Ok this is The reactions about James, then I'll update either next Friday or Wednesday.
Hic
Anxiety. That one word. The horrible word. It hurt so much to know that James had to go through that, I just wanted to pound my guitar into a wall! I might not be as famous as Lucy Stone yet,but I still had a mind like her. Heck, I even had hair like her. I wanted something though, there was something missing, I never told him that I loved him. I meant it when I said that I didn't want to go out with someone that didn't care about others feelings, but it didn't mean I didn't like him in that way anymore. He had told me he wanted me to be his. Then I yelled at him. I was home now, after running out of the hospital and getting in a taxi before Carlos and Kendall could stop me. Ten calls and twelve messages, from all four of them, even one text from Katie. I didn't even look at them, I had no interest. I went to the media room and turned on the news, just in time to see a story about James, wow news travels fast.
Katie
Everything was just falling apart, Hic was gone, Logan was pale and seemed to be scared of his shadow, even Kendall was crying. Mom said I could leave if I wanted to, but I told her I was fine and cuddled in James lap instead. I knew that if we just got through with this, then we would be able to get closer. Sure we were always close, but this would be different. We would be even more close, before it was like a squished sandwich, we didn't have privacy if we needed or wanted it, but I knew that now we wouldn't care, because we really were family. We just had to pull through.
Kendall
I couldn't believe this, it had to be a mistake, the only thing I knew James ever worried about was his hair and how long 'till he ran out of a months supply of Cuda products, which was once a week on Sundays. It's always Sundays. I felt really bad that I had yelled at him earlier about getting tan spray on my green beanie, he must have gotten so worried about what I was going to say, or yell for that matter.
Carlos
I don't understand, what's with this? I know James has anxiety and it gets you worried about something but, don't we all have it? Logan will explain to me later. I guess I shouldn't yell as much. I'm gonna have some trouble with that.
Logan
I'm glad James will be ok, but I hate myself that I didn't see the signs. I wanted to be a doctor, that's pathetic because I couldn't even diagnose a simple anxiety. I needed to get back on track,Hit the books more. I really didn't need to be a screw-up like my dad.
James
Anxiety. I'm surprised but I have been worrying a lot lately . Logan kept getting calls and threatening texts from him that he never replied to, the scariest one was sent this morning-I'm coming for you Logan. He would never touch my Logie!
ok I'll update soon :D
