I had another night mare that night. I woke up and realized I was safe with Rein beside me. She opened her eyes.
"Ben? What's wrong?"
"Nothing. It was just a dream."
She sat up and looked at me.
"This has been happening a lot. You can't let the darkness keep clawing at you."
I put my face in my hands.
"It won't leave me alone." I whispered.
She put her arms around me and ran her fingers through my hair.
"I love when you do that."
"What? Run my fingers through your hair?"
"Mhm. It feels good, soothing."
"That's why I do it. I'd do anything for you Ben."
I looked at her.
"Anything?"
She smiled and laid me back so that my head was on her lap. I touched her cheek as she kissed me. She leaned back a few inches.
"You can have whatever you want from me. And believe me, I want you to take me."
I smiled.
"I'll give you anything you want. I'd give you the whole galaxy." I told her.
She smiled.
"All I want is you, Ben Solo."
"You have me. You always will."
She kissed my lips softly. Her hand moved down my chest and stopped between my legs. I groaned as she gently massaged me.
"Oh Rein!"
"Good?"
"Wonderful."
She massaged a little harder and kissed my forehead.
"I know the darkness continues to pull at you. I will never let it take you. I'll be your light."
She kissed my lips again and I slid my tongue into her mouth. She moaned and slid my pants off. I felt her hand on my shaft and strangled the sheets.
"Just relax." She whispered.
She kissed my lips and then I watched her kiss down my chest and abs, then along my shaft. She kissed me before taking me in her mouth.
"R-Rein!"
Her tongue swirled around the tip. She gently worked me with her hand as she moved up and down. She'd never done this to me before, but I hoped she'd do it again. When she stopped I opened my eyes. She straddled me and pulled her shirt over her head. I sat up and kissed her neck. She moaned softly and I bit her gently. She touched and stroked my skin as I kissed everywhere I could reach. I got her pants off and looked into her eyes. I looked down to her breast and swirled my tongue around her nipple. She moaned my name and knotted her fingers in my hair. She leaned back and kissed down my scar.
"Lie down." She said.
I did as she said and she started to move her hips. I grabbed her hips and kept my eyes on her as she moved. When she stopped she nodded. She took me in her hand and then lowered herself onto me. I groaned and enjoyed the feeling as I always did. She laid bother hands on my chest when she started to move. She dropped her mouth to mine and swallowed my moans. I stroked her tongue with mine and then rolled her onto her back. I slammed into her and her nails raked my back.
"Faster Ben!"
I went faster and kissed her neck. I knew she was holding back and I knew what would send her over the edge. I bit down and she cried my name. She clamped down on me and came hard. I slammed into her one more time before letting myself come. I rolled over and pulled her to my chest.
"You're incredible." She said.
I smiled.
"I know."
She smacked me playfully and laughed. I looked over at her and kissed her soft lips. She put her hand on the side of my face and stroked with her thumb.
