On the way to the hospital Logan didn't ask what happened or why Todd had tried to kill himself even if he was curious. And Kurt said nothing to the older mutant. He sat staring out the window of the passenger seat lost in his own thoughts. He was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn't even notice when Logan pulled into the parking lot of the hospital.

"Hey kid we're here" Logan said causing Kurt to jump in surprise. Kurt looked out the window finally, and noticed that they were indeed at the hospital. Kurt tried to smile but it turned out more like a grimace then a smile. Kurt got out of the car and walked to the front doors of the hospital with Logan following him.

Kurt didn't care that he was all but running down the hospital hallway when him and Logan got off the elevator on the third floor. The third floor was for Intensive care cases, cases of life or death. He also didn't care that he broke into a full out run when he saw Lance pacing back and forth at the end of the hall.

"How is he?" Kurt asked stopping beside Lance when he reached the other teen and Lance turned to face him.

"We don't know, nobody's told us anything yet" Lance replied and Kurt nodded hating the fact that nobody knew if Todd was going to be okay or not. He needed to know about Todd. He felt as if the worry was suffocating him. He couldn't breath and his chest hurt and the tears were constantly threattening to fall. "Come on let's just sit down" Lance added and Kurt nodded, he couldn't talk around the lump in his throat at the moment.

After a half hour of sitting there silently as he relived the moment he saw Todd laying there in a pool of blood Kurt finally couldn't fight back his tears. Kurt put his head in his hands elbows resting on his knees and began to cry. His shoulders shacking and painful sobs escaping his lips. This wasn't fair, none of this was fair. Todd was in danger of dying and there was absolutely nothing he could do. Why did Todd try to kill himself in the fist place? Why did he cut? Why didn't he tell him about him harming himself? How long had he been hiding that secret?

"Fuzzy, you okay?" Pietro asked after a few seconds of listening to Kurt cry and Kurt looked up and him.

"Of course I'm not okay, Todd just tried to kill himself" he shouted.

"Elf calm down" Logan told him, wondering why the kid hadn't said anything about what had happened.

"Vhy did he do it?" Kurt sobbed.

"That's something you'll have to ask him" Lance said. Kurt put his head back in his hands and continued to cry, silently praying Todd lived so he could ask him why he had attempted to kill himself.