AN: I'm sorry I haven't been able to post lately, but I had a camp and then my dog had to get emergency surgery while my family and I were on vacation where there was no service whatsoever.Ugh. But that is no excuse so I am going to post tomorrow. I have an idea of what I'm going to do for chapter 5. I explain it below ↓↓↓↓↓. Hope you enjoy this :)

You can't even fight your own battles?

Shock is an interesting process. There is the type of shock you get when you are dying, struggling for breath, losing too much blood. Shock is usually the step right before death. You slip into shock, you die. Your body can't take the loss of blood flow. Of course there is the type of shock that occurs when physically you are fine, but you are so surprised you are overwhelmed. In this situation though, I felt closer to a step from death than just being overwhelmed.

This is the same way I felt when we were arguing on his birthday, when we just stood staring at each other. Even Angela backed off from her previously threatening position. Cam stood holding of Booth and I by placing her arms in between us as she flicked her eyes in between our staring battle. The lab, usually buzzing with life and interns from different departments speed walking from room, was completely frozen due to our argument. Calling it a loud argument would definitely be an understatement.

Softly now, he says, "I don't know what to say anymore Bones." I look at his angry features while thinking that I don't want anything from him anymore. I guess that works out then. We don't know what we want from each other. I don't know if he even wants anything from me at all.

Cam intervenes by moving her back to me and pushing Booth's shoulders away, causing us to stop staring.

"Stay here, you two," Cam tells Angela and I.

Angela hesitantly taps my shoulders while Cam leads Booth a little further away from me. I watch as Cam talks to him, realizing that I can hear her whisper to Booth. As a cover I turn around and look at the ground while Angela hugs me.

"Seeley, what is going on with you? What happened back there to make you so... so angry? Because the last time you were talking to me about how much loved her."

I can barely hear his response, only making out a few words. "Things...Hannah...I don't know who...am. Something...not...same. I...she's a cold fish."

"Seeley!" Cam shouts. "How can say that? Do you remember that post-operative drink that we had right after your surgery? You asked me if I thought you were different. And I told you that you still were the man with the lion heart. Well right now Seeley, I don't know if you are."

"...not the same. I'm aware," he says. Angela lets me go and I look over my shoulder

"Go talk to her. Before you lose her."

"Camille…"

"Go. Now." She turns him around and he starts to walk towards us.

AN: So I decided that since this chapter is so short and because I haven't posted in a month, I will be posting a chapter TOMORROW. I am thinking of doing something pretty unconventional for the next chapter so bear with me, what do you think about it being a songfic chapter? I've never seen someone do that in a multi-chapter fic and only use the song for 1 chapter. If you like that idea please tell me in the reviews. Or if you don't. I will only make that kind of chapter if you guys like the idea. The song I'm planning on using is Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran. Please review and tell me what you think!