Disclaimer: Fanfiction! What do people not get about this? If I am writing a fanfiction, then I am only a fan, not the owner.
I woke up still feeling nothing. But, all this hitting over the head made me remember something. A feeling I had had when I was younger. Before Mother betrayed me. Before she stole my chakra to be stronger in Father's eyes. I remember pain, remember sadness. I can remember the moment I was born. But never happiness. Not since I was born have I felt happiness. And then, it all went wrong.
Flashback
I opened my eyes to a room full of people. One was looking over me, frowning, looking as though she wanted to break my neck. She had long black hair, and white eyes. The rest of the people frowned at me as well. I didn't like it, so I started to cry.
Skip to when Hinata is 4.
I looked up at my mother, waiting for her to say something to me. We were alone, and I was scared of the way she looked at me. Normally, she pretended to like me, even though really she didn't. But now, there was a look of pure hatred in her eyes. I had just surprised my father by wounding him, and he was very proud of me. Even my older cousin couldn't do that yet. But I was ashamed of it, because Neji looked at me, scared that I would replace him as the genius. And now, I was sure that Mother was going to hurt me because of that.
"Well, Hinata, it looks like you are ready for the jutsu."
"What jutsu, mother?"
"The one that makes a connection between us. An unbreakable connection. One that will keep a steady supply of chakra from you flowing into me!" Then she started making complicated hand signs. I couldn't move. Then, a wave of fatigue hit me, and I blacked out. When I woke up, I couldn't feel a thing. Not pain, not sadness. I never experienced happiness.
End flashback
I had been 4 when my mother turned on me. I want to hate her, but no feeling would come to me. I was a disgrace to the family from the minute I was born. That connection between me and my mother lasted until she died. Every moment she was stealing chakra from me. But some thing had gone wrong with the jutsu, so I was damaged.
"Hinata-sama, I know you are awake. Open your eyes. Let me see that you are better." Neji was not requesting this, he was demanding it. I didn't care. I opened my eyes, just so he would know that nothing had changed. He was once again shocked by the look in my eyes, but hid it because the Rookie Nine and the rest of his team were there. They all looked shocked by the look in my eyes.
"Hinata, what happened? Why do you look like this? Did someone hurt you?" A wave of questions overtook me. I thought about what I should be feeling right now. I always do that. It is just a reflex. I should be feeling overwhelmed.
"Hinata-sama has not spoken since 2:00 on the day of her suicide attempt." Neji stated calmly, but he was freaking out inside. I knew this because I had studied the thing I could not have for so long. If someone gave even the slightest clue, then I would know what they were feeling.
"Hinata-chan, please talk. We need to know what happened." That was Tenten, who had believed she was my friend, and believed that she knew everything about me.
I couldn't decide. Speak, and freak them out with my emotionless voice, or stay silent and worry them to death?
A/N: Well, which should she do?
