A/N: And this is where you're going to have to bear with me, I have nothing written after this chapter, i found the document and stretched it into four chapters adding a thing here or there but that's about it, I'm trying my hardest to get a new chapter going but I hold no promises. Thanks for the reviews!
2 years later
Katie stood at the door waving her mom and step dad off to a date they were having, she was in pajama and a big comfy sweatshirt jacket, wanting nothing more than curl up on the couch and watch a movie. Greg couldn't come because him and Sara were going to the movies, a weekly ritual they had since started to date over two and a half years ago.
She and really wondered if going away was really a good thing. True she had gotten over Nick even dated some gaining experience.
Her movie had just started when someone knocked on the door, maybe Sara and Greg had felt sorry for her and decided that just once they could watch a movie with her
"And pigs can fly" she said as she opened the door
"I didn't know that" Nick leaned on the door jamb
"What are you doing here?" she really didn't think she could deal with him right now, the emotions that she tried to push down two years ago came flooding back again sand she'd never felt more vulnerable.
"I'm looking for your sister"
"She's not here, and hasn't been for the last year"
"Ya I know it was an excuse to see you"
"Did you really need one?"
"No I guess not" she crossed her arms reading to shut the door in his face if necessary
"I was packing up some stuff and I found this" he held out a Cd.
"Okay what am I supposed to do with it?"
"I made if for you awhile back and just got the courage to give it to you" she took it and instantly recognized his writing
"Thank you anything else?"
"No that was it"
"I'll be sure to listen to it, good seeing you again" she shut the door in his face, she made sure he left before she began playing the Cd, she didn't think of him as listening to some of these songs but she did.
She closed her door, and preceded to put on the Cd, she opened the case a note was attached. His neat chicken scratch almost filled the whole page.
"I know this is a little late and you've been gone for months now, but I cant sleep until I at least attempt to try and show you my feelings, if I had any kind of music talent I would sing these but I don't, and I would be too nervous to sing. And yes I do know theirs only eleven songs on this Cd, which you would call a waste but these are the ones that fit best.
I know when I see you tonight, yes I said tonight cause I'm writing this in my car, I kept putting off writing this letter, should have done it before but too chicken too. And for the longest time all I had was the first paragraph that is outdated now, but you should know what I was trying to get at back then.
Two years have gone by and somehow when I look at you tonight it will be like nothings ever changed, you will still be the person that I truly felt something for, I'm not sure if they will change over time but I know as of now they haven't.
The first song, I thought of was Everywhere because at the start when my feelings for you changed from my girlfriends kid's sister to someone I wanted to see more of. You were everywhere, I saw you everywhere I went. But I didn't know why. At times I even swore that I could hear your voice just whispering my name like you used to whenever I walked through the door unexpected.
The second She Will Be Loved because I know how much you like the acoustic version, and I want you to know that you will be loved by me. And somehow I still want you as much as I did that day on the street when we first kissed.
The third for your many personalities which makes you more you, someone I fell in love with. This may sound corny but its true I know that now, sure there have been other just like you but no one has held a candle to you. So you're every woman to me.
Back at One is my game plan, just got to make you see that. Have your feelings changed for me? I hope not. You can count on falling in love with me because I am confident enough, by now you're saying I'm arrogant but I know I am, comes from my dad I guess.
Had some time to think and I've come to the realization, what the hell has happened, I don't know who I am anymore, you've turned me into something I never thought I could be, still deciding if I like it or not, its fun but I wonder if others are starting to catch on. Trip.
I don't recall how many times I picked up the phone to call you, but somehow the phone always found its way back to the cradle. Broken. So I kept staring at the picture, your sister gave me, the one of you two on her birthday. I think that's when my feelings started to change.
I was going to write a letter and explain how I feel but I think this explains it better. That's how it Feels. Running out of things to say, and getting really nervous now that I'm almost done, your parents have left ten minutes ago. I saw them leave.
I know your doubting if we should be together or not, but what have we got to loose.? I Swear that I would never hurt you. I've waited too long for this. So take all the time you need to decide.
This song Work begs you to let me have a chance, just go with the flow, because I don't know if I could handle you not saying yes.
Let Me Be The One is an attempt to ask you to be with me. I hate to admit but when you asked me if you were the one to make my heart race and my body shake you were, I was scared to death not knowing what the hell was going on but I finally figured it out.
Love Nick"
She listened to the Cd twice , thinking of how sweet it was for him to put his heart on his sleeve, open up till she saw everything good or bad. So she did something she didn't think she would do, she called him up
"Wanna watch a movie with me?"
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"What made you change your mind?" He asked settling himself on the couch, waiting for her to sit next to him. She had freshly showered, her hair still damp, he wondered what it would smell like.
"You only live once" She reached up and kissed him, his heart swelled so much that he put both his arms around her and dragged her to astride him. Running his hands inside her shirt, he felt her silky smooth skin yearning for his touch.
