CPV
"What are you doing here? Are you stalking me now?" I asked miserably through my tears trying to wipe them away. I couldn't stand him seeing me like this.
"Well, I was passing through and I saw a crying girl, and I thought hey what an easy pick up. So I came in. But yes I am stalking you," hahaha he's so funny.
"Stop it, be serious. Why are you here?" I had stopped crying now because I was so angry.
"I'm stalking my baby sister as I said before," and then he gave me that smile the one that shattered my heart and made me wish with every fiber of my body that he wasn't my brother. Then he could hold me and kiss me, and it wouldn't be wrong. With that I started breaking down again.
"I need to go Jace," and then I started running, but of course he ran after me.
"Clary. Stop. Tell me what happened. Is it something with Jocelyn, or….."
"She has nothing to do with this!" I just wanted him to leave.
"Then what Clary! I can't stand seeing you this miserable! I just need to know what happened so I can make it better!"
"You can't make it better! You can't fix everything!"
"Well, I can sure as hell try!"
"You can't control what people want! You can't control how they feel!"
In a softer voice he said,"What happened Clary? Just let me help you," Dang it. He stopped me in my tracks with that tone.
"It's it's Simon. He he doesn't want to be friends anymore," With that I crawled into his arms and cried for what seemed like hours. He just held me and murmured that everything would be okay, but I knew I would always miss him. Simon was my best friend, but now my support, the person that knew me the best and loved me unconditionally was gone.
