When I woke up, I woke up to Jacob all up in my face and lying next to me. "Jacob, what the hell are you doing here?" I almost screamed I was a little pissed that he was watching me sleep; only Edward could watch me sleep. I was more comfortable with him watching then Jacob.

"Gee well good morning to you grumpy bear. Its noon and you weren't answering the phone so I came over to come see if you were all right. Just making sure they didn't hurt you." He joked.

I groaned and then I got out of bed, the sun was blinding but the warmth felt good against my skin. I pulled back my curtains and let the sun fill my room. I stared out my window for a minute until Jacob came up behind me and he wrapped him warm muscular arms around my body. He kissed my cheek and made his way down my cheek bone and then made his way to my neck. He had gone too far. My boundaries were the jaw bone and that's it. I pulled away and he sighed. Ever since Edward left me, I have had very strict boundary lines when it comes to physical contact. I had always reserved my body for Edward and now that he was back, I had set my boundaries even tighter just in case.

"How about I make you a lunch/breakfast?" Jacob said apologetically.

"No, I'll make it; you'll burn my house down." I said with acid in my throat. What is wrong with me why am I being so rude to Jacob, after all he has done for me. I grabbed my white fuzzy robe and walked down stairs to make a pop-tart. Jacob sat at the table watching me contemplate my options. Luckily he didn't know what was going on.

I had two things to deal with, Edward and Jacob. Jacob has always been there. If I went with Edward I would be putting a big fat knife in Jacob back. But then if I went with Jacob, Edward would never move on. I would ask Alice, but she can't see the wolves. Maybe we can work around it, but I don't know it's just a thought. I could tell my poker face was not doing me much good. I was 22 for crying out; I had to choose, I had to settle down.

"Bella, are you alright?" Jacob asked me as I came out of my train of thought.

"It's nothing, just thinking." I whispered loud enough that he could hear. He sighed and held his chin us with his hands.

"Well what do you want to do today?" Jacob asked.

"I think I might have plans with Alice." I told him softly. He groaned then got up and yelled,

"FINE, WHEN YOU HAVE TIME AWAY FROM YOUR BLOODSUCKER'S, TELL ME SO YOU CAN HANG OUT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND!" He stormed out of the house and I heard him phase and a few trees fell to the ground.

I went back upstairs and got a quick shower and changed into a pair of jeans and a long sleeve deep blue shirt. By the time I got done my shower I was crying. Jacob never lost his temper with me not ever, no matter how stubborn or hung up with Edward I was. But all I said was Alice. I walked down stairs to call Alice. I picked up the phone and dialed Alice's phone number. I needed major Alice hang time.

"Hi Bella, Are you coming over?" Alice answered on the first ring.

"Hi Alice, I don't know, is Edward there?" I asked trying to hold back the tears.

"Um yes, but I can make him leave." She reassured me, kind of confused.

"Yes if you could, Emmett too if possible I need to talk to you without any male eavesdroppers." I told her.

"Got it, what's wrong?" She asked.

"I'll tell you when I get there. Thanks Alice, I'll be over in like 10 minutes." I told her then hung up.

I grabbed my keys and my coat and walked out to my truck. I climbed in slowly and turned the key and my truck roared to life. I backed out of the driveway and drove to Alice's. My truck hadn't been down the Cullen's curvy road for so long. I reached the garage entrance and hopped out. As I walked up to the door, the door opened and Edward and Emmett were walking out. Tears were already coming down. Edward looked at me confused.

"Bella, what's wrong?" Edward asked. Emmett pushed him along and once Edward kept walking Emmett gave me a much needed hug. Edward came storming back over to us.

"Hey I want to give her a hug!" He whined like a 2 year old. Emmett let me go then looked at him with a face. He put his hand on Edward's shoulders and then said,

"Man, keep on moving, you have done enough damage." Emmett scolded. I laughed in my head knowing it was true. The door swung open again and it was Alice.

I walked up and I walked right in.

"Bella, what's wrong? You sounded like you were about to cry over the phone." Alice said

"It's Jacob. I woke up at noon with him all up in my face, then that set me off, then he asked what I wanted to do today, then I said that you and I had plans then he yelled at me." I whined.

"Oh Bella, I'm sorry." Alice tried to sooth. "So is that it, I had to kick my brothers out for that?"

"No there's more." I told her. "Last night when Edward was over, all of these feelings came flooding back and it was over whelming, I eventually had to lie to him and say that I had moved on. Yes I love Jacob, but I don't love him as much as I love Edward. Edward was my first love, Alice and when he left it hurt, but if I had known that he was coming back 2 years later, I would have waited for him."

"Bella, you can't blame yourself. It's Edward's fault." She soothed again. Alice's gold eyes followed me as I thought about it. I nodded and then sniffed the tears away.

"How about I make it all better with some ice cream." Alice suggested. She got up from the couch and skipped into the kitchen.

"No thanks Alice, I have enough I've cream over the past 2 years, I'm sick of Ice Cream." I told her.

Then that's when it hit me, today was February 14. Today was our 1 year anniversary. We started dating last year when he gave me a box of candy hearts, then asked me to be his valentine and then we started dating. Oh no, I made the biggest mistake of my life!

"Alice, I have to go I just remembered it was our anniversary and that's why he was so mad." I told her quickly and then grabbed my coat and ran out the door. I went to my truck and then quickly went home. I ran into the kitchen and grabbed the phone and dialed Jacob's number.

"Hello?" A husky voice answered

"Jacob?" I asked

"Bella, Is that you?" Jacob asked

"Hi Jacob, look I am so sorry, I didn't realize until I had gotten to… well that doesn't matter, but I am so sorry I forgot. I had been so caught up in my own pity---"

"Bella, breathe it's okay. I shouldn't have blown up in your face this morning."

"Tell you what how about we go to Port Angeles and see a movie." I suggested.

"Sounds perfect. I'll pick you up at 5." Jacob agreed.

"Alright, see you later, love you."

"Love you too." Jacob said and he hung up.

Tonight was going to be the night, where I find out which one to choose. I just know it.

Author's Playlist

Can't Go Back Now by the Weepies (love this song GO LOOK IT UP!)

My Heart by the Perishers

Nothing like You and I by the Perishers

Feel This by Enation