Breaking Sam

AU. When Sam was eight years old he was kidnapped and tortured. Will Sam ever escape? Can Dean and John find him? And what is John's connection with Sam's tormentor?

Written By: Olivia Kaged

Disclaimer: I don't own anything; all rights belong to Eric Kripke

Part One: Psychological

Chapter Four: Exploitation Of Phobia


No, no make them go away. It was just like Dean leaving him in Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie. There were so many clowns, with stupid smiles and creepy shoes. Sam curled up in the corner and shut us tight. Tears and begging didn't work; Lucifer had allowed the clowns to stay.

Sam didn't know why Lucifer was so mean to him; it must be because of what I let my teacher do Sam thought. I was bad.

"Pl-plea-please." Sam begged Lucifer once more. Tears were sliding down his face and he was covered in sweat from being so scared.

"Sam, stop asking, the answer will stay the same." Lucifer said.

"M-m-m'scared." Sam cried and could feel something wet between his legs. Sam covered his face with his arms ashamed; he could not believe that he had wet himself.

One of the clowns reached forward and touched Sam's shoulder. Sam went into his hysterics and started kicking and trying to wiggle away from the clown. Sam could hear Lucifer laughing at him but he didn't care. He just wanted to go home to Dean now, just wanted to get away from the clowns.

"Pl-plea-please." Sam begged again. He could feel himself wetting himself for the second time. He was embarrassed and scared.

"Should have thought about that before you let a teacher do bad things to you." Lucifer said.

"M'sorry, m'sorry, m'sorry." Sam begged crying fresh tears.