Unfair
Summary: Leah has everything bad happening to her. Everyone is leaving her and no one seems to really care about her. So she goes to New York when she was sixteen with her aunt and uncle, who are always happy and pretty much the opposite of Leah. Sam broke up with Leah for her cousin and Leah just needs time to think. When she gets back she finds out some shocking things and is introduced to a whole new world.
Chapter Four
DON'T OWN ZIPP!
"How would you know anything about getting hurt?" I tested.
"You saw Bella." He whispered.
"She already hurt you? Oh, I am going to kill that little bitch." I mumbled. He surprisingly started to laugh. "What?" I asked.
"It's more of the fact that she's choosing a leech over me when she is probably the closest to an imprint I'll ever have." Jacob said.
"Maybe you will actually imprint, Jacob. Anyone would be lucky to date you. Wait, what the heck is a leech?"
"Vampires, they are the reason we are this. We have to kill them, just not the Cullens." He explained.
"Cullens…that rings a bell." I whispered.
"Edward Cullen is Bella's boyfriend." Jacob said.
"We can't kill him?" I asked. He shook his head. "Is there anything in the treaty about killing a normal human that name starts with B?" I asked.
"No, but don't hurt Bella. Please, don't be a bitch to her either." I smacked his head.
"Don't call me a bitch!" I yelled at him.
"Sorry!" He apologized quickly. "Leah, what's so bad about Sam?" He asked.
"The fact that when he phased, he didn't tell me. We could have gone somewhere…we were talking about marriage, Jacob. I would have dropped anything, everything for him. I was stupid." I whispered.
"You're not stupid. You never were, never will be, Leah, you are smart. Come on, Leah. You walk on the sidewalk and no one messes with you. Why do you think that is? Because you look scary? No, you look hot, it's because they all can tell you are smart." Jacob comforted.
"Y-you just called me hot." I said laughing a little.
"Don't let it go to your head." He said chuckling. I smiled at him.
"Can I have a picture of you?" I asked. "My friend and I sort of send messages if we happen to see a sexy guy and stuff…it's our thing." He laughed again.
"You called me sexy." I laughed a little too.
"Don't let it go to your head." I reminded him. He nodded.
"Ok, take a picture, but you have to be in it." He said. I gave him a pouty look, but no use arguing with him right now. I put my phone into the camera and I clicked the touch screen.
"Thanks." I whispered and sent the picture. I looked up and saw him smiling widely at me. "What?" I asked.
"You think I'm sexy." He said winking at me.
"You're letting it get to your head!" I growled warningly at him. He laughed.
"I said you're hot." he reminded me.
"But I'm not letting it get to my head." I said matter-of-factly.
"Hmm…I'll get it into your head eventually. Here." He said and handed me a little recorder thing. I looked at it confused.
"Where did you get this?" I asked.
"Just listen to the song on there. I think it describes you quite nicely." I looked at him confused and then pushed play.
She's nothing like a girl you ever seen before
Nothing you can compare to the neighborhood whore
I'm trying to find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful!
The way that booty moving
I can't take no more
Have to stop what I'm doing so I can pull her close
I'm trying to find words to describe this girl without being disrespectful!
Damn Girl!
Damn you's a sexy chick (A sexy chick)
Damn you's a sexy chick (A sexy Chick)
Damn girl!
Damn you's a sexy chick (A sexy chick)
Damn you's a sexy chick (A sexy chick)
I started laughing as the song ended. I handed it back at Jacob who had a grin on his face.
"Sexy Chick David Guetta?" I said laughing.
"Don't it describe you nicely?" He asked laughing a little. I nodded and blushed a little. "Ha, I made you blush!" He said triumphantly.
"Would you shut up. A horse could make me blush." I fibbed.
"Yeah right." He said. I cleared my throat and looked into his eyes. Instantly it felt like I was a new person and then I looked away and I was back to my old self. I was a little confused with this and soon my phone buzzed. It was from Courtney.
OH MY GODD! He is a fucking sexy beast, Leah! -C I laughed but Jake looked at me confused and I showed Jacob the text and he smiled. He grabbed the phone and surprisingly texted her.
"Do you mind?" He asked me and I just shook my head. He texted her and he smiled up at me trying to get a glimpse of what he was texting. He chuckled and showed me.
Hey, my name is Jacob, I'm the guy in the picture. And thanks! I try. ;)
I laughed and pushed send. Jacob laughed with me as well. There was a bit of an awkward silence. What was I supposed to say, what was I supposed to do?
Hey Jacob! I'm Courtney, Leah's friend. ;) -C
I handed him the phone and he smiled and started texting her. I just let him text each other back and forth. I can read the texts later…I got up and walked out of the room.
He's nothing like the boy you've ever seen before
Nothing you can compare to the neighborhood…player
I'm trying to find the words to describe this boy without being disrespectful.
Oh my god, I like Jacob! Just then one of the guys knocked me down.
"Ow! What the hell?" I asked getting up.
"Sorry, Leah." It was my brother. "You know, being a wolf isn't all that bad. We can heal fast, we can hear each other's thoughts, we have great speed and hearing and stuff. Also we are never cold! Plus, we are part of the in crowd again, Leah." He said with a smile. I'm glad to see him happy. It looks like he just forgot about dad. "I wish dad could see that I was happy of this." He said and turned around. Spoke to soon.
"Yeah, I wish too." I whispered and walked out. I saw my mom outside sitting there. "Hey." I whispered.
"Oh, hello Leah. What happened in your room?" She asked me.
"Jacob's up there talking to one of my friends from home." I whispered.
"Home?" She asked.
"Mom, that is my home now. I come back here and nothing but bad things happen." I explained.
"Maybe it was just wrong place at wrong time." She sounded so sad that I didn't count this as my home.
"No mom, it's this place. Everything bad happens here. Break-ups, death, phasing, everything bad happens." I said meekly.
"Leah, still this is your home! If I live here, then it's your home!" My mom yelled.
"Mom! I am a legal adult! I can move and live wherever I want!" I screamed and walked back in the house. "Oh, and one more thing mom, the only reason why I stayed here for as long as I did, was for Seth!" I screamed at her. "Way to ruin everything, mom." I hissed and walked up the stairs.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Jacob asked.
"Out." I hissed.
"Leah, what's wrong?" he asked.
"Just get out!" I screamed and he walked out in pure confusion. I slammed the door in his face. I got all of my money and put it in my wallet and then got out a piece of paper and pen.
I've got my things packed
My favorite Pillow
Got my sleeping bag
Climb out the window
All the pictures and pain
I left behind
All the freedom and fame
I gotta find
And I wonder how long it will take them
To notice that I'm gone
And I wonder how far that will take me….
To runaway! (Life don't make any sense to me)
Run away! (Life don't make any sense to me) x3
I was just trying to be myself
You go your way I'll meet you in hell
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell
I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
I'll never be your perfect girl, I've got to run away!
I'm too young to be, taken seriously
But I'm too old to believe, all this hypocrisy
And I wonder how long it'll take them
To see my bed is made
And I wonder if I was a mistake
I might have no where left to go
But I know that I cannot go home
These words are strapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead
Chase the rainbows in my mind
And I will try to stay alive
Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't you help me run away?
(Life don't make any sense to me)
Run Away!
(Life don't make any sense to me)
Run away!
I can sing for change on a Paris street
Be a red light dancer in New Orleans
I could start again to the family
I could change my name
Come and go as I please
In the dead of night you'll wonder where I've gone
Wasn't it you, wasn't it you
Wasn't it you that made me run away!
I was just trying to be myself
You go your way I'll meet you in hell
All these secrets that I shouldn't tell
I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
Never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away!
(Life don't make any sense to me)
Run away!
(Life don't make any sense to me)
Run away!
(Life don't make any sense to me)
Run away!
(Life don't make any sense to me)
This life makes no sense to me
It don't make any sense to me!
It don't make any sense to me!
Life don't make any sense to me!
I read through all of the words and wrote a title. "Run away" I sighed and did as the song told me. I'm gonna run away. I got another piece of paper and wrote a note. "Sue, Seth, and pack. You won't know where I am going right now, because I don't even know. I told you, I don't want any of it. I am an adult, and this time, Seth can't even hold me back. Seth, I love you. Sue, just bye. Pack, I never wanted any of this shit. Go fuck yourselves! Leah." I bit my lip and then kissed it and made my bed and put the not on my pillow. I through down some of my clothes in a bag and then jumped.
"I've got to run away." I whispered and started to run. Once I got into the forest I worked the little string and tied my bag to my ankle and phased. I know I would regret this if anyone else phased, especially Jacob or Sam, or Seth. I ran faster and faster. I never had such a great feeling. Even in New York this feeling wasn't there. I felt such a rush, and free. Maybe being a wolf isn't that bad…wait, do I regret running away? No? Yes. Yet, I couldn't stop running. All of the anger my mom made me get echoed in my head. My song echoed in my head. Life don't make any sense to me.
I kept running faster and faster. I really do wonder when they will notice I'm not there anymore. Probably will take them a day or two. Then I felt someone phase. Or sooner.
'Leah?' It was jack ass Jared.
'Jared?' I asked.
'Yeah, what are you doing, all phased and stuff?" He asked
'None of your damn business." I snarled.
'Wow, looks like we have a pack bitch." he mumbled.
'Shut up! You don't know one thing about me!' I hissed and then I thought about running away.
'I don't think Sam will like it when he finds out you are running away. Especially since you are just a pup.' Jared said mockingly.
'What does that make you then? An ass?' I asked.
'Haha, just shut up and come back." He said.
'umm, no thank you.' I hissed to him.
'come on, quit playing and just come back!' Jared hissed back.
'make me!' I tested.
'Come on, Leah, just come back! What's going on with you?" He asked.
'Hmm, my dad's dead, my mom doesn't give a shit about me, everyone is making fun of me besides Jacob, and I think that I deserve myself one ounce of happiness. And that's running! Now, go away!' I growled.
'Leah, please.' he said.
'why should I?' I hissed at him.
'we all love you…kind of…it's just everything is changing now. Harry just died and-'
'my dad! My dad died and all anyone can think of is having fun!' I barked.
'What are you talking about!' He asked.
'Seth is having the time of his life in there because everyone else is having so much fun! And Sue, she can just go to hell for all I care!' I hissed and ran faster.
'Leah! STOP!' Jared demanded.
'why? It's fun running away." I remarked.
'But you don't really want to!' He said back.
'fine, since you know everything about me, what do I want? To die, because I will!' I hissed.
'You don't mean that." He said pleading.
'just do us a favor and go follow Sam and his orders like the little loyal puppy you are!' I hissed but then someone new came in.
'Leah! COME BACK HOME!" The voice bellowed and instantly I turned around. "I don't want to have to come and command you to stay home, is that clear Leah?' Sam hissed. I whimpered.
'Yeah, I'm the puppy here.' Jared murmured and I growled.
'Leah! Just shut up, and go back home! Back home with Sue and your brother! Now!' Sam commanded.
'Sam, you can't always push me around!" I growled loudly at him. Then I saw a black wolf emerge towards me and I stopped.
'I will if it keeps Sue and your brother happy!' He growled.
'Just shut up Sam! You have always been a controlling bastard!' I growled up at him.
'You shut up Leah Clearwater! Can't you just drop the past for once in your fucking life! I don't wanna hear shit from you about complaining about how miserable your life was because I dumped you! And that's a command.' He hissed and I laid on the floor feeling too weak to go up against him. I whimpered miserably. 'Now go home." he said a little less harsh. I got up and ran as fast as I could back home. I phased back and put on clothes.
"I'm living in hell." I whispered and after ten minutes of walking back, I got back to my house. Once I got inside I saw everyone staring at me. "What?" I snapped.
"I heard Sam gave it to you." Jacob said.
"How-" Then I saw Jared. "Oh." I whispered. "Yeah." I whispered and started to walk upstairs but someone pulled me back down. It was Jacob. "What?" I asked.
"Are you okay?" He whispered sounding worried.
"Why the hell would I be. I'm a w- My dad is d- S-" I couldn't finish any complaints. I don't want to hear shit from you about complaining how miserable your life is. Sam's commands echoed. "I'm fine." I lied.
"Leah, what's wrong with you?" He asked.
"I can't say it, Jacob." I whispered. "Sam's orders." I whispered and then he let go of me and I ran up the stairs not wanting to cry in front of them. Sam always has to ruin everything. I sat on my bed and looked at my phone on my bed. I looked through the texts.
Jacob: Nice to meet you Courtney. What are you doing?
Courtney: Missing my awesome friend. Wish she was here.
Jacob: She is awesome. She is very strong, she's a great girl.
Courtney: Do you like her?
Jacob: …
Courtney: Well?
Jacob: A little. But I can't let that interfere with our friendship, you know?
Courtney: Yeah I totally understand you. Where is Leah now?
Jacob: I don't really know. I'll go check…she's probably talking with her brother or her mom.
And that was where the conversation ended. He liked me? I jumped as someone cleared their throat.
"I knew I should have deleted the conversation." He said laughing a little.
"You like me?" I asked holding up the phone. He sighed and nodded. "I like you too…but we can't." I whispered.
"I know, I would have told you that earlier, but…" he trailed off and shrugged. "You said Sam's orders." he whispered getting off the subject.
"Yeah, so?" I asked.
"He commanded you not to complain, didn't he?" Jacob asked. I nodded. "I hate his commands. I couldn't tell Bella about me being a wolf, it was the hardest two weeks of my life." He said. I looked down and shrugged. "Leah, you can't just never complain. Complaining a bit less should have been the command." He whispered.
"Yeah, well that's jack ass Sam for you. Always going to the best solution." I whispered. "I'm not really complaining about that. It used to be useful." I said not finding my real voice.
"Leah, you are a beautiful, and amazing girl. And I saw the song you wrote, you're talented." He said. He started to walk towards me with a serious look on his face. "I have to try something." He whispered.
"Ok." I said back.
"Don't get mad at me." He pleaded with puppy eyes. I nodded. "Close your eyes." He whispered as he closed in. I knew what he was going to do, but why wasn't I stopping it? I closed my eyes and then I felt it. The little spark as our lips met. I didn't want to kiss back, but I did. He wrapped one arm around my waits and one hand was behind my head to control the length of the kiss. The kiss was sweet, needy, hungry, and a little rough. It was perfect. He pulled back and when I opened my eyes everything was doubled if not tripled.
"Um, Jake, I'm dizzy." I said and plopped my head on his bare chest. He laughed lightly.
"So, what do I have mad kissing skills?" He said cockily. I slapped his chest and he laughed again.
"Sure." I whispered too weak to say anything else and kept leaning against him.
"I kind of like the way this feels." He whispered.
"Me too." I said.
"What does this mean?" He asked.
"Still friends. I can't, Jacob." I whispered. He sigh and it sounded almost disappointed.
"Ok." He whispered back and smoothed my hair.
"Umm, what's going on here?" I heard someone ask from the doorway. We both froze and tensed up. We slowly looked at the door and smiled.
Ha! I did two songs in one! The first song belongs to David Guetta 'Sexy Chick' and the other one belongs to Pink 'Runaway' both are amazing songs! Ok, I want all of you to let me know if you guys heard la la la by Auburn. Please, do tell me! And if not, go and listen to it. La La La by Auburn featuring Iyaz. Go check it out! Also, tell me, does anyone wanna be in my story? Because I want someone new in this story…and that could be you! You could be an imprint…I don't know, you could decide if you want! Please review and let me know if you want to be in the story! Thanks guys!
