CHAPTER 4
Disclaimer: I only own the rights to the original characters I do not own any of the Sons of Anarchy characters
This Chapter has taken me awhile to write I'm sorry about that but I got a new job so I have been busy but I hope you like it.
Warning graphic parts towards the end.
Two weeks had passed and Natalie was coping with all the information Tara gave her she just decided to give up on a dream of a perfect life the one that came with a husband and kids she knew a guy would never want her she was damages goods and even better one that couldn't reproduce she was a total failure of a woman in her eyes.
Natalie rolled over facing the door to her room after she heard a knock "come in"
Happy opened the door and walked over to the bed looking down at her, well were going for the comfy look I guess, he thought even thought she was laying in bed with her hair in a messy bun high on top her head baggy sweatpants and a t shirt that was four times too big she was still beautiful.
"Being a bum again today I see" he said with a soft laugh.
"Nothing better to do might as well be comfortable" she said sitting up against her headboard.
"look Natalie, I'm not a guy that is good with words, I don't know how to comfort or be the sweet touchy feely guy and I can't even begin to know or understand what you're going through but I do know I like you and all I want to do is make you understand that it will be ok, your incredibly beautiful and sweet and for some reason that I haven't even figured out I feel something for you that I haven't felt for a girl before".
For the first time in a while Happy saw a small smile form on Natalie's lips.
"I really like you Happy, you make me feel safe and your wrong you do know how to comfort, you have comforted me so much since I met you and I don't really expect a touchy feely guy I have never gotten that from a guy before it's not something I think I will ever expect I just don't want to hurt anymore"
Happy lifts his hand to put a piece of her hair behind her ear.
"Baby you deserve a guy to be sweet to you and I will do my best to make sure you're never hurt again"
Natalie smiles and leans in and places a soft kiss on Happy's lips pulling back she blushes still shy and not knowing how to act around this tough biker.
"Baby I love your kisses they light something in me that makes me want to go crazy with you, I know you aren't ready for a lot of things but I just want to make you feel good, can you trust me enough to let me do that"
Unsure of exactly what Happy means she nervously nods her head staring intently at him.
Happy shifts closer to Natalie on the bed and slides his hand across her cheek and into her hair pulling her up to meet his lips slowly and lightly placing multiple little kisses from her mouth to her cheek and down her neck.
Natalie lets out a little moan not sure of what she is feeling but enjoys his touch.
"I won't do anything you don't want me to sweetheart if you want me to stop just say the words" he whispers against her neck.
Slowly he continues his softs kisses down to her collar bone and nibbles slightly in that spot earning another moan from her lips. His hand slides down the side of her body to come to a rest on her hip gently squeezing.
He moves his kisses from her collar bone back to the base of her neck and up to her ear, meanwhile his hand has now ventured to the hem of her baggy t shirt slightly rubbing the soft skin underneath.
He reaches her lips again and this time attacks her mouth with his sliding his tongue timidly into her mouth not wanting to push too fast.
His hand moves up now fully under her shirt running his fingers across her flat stomach feeling the toned muscles tense under his hand.
"Baby you are so damn sexy, relax for me just feel good" he says moving his hand higher now feeling the swell of her breasts.
As his hand comes into its first contact with her breasts he hears a sharp intake of air from Natalie and a slight resistance from her lips the start of a panic.
"Its ok baby I'm not going to hurt you, trust me remember" he quietly says feeling her start to relax.
Happy continues his exploration under her shirt gently grabbing and squeeze her breast then finds one of her nipples and flicks his finger a crossed it getting a louder moan from her.
Natalie try's her hardest to trust him she slowly relaxes pushing all the thoughts out her head as she feels the slight pressure of him laying her down to the pillows still kissing him and feeling his hands run across her skin.
Happy's hand moves down to the hem of her shirt and pulls it up and over her head finally seeing her sexy body underneath.
Her first instinct is to cover herself up but Happy pulls her hands to the side looking from her body to her face. "Don't shy away baby, your beautiful"
He kisses down her neck again but this time moving further down to her chest placing kisses between her breasts and reaches her nipple taking it into his mouth. He gets a rewarding moan out of Natalie and shows the same attack to her other nipple. He moves his hand down her ribs and across her stomach running his finger under the waistband of her sweatpants sliding them down her hips.
Looking up watching her reaction he sees her head arched back and eyes closed, he can't keep the small smile off his lips seeing her totally relaxed for the first time.
His eyes continue down seeing her bare chest and down her toned stomach to her pink cotton boy shorts he just uncovered. His hand trails up her leg softly rubbing and squeezing her silky skin causing Goosebumps to form he reaches her thighs and moves his body back up to lay next to her using his other hand to move her face to look at him.
"Open your eyes baby, I want you to see it's me making you feel good"
As her eyes open staring into his he attacks her lips giving her the most forceful kiss yet, swallowing the gasp from her as his hand finally reaches his destination cupping her over her panties.
"Happy" Natalie moans her back arching off the bed.
"Feel good baby" he says softly rubbing her.
Happy moves a finger over hooking it in the side of her panties to moves them aside and that's when he reaches her boundary.
"No, stop please" she whimpers out
He retracts his finger quick like as if he had just been burnt.
"Ok baby, I won't go further, just relax, I'll stay right where I was, ok"
The flash of fear that hit her beautiful eyes stabs him in the heart but he remains on top of her panties rubbing to get her back to the relaxed state.
Natalie nods and accepts his lips in another forceful kiss that along with his hand rubbing her gets her relaxed again.
He continued his motions till he could tell she was close. "You feel good baby" he says adding another kiss to her already swollen lips.
"Yes, please don't stop Happy, I don't know what I'm feeling but it feels so good please don't stop"
"I'm not stopping sweetheart, just relax and let it happen, cum for me baby" Natalie blushes at his vulgar words.
Happy sees she is about to unravel and latches his lips to hers to swallow her moans as she arches her back and cries out, her toes curling and her hand gripping his arm.
Natalie opens her eyes after finally catching her breath and stares up into the dark orbs of happy looking down at her with a smile on his face "you're so fucking beautiful baby"
Natalie blushes deep red with the realization hitting her of what just happened she rolls her head into his chest trying to hide her slight embarrassment.
"Don't be shy honey" he says with a soft laugh.
He continues his laugh as she tries to conceal a yawn "I think I wore you out"
"Yeah I think you did, I haven't been sleeping good but I feel like I could sleep for a long time after that"
He kisses her lips "why don't you take a little nap while I go help Gemma with a few things and then maybe we can go grab some food later"
"Ok", she says watching Happy stand then laid a kiss on her forehead before walking out of the room.
Sleep comes to her quickly not letting her think too much about what just happened she knew she had just let him in and it made her happy and scared her all at the same time.
