Heh, sorry not updating in like, forever. I don't have any excuses; just pure laziness XD

Disclaimer: Nah, I don't own Death note. But if I did, instead of people saying Oh my god, it would be Oh my Kira XD Cuz... Kira is god...WOO WOO KIRA!

It had been merely 10 minutes but it felt like hours for L. He kept glancing towards the new student; and once in a while, Light catches him. Light does not seem to be bothered, instead a smile perks on his pretty face as gazes back into Ls obsidian eyes. L would quickly turn away; somehow still keeping his emotionless expression, even though some one is being friendly towards him for the first time in...'Forever.'

'I am aware that Yagami kun does not realize my reputation is terrible, but he still decides to sit beside me? A pale, emotionless, freak like me? I do not understand his reasoning.' L kept trying to figure out why this happened, but came up with no answer; but that didn't stop him from stealing more glances at the boy. His perfect posture and the beautiful choice of clothing. His natural shade of pink on his lips that make you want to devour them. Everything about Lights psychical appearance is flawless, which results with every ones heart skipping a beat when they gaze in awe. Even L, but the stubborn boy kept trying to ignore the feeling. He...Just wanted to look at him, because he was kind to him. L wanted to know why he chose to sat down beside him. There was an odd aura on Light that made you want to talk to him, at least just once.

Light internally chuckled at L who kept trying to steal glances at Light. He didn't know why he sat beside this boy; so pale with a very odd sitting position. His bare feet were on the desk as his old, worn out shoes were left alone on the ground beside him. His knees rested on his shoulders as some of his ruffled hair laid upon on them. Dark bags stood out on his pale, milky skin underneath his emotionless eyes. Everything about him screamed repeal, but all Light did was attract. Light just felt the urge to become acquaintances with this odd man, or he would say as "unique". So very unique; he stood out from all the other boring faces like a blood stain on a white sheet, but Light would prefer to think of him as a delicate Lily, standing straight up among the decaying and drooping Lily's. Light never thought this way about anyone before, and yes, he has met individuals that are attractive, but their lack of intelligence is far from Lights liking...But when Light gazes at the unique man; not knowing anything about him, he feels his stomach flutter. Light... is struck from love at first sight.

NO! Raito, you will not have this kind of relationship with the same gender! It is wrong; even god forbids it!

Dad, I...I just wanted to try to have-

SHUT UP! YOU WILL NOT HAVE THAT DISGUSTING BEHAVIOR IN YOUR LIFE! YOU ARE WORTHLESS; HOW CAN I EVEN CALL YOU MY SON?!

Dad... plea-

YOU ARE A SINNER! YOU SHALL BE PUNISHED FOR BETRAYING GOD!

Yes, Light was struck by love at first sight, but he was mentally and psychically scarred. The hurtful and homophobic words his father spat at him sunk through his skull and into his mind. The words he heard can never be unheard. They stay in his mind, and remind him that he shall not betray the rules of god, or he will be punished. Tears and blood had fallen that day, along with an 11cm cut on his back. His mother and sister stood and watched as Light was abused. They did nothing; they felt no sympathy for him. Light could feel their stares cut into him; gazing and judging. He could feel all the hatred in that room, and it was horrible. Everything was utterly horrible. He was not loved by who he wanted to truly love; his family. They treated him like a pebble you would kick when walking down the sidewalk, but they would kick the pebble hard. His family would use any excuse to punish Light, and the punishment would always go too far. Yelling and beating, as Light laid on the ground; writhing. He was aware that he can call the police, but he was so mentally scarred that he was afraid his family would find him, and abuse him much worse. Light could not do anything without his family punishing him. All his anger was pent up in his body for far too long, until he broke. His mental state shattered as is mind filled up with psychotic thoughts. He wanted to them to scream for help and their tears ran down their face; mixing with the pool of blood around them. He was craving to see their blood gush out of them; splattering on his face. He desired to kill them; and he did as he wished. Light couldn't stop laughing when he saw his mother and sisters terrified expressions, as he played around with his father's blood. His blood was splattered along Lights body, like he desired. Everyone was crying, and yelling, like he wished. Light was filled with joy as he gazed among three dead bodies that had their stomachs cut open and their detached limbs scattered around them. His psychotic high died down, as he started to realize what he has done. Light...Murdered his family, in such a horrible way. What kind of demon dwelled inside of him that made Light do such a sinful act? Was it a blood craving demon? Or was it Lights... True self? Light dropped to his knees with his bloody palms pushing into his eyes. He wanted this to be a nightmare; he wanted to love his family, not kill them, but Light knew that this was reality. The cruel, reality that he had caused for himself. Light could not remember much after that scenario, but it ended up with him sitting in an alleyway; terrified by everything he had done, and Watari finding him. Light became an orphan that day, and only he knows the reason why.

Lol, I promise the next chapter will at least be over 3k XD