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And again here is the key to thoughts versus speaking and all that mumbo jumbo.
"Speaking aloud"
'Speak their thoughts'
"Beast speaking"
'Beast thoughts'
'Human demon thoughts/speaking'
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Inuyasha POV
I kept on running, the sun was now just peering over the mountains. I was getting closer to the village and in a few hours the rest of the pack would be awake and find me gone along with Kirara. She had never come back to camp last night, as far as we knew she was still waiting by the well with Kagome.
'Kagome'
I had thought about her all morning ever since my talk with my human demon had ended. My thoughts had went back to the night before…the smell of her blood had almost set my demon into over drive with protective instincts. Then when I smelled Kikyo all my thoughts went to her and when I first got there and noticed that the demons were gone, but Kagome was injured… I thought the demon had hurt Kagome and Kikyo had tried to help her by driving the demons and went chasing them down. I was concerned that she would get hurt.
I would have never have guessed that Kikyo had shot the demons and then shot Kagome. Then to tell me that Kagome had said something to upset her, acting like she had the right to be mad at Kagome. If the story was true Kikyo had shot Kagome! I care about Kikyo and her wellbeing…I use to love her, I even said I loved her last night, but there is no reason that Kikyo had to shot Kagome. I had been thinking about the talk my human demon and I had the night before as well.
'Could he have been right?' I thought I had yelled at him that I loved Kikyo and told myself that I needed to protect her from everyone…but I promised myself that I would protect Kagome as well. The more I thought about it in my head the more I began to understand and realize how stubborn I truly was being. I thought at one time I was beginning to like Kagome, but then when Kikyo came back I had just told myself that she looked like Kikyo. I just missed her, even though we thought we had betrayed each other, after finding out about Naraku… I realized that I still had feelings for her.
Then I remembered back when Kagome had told me that she loved me. She loved me just the way I was…she had saved me from myself in all actuality. I thought she had meant she loved me as a friend…until she kissed me. That was what had brought me back to the world and for a while I wondered if that would have been Kikyo, could she have brought me back?
All these questions kept on circling through my head and making it hurt. I was running through my forest when I came into the clearing with the well. I looked at it for a minute… this was what allowed Kagome to see all of us and see her family still. I sighed as I jumped in, the colorful lights surrounding me and filling me with warmth and a lightness, I guess you could say. I was floating in the light reminding myself that I could not just yell at Kagome and demand answers like I usually did. I would have to be clam about it. Soon the lights began to fade and I could smell the pollution in Kagome's world… I could also smell blood.
Kagome's blood was all over the well, the wall had streaks and bloody hand prints, smears of blood were all over the ladder that was now there, but the worst part was…I was standing in a pool of it. My beast howled in agony, there was so much blood in here so could be…dead.
'KAGOME!' yelled in my head and it wouldn't stop.
'Kagome!..Kagome. Find her….. I find her… Out! …..LET ME OUT!'
'No….NO…you can't get out. Ah my head….. I won't let you!' I yelled in my head.
He was so close… scary close to coming out and trying to find Kagome. That meant I might kill her family trying to find her. I held my head, grumbling and grunting in pain, I jumped up out of the well stumbling my way over to the door. I opened it find that the sun had just barely touched the mountains here as well. I took a few steps into the sun light and I heard a familiar voice.
"Inuyasha" it was Kagome's mom.
I heard my beast growl wanting to get out and kill her mom. When I half ran towards her I must have been losing control because she gasped.
"Inuyasha… y-your eyes are turning red and you have purple marks on your face!" She looked terrified.
"K-K-Kagome…"
"She is in the house Inuyasha…what is going on are you okay" she took a step closer.
"NO!" I jump to the steps of the house. "S-stay back….can't c-c-control him."
"Inuyasha what are you talking about… don't go near Kagome like that! Inuyasha NO!"
That's when I launched myself through the door closing it so she couldn't get in. My beast was so close to the surface, I could feel my body shifting relying on instinct. Plus the smell of Kagome's blood was getting stronger making it harder to keep clam. I quickly walked to the kitchen looking around franticly, she wasn't there. I went through the next door that lead to the stairs, when I got there I could smell it even worse I looked around again. There was one more doorway just a few feet away, the smell of her blood was coming from that room. I rushed in there, there was only a few moments left until I really lost control. I turned the corner and there she was.
I stalked towards her slowly; it seemed she was almost…dead. I didn't realize I was holding my breath until I kneeled down next to her. I leaned in close to her neck and smelled her, past of the stench of the blood she was still alive. My beast cried out to me to see her in such a condition, admit it or not, Kagome was the closest thing I had to a friend. Her shirt was in tatters from being kidnapped by the demons and soaked in blood from her wound. Which had fresh blood on the bandages, and her face was bruised with scrapes here and there. I hear her heart beat; it was too slow for me as if she was dying. My beast howled at me again causing me to grunt and tangling my fingers in my hair out of pain and aggravation.
It must have been loud enough to wake her slumber, her eyebrows came together and she wrinkled her nose. Then slowly her eyes started to open.
I could still feel my beast at the surface still trying to break free. Begging me to let him out and find Kagome even though he knew perfectly well that she was alive right here in front of me. As she came to, her eyes droopy from just waking, she began to register the condition I was in. Shock was written all over her face, and then she began to tear up.
"Inuyasha I am so s-sorry. I didn't mean to say that stuff to Kikyo… I am sorry for running off the way I d-did…I-I knew you would be mad, b-but I didn't realize it had made you this upset. I'm so sorry Inuyasha please just let me explain!"
Tears were cascading down her face, she thought I was like this because I was mad at her? Was I really that rude and insensitive to her? My beast howled at me in disapproval for my actions. My skin crawled, he was so close to getting out. Kagome sat up the best she could wincing and cringing from her pain, it made my beast growl with anger once again. One more sight like that and I would lose control. Then she did something I least expected.
She leaned, putting both of her hand gently on my face. They were still warm with blood through her. She kept eye contact with me the whole time she did this to me. Then she rubbed her thumbs across the jagged purple marks I knew had formed on my face. It was strange at first, but then it became soothing. My beast began to purr with delight, she was calming him down. She smiled at me tears still leaking down the side of her face.
"Inuyasha I am so sorry for the way I acted… but I will always come back to you. I promised to find all the jewel shards… to stay by your side. I would never break that promise Inuyasha; I'll go back with you. Its okay please just calm down… I'm not going anywhere Inuyasha. I promise."
She smiled once again at me with red cheeks and a calming demeanor in her features. My beast instantly complied with her requests and submerged himself back to the bottom. As soon as my eyes changed back and the purple marks were gone I was able to speak clearly.
"Kagome..." she still hand her hands on my cheeks.
"Inuyasha are you gonna be okay?" she asked so quietly the sadness returning to her eyes.
"Yes I fine"
"Good I'm glad…"
That was all she could say before she passed out in my arms. My heart stopped for a few beats, she wasn't breathing. I turned her around in my arms so I could see her face. It was so ghostly white I could feel my own blood draining from my veins. In that moment my beast broke through my barriers that I had fortified to keep him in. My mind and thoughts were pushed back to the back of my body and I watched my demon take over my body.
'NO!...Nooooo!' I cried out trying to claw my way back into control.
"Quiet! ….Kagome hurt….you didn't protect…. you failed…weak fool!" he said out loud.
I had no control over my body, usually I would black out and never know what happened, but this time I could see everything. Slowly my beast reached his hand for her face…
'NO don't touch her don't hurt her!'
"Not hurt fool….help…heal" He tried to push me back again, but I wasn't going to let that happened. I dug my claws into I would assume some type of ground. My beast growled in dislike, but he eventually let be and continued what he was doing. He slid an extra-long clawed finger gently down the side of her face, moving her hair to the side. He leaned in closer sniffing her and then licked her face.
'What the hell are you doing to her!?' My face started to heat up, it Kagome woke up and saw me like this, I wouldn't be able to explain my way out of this.
"Be quiet!...Heal her…watch….you see"
Slowly he continued to lick her face; at first I thought my beast was just being crazy. Then I saw that he was licking the scraps on her face and the bruises as well. After a few minutes they began get smaller and smaller until they were eventually gone and no scars were left. He just started at her and the more he did the more I was amazed. I had never really been able to look at Kagome's face so close.
"Beautiful" my beast said softly aloud and to be honest I couldn't argue with him. I had never noticed how beautiful Kagome really was… how could have I not noticed that!
Then my beast growled again smelling the scent of her blood still pouring from her wound. He leaned down to sniff her side taking it in for a moment. A snarl ripped through my body sending fire through my veins. Confusion took over in my head until I heard what my beast had to say.
"Kikyo's arrow…covered with poison! Won't heal….need help…Hag will help!"
'What do you mean covered in poison? Why won't it heal? Is she going to be alright?!'
"Poison yes…. Don't know…" with a sadden heart I watched as my beast gently picked Kagome up and nuzzle my head into her neck purring. It made me heat up in all kinds of places. When he pulled her away and looked at her again my heart began to beat slower. Why did she have such a calming effect on my beast?
He grunted and pulled her closer to my body and started to run to the well. Mrs. Higurashi was still trying to unlock the door screaming for her daughter. He open the door and Mrs. Higurashi shocked stumble back almost falling. My beast gave her an apologetic look and tried to speak to her.
"Kagome hurt….taking to Hag….she help Kagome….everything be fine."
" Inuyasha I don't know what is going on with you, but if I don't see my daughter again or you come back without her I will never let you live.
"No hurt Kagome….Save Kagome."
"Then go and you better bring her back soon."
My beast nodded and ran toward the well trying not to look at the walls that were covered in Kagome's blood. Adrenaline started to pulse through my entire body, my beast was focus on one thing and one thing only.
"Kagome"
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