.
"Well what shall we do about it then, I know she knows something for sure. I even think she heard us in the forest somehow."
"Hmm, if she did then that means she definitely knows. Maybe we should trick her onto slipping up." Alice had an evil grin on her face. I like were this is going. And somehow it involves Jasper. Alice had a vision of her plan in action. We both broke down in hysterics. Poor Jasper down stares even burst into fits of giggles.
"Wanna let me in on the joke" he thought after he composed himself.
"Don't worry, you will find out soon enough.". I couldn't wait for school tomorrow. That's a first.
On our way to school all our family was in on the plan so we were all excited. The day passed by in a blur, and Alice and I were on our way to lunch. Alice had already started our plan.
~flashback~
"Hey Mike"- Now why would Alice Cullen me shouting me.- Mikes confusion was plastered on his face.
"Mike I just wanted to tell you that I heard Bella say she liked you, that's all." Alice skipped off as fast as she came. Leaving Mike dumbstruck on the spot.- Bella likes me. Whoop whoop. I should ask her out. Hmmm I'll do it at lunch-
~end of flash back~
W e took our usual seats and waited for it all to begin.
"Hey" Bella announced she arrived with a nervous smile.
-Hmm, she knows something alright, or why is she nervous- Jasper wondered.
We all kept our faces blank as we spotted Mike making his way over.
C'mon Mike you can do this, you're a sex machine remember, you can get any girl. Booya- I had to cough to hide my laugh at his thoughts.
APOV
Yay, Mikes coming over, my plan is so good. This is going to be soooooo funny, I can't wait.
"Hey Bella" mike said confidently.
"Hey Mike" Bella swooned. "WHAT!" Bella was angry at him now. Haha.
"Erm…. I wondered if if..." mike seemed unsure now. Poor mike
"Well get it out sillybilly" Bella cued at him. So funny. The look on mikes face is hilarious.
" well I know you like me so I won-" Bella cut him of
"I like you?-(she said amused)-OF COURSE I DON'T LIKE YOU-(angry)-I appsolutly love you soooooo much, I wanna-(love and admiration)- RIPP YOUR GUTS OUT AND FEED THEM TO WOLVES(hate)." Bella huffed and Mike ran away. Bella looked directly at Jasper(still feeling hate I see)
"JASPER YOU FUCKING TWAT, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING. STOP MESSING WITH MY EMOTIONS!" Bella tried to climb across the table but me and Edward got hold of her before she hurt herself.
She calmed down thanks to Jasper and realized what she had done.
"So Bella, we know that you know, so tell us what you know." Emmet is so stupid. Edward smirked at my thoughts.
BPOV
Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. They know. Stupid Jasper, and his stupid gift thingy. I guess this isn't that bad, there is nothing wrong with knowing stuff right. There still human. Crap, what if they're not. What if there aliens who now have to kill me for knowing stuff.
"Erm.." how do I explain. "Well just that you're not normal, but gifted shall I say. Sometimes normal isn't good." I guess that has to do for now. There was relief on their faces, is there more I don't know. OMG they are aliens, well possibly.
"Bella, how do you know about our gifts?" Alice sounded odd, like she might know the answer.
"I guess I'm just good at noticing things." That wasn't really a lie, just that a left out the part that I notice there energy. They got the point that, that's all they're going to get.
"So what about our 'gifts' do you know Bella" Edward asked, while smiling a crooked grin. I completely lost my train of thought.
"Bella?" Edward seemed to be annoyed with my silence.
"Oh... Erm... That you might possibly be able to read other people's minds, and you already know that I have cottoned on to Jaspers gift. Alice's' I'm not too sure about though." I didn't quite get what they were on about in the forest. Something about visions. Something about seeing the future maybe. So if I was to smack Alice round the face, though I would never, she might see it. Or maybe it has to be something set in stone. Like yesterday, there was no changing my mind about going to the Cullen's.
S o what can I decide to do that will make Alice say it out loud to prove my point. Hmm got it. I made myself feel appsolutly shit scared and upset about finding out.
"I'm soo sorry I found out, I can see that your mad and didn't want no one to know." I was on the verge of tear. I began seeing myself jumping off the bridge just outside of town. I had the up most confidence of doing it. I know that I could save myself at the last minute, but they don't. I hope Alice doesn't get that far in the vision.
As on cue, Alice's energy wavered and her face went blank. Then her face filled with horror.
"Bella! Don't you dare jump. What are you thinking?" a huge smile crept on my face.
"I'm thinking that I know what your gift is now." I said smugly. Her face turned from horror to shock, and then she started sulking.
"I can't believe you." I couldn't help it I burst out laughing at her pout. Emmet's booming laughter joined in with mine. After a minute or so I managed to calm down.
"Don't worry Alice I won't be jumping off a bridge any time soon." She seemed to warm up a bit. Edward I noticed didn't let up one bit. The horror was still is his eyes, guess I really scared him, oops. Before I knew what was happening. Edwards strong arms were round me and it didn't feel weird. He lent don't and whispered in my ear causing a shiver to run down my spine.
"Don't ever do that again." He tried to control his voice but I could still hear the pain. I hugged him tighter.
"Sorry" was all I could think of.
We didn't speak at all on our way to biology. I wonder what he is thinking, Edwards face is just blank, zombie like. I must have really scared him.
EPOV
Bella was apologizing about finding out. She seemed really upset and scared, according to Jasper. She shouldn't feel like that at all. I was just about to tell her it's okay and to calm down when Alice had a vision.
~vision~
Bella was walking across the bridge just outside of town. When she murmured a sorry and stepped on the edge. She then flung her arms out and jumped right out into the air…
~end of vision~
NO, NO, NO, NO, not Bella, my Bella, how could she do that, I could she leave me. I need Bella I cannot and will not let her do that.
"Bella! Don't you dare jump. What are you thinking?" Alice's shrill voice got my attention. Then a huge breathtaking smile erupted on Bella's face. If I weren't so upset I would be stumped by this smile. Why is she smiling is she happy that she is going to kill herself?
"I'm thinking that I know what your gift is now." Bella said in a smug voice. What! She put me through all that just to confirm something. I feel like I could just fall apart. At least I have confirmed something as well. I'm in love with a human, not just a human but Bella. What am I going to do about this? What if I end up killing her? I think I'll have to stay away. Jasper gave me a funny look. Bella burst out laughing, but why.
"Alice's face is so funny, a vampire pouting, classic. It's usually Edwards's job to pout." Emmet thought as he burst out laughing to.
"Don't worry Alice I won't be jumping off a bridge any time soon" Bella tried to cheer Alice up, but I still didn't feel better. i just couldn't ever lose my Bella. I couldn't help myself I went and hugged her like there was no tomorrow. I then whispered in her ear, "Don't ever do that again." I didn't want to let her go, and then she hugged me back with all her strength and mumbled out an apology.
I couldn't get the thought out of my head, what if I end up hurting Bella, I would never forgive myself. I need Bella, when she dies I go too. I was too wound up in my thoughts to talk to Bella so I just walked in silence to biology.
What am I going to do?
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