Hey guys this chapter actually a little longer then the others, but I just couldn't stop writing this one for some reason. okay so i don't know if you guys actually like this story or not, only the poelpe that have review have told me its good, so i hope it is...oh and please forgive me on the GRAMMER, i've trying to edit this damn chapter for 2 days now and it want save properly, so i am so sorry about the grammer... Anyway I hope you like it, and please review.
Elena walked a little ahead of me, while I stayed close behind for awhile. I had excpected this to go on for awhile longer, but she turned and waited for me to catch up to her.
"you can walk along side me you know…"
"I didn't want stefan or damon to get jealouse." I teased, nudging passed her as we walked to the grill. It was then that I felt his eyes on me. It was something that I was use too. I didn't look around to see where he was, but I turned to smile at elena.
"so does jeremy know about vampires or Is he still out of the loop."
I was desperatly trying to ignore the eyes that I could feel on me, but it was very difficult it seemed. Even as elena spoke of her brother and jenna my mind was still focused some where else, damn him.
"oh elena!"
We turned at the call of her name to see jenna and elijah walking towards us. Jenna held a ton of maps in her arms, but my eyes landed straight on elijah who only watched me then elena, as if examineing. I huffed, he'd probably think is sucked her dry or something. He smirked at my expression, oh he was so in trouble later.
"oh hi jenna, hello elijah." I could hear the bitter tone in elena voice, but I did nothing to stop her.
"hello elena, sylara." He nodded towards me.
"he sweety I thought you were hanging with stefan today?" jenna asked as she placed her maps secerly around her other arm.
"I was aunt jenna, but my friend sylara wanted to hang out…"
"its nice to meet you again jenna.." I smiled, recalling meeting her last night. But sheepishly smiled at elijah recalling the other events that had happened last night. His eyes moved up and down my body, like a predator.
"nice to meet you again, elena how do you know…?" I interupted her.
"actually I met her a few days ago and she was just showing me around, she tells me that the grills the best place to meet people."
I pushed my hair behind my ear to reveal the nape of my neck, elijahs favorite spot to bite. I smirked, watching his eyes move to that spot.
"yes it is, we were actually getting lunch." Jenna smiled back at elijah who nodded in agreement.
"ladies first" was all he said opening the door for us. elena and jenna moved in first while I moved nexted but paused as elijah pulled me back against him.
"be on your guard…"
Turning in his grip I glanced up at the taller man letting my lips brush against his chin. I knew better then to display affection in public. Unlike me elijah dispised public display of affection. I could remember a time when I was the one who couldn't and wouldn't display affection while he was all hands on.
"love…" I pressed my self closure to him, letting my hands slowly creep up his thigh while I nipped at his chin. feeling him shiver against me once my hand slowly gripped him then released him once again. "oh I'm defently on my guard…"
I quickly moved away just as elena and jenna turned to see where we had dissappered to. Without looking back I moved to the booth to sit at the far end while jenna sat opposite me.
"um actually I think bonnie and jeremy are waiting for me…I'll be right back." I kept my eyes on elena and jeremy before I felt elijah move to sit next to me. Oh I was so in trouble.
"so elijah tells me you're a college graduate…" jenna asked placeing her maps down before moving to take a sip of her water. Actually now that I thought about it, I had five different degrees in criminology, and history, but I wouldn't tell her that.
"yes I studied ancient history of founding families from the 17th century and on, got my AA first now just working on the rest."
I smiled, glancing back at elijah who was looking back from me to jenna, but I could tell he was trying to fight back something.
"you've got an excellent teacher, elijah knows a lot about founding familes…"
"yes he does…." I wispered placing my hand in his, to entangel them. he only complied by squeezing them gently. It was then that I noticed something else, alaric was watching us closley.
"I think me and elijah are going to get a drink while…" jennas brows pushed together at my words before she look up and sighed. Elijah nodded, not even looking away as he stood and took me toward the bar. Jenna and alaric were currently having a lovers tiff so it was better that we got out of the way.
"two shots please…"
"you shouldn't drink, its bad for you." Elijah wispered hotly into my ear. His hand move to my hip while the other moved to rest in-between my thighs. Long ago I had learned to ignore his touch, but it was getting very difficult espically when his hand was beginng to inch up more.
"I need it…" I wispered into his ear letting one of my hands move up his chest to the nape of his neck. To humans eyes it looked like two couples flirting and giggling into eachothers ear, but it wasn't. to us we were burning for the other, our sexual desires burning off of us like heat waves.
"sylara.." he growled feeling my hand move to his covered length. Oh yeah I was winning this one.
"elijah…" I teased moveing back so that I was now looking at him. If I had continued with my actions I would end up pinned ontop of a table no matter if everyone was watching.
"we should continue this later…." He wispered titling his head to the side. I glanced behind him to see elena and a man standing next to her. he was slightly taller but taking note to his light brown hair, stefan.
I pushed my lips out only making him chuckle at my pouting questure. But I only moved in once more to kiss him fully letting my hand grip firmly into his brown locks. His tounge roughly entering my mouth claiming domanice on my own. His tounge brushing against my fangs purposly knowing that I was craving for blood right now.
"damn it elijah.." I growled pullling him closure, wanting to hook my hips around him to feel every muscle of his move with me as he pounded into my body.
"hmm be patient sylara…" he wispered biting my lip before pulling away completely from my body.
"now go do as your told." He growled pulling slightly at my hair, moving back toward jenna who was speaking to alaric at the moment. I rolled my eyes before turning back to him.
"I never do what im told…" he only smirked back at me before returning to jenna.
I sighed knowing that I was to sexually overwhelmed to even want to think of anything else but to take him home and have my way with him.
"hmm oh boy…"
I could remember when I was barely getting to know elijah in the beginning and how I was the one that hated showing physcial affection to someone unless I was married to them. abviously I got over it, but the memory was still there. There had been a reason behind it though, a reason why I kept away and pushed him away.
1790- new york
"the play was amazing, don't you agree.." I smiled up at elijah noticeing his gaze had yet to leave mine. It had been a few months since elijah had started courting me and I had loved every minute of it. no one, not even my family could understand how I was feeling now. It may have ony been a few months but it felt like years
"I was a little distracted.." he teased letting his lips trace along my neck, careful not to catch the eyes of other. I pulled away giving him a slight glare.
"I think, kind sir, that you should get the carriage before my mother throws a fit." I teased slightly pushing him away from me. He knew how I felt about showing affection, but I was glad he didn't push the matter other then a few touches here and there.
"your such a tease…" he wispered huskily against my hair tacing his fingertips along my collar bone. He always had a way of making me feel like I was helpless in his embrace no matter what I did.
Wow the forever seemingly cold like man had a soft side about him, who knew. I laughed at the thought as I looked to my side to see elijah speaking to our escourt.
"hmm…aah."
I glanced behind me at the sound of a woman. But the sound seemed muffled for some reason. It seemed to have been coming from behind a side wall some where. Without thinking I glanced from behind another carriage. My eyes widening at the scene before me
"aaahh..yes yes!"
My cheeks reddened as I watched a man thrusting his waist against a woman, her dress ridden high above her. he was panting and gasping for air as he frantically moved his hips agaisnt the womans while she continued to buck her hips forwards.
"oh gawd more, more!" the woman screamed in sheer pleasure pushing him away enough to turn around so that her breast pressed against the wall, the man only chuckling to himself before he pushed her dress up once more to reveal the rump underneath.
My lips parted as I watched his hands wrap around himself before pressing himself once more into the woman. She moaned in delight before he began to slam himself into her.
"oh yes!"
I had read many books about sexual intercourse even read books that showed pictures, but I had never experienced or seen it before. My body began to heat up as I watched him move against her. the image of elijah behind my body came to my thoughts.
"sylara.." I gasped at the voice behind me spoke.
"elijah don't do that!" I yelled my thoughts coming back to me as I looked up at him, but his eyes looked behind me. I felt asshamed for staring but now all I wanted to do was to return to my home and forget what I had saw.
"I'm sorry" I shyly wispered as I pressed my hands to cover my face, feeling so embarrased that I hadn't looked away or yelled at them for what they were doing. It felt like hours before I felt him pull my hands away from my face to only look up at him.
Elijahs eyes moved from the scene behind me to actually staring down at me. But I dared not stare long as I looked back toward the carriage.
"shall we go then.." I murmered moving to take his arm so that he could lead me toward the carriage. I would forget, I didn't need such reckless thoughts in my head.
It wasn't long before I found myself at my home with elijah walking me to my door. The ride had been queit with his hand still wrapped around mine, but his eyes never watched me or even looked at me. I could feel the heat returning to my body as I recalled the two in the alley but I shook my head of the thoughts as I pushed open the door to see nothing but darkness.
"amielia must still be out…."
I could see the outline of elijah as he moved to the living room to light a few candels. It always amazed me how easily he could find his way through the dark.
"I think this is for you…?"
Elijah stated handing me an envolpe that read my name with father and mother signature waxed onto the edges. Without much effort I opened the seal to pull out a hand written leather that belonged to my mother.
"it says that she and my father went out for the evening and would not return till tomorrow morning, my sister was escourted by my brother to meet with a new suitor this evening so to not expect her anytime soon."
The note bothered me still, but I dared not questioned as I turned to see elijah place firewood inside the fireplace staking them one by one.
"your such a handy man, elijah." I luaghed trying to start the mood right once more, but he niether smilled nor turned toward me. Was he still think of the couple or how I didn't turn away. The lights of the fire beaming along his form
"I'm sorry.." I wispered weakly, I could feel the tears wanting to come once more. I had made him angery and yet I was ashamed of myself for what I had witnessed. "I did not mean to offended you good sir…"
Apart of me want to run and highed from embarrassment, but I couldn't and yet I wouldn't run away as I felt a deeper part of me becoming angrey with him.
"but intercourse is something natural that happens in our society." I stated boldly watching as he moved to sit up once more. "I'm surprise even with you that you haven't jumped me yet in an alley …."
I had really stepped over the boundry this time, for elijah no longer stood with his back toward me but in front of me, his breath tickleing my cheeks. My breath hitched in my throat.
"elijah i.."
"is that what you want…" pressing my brows together in confussion to his question I moved to take a step back but he only pulled me closure to him.
"elijah what are you…" but I froze as I felt his free hand move to cup the nape of my neck pressing against the beating pulse underneath. His lips still close to mine.
"me to jump you…"
Biting back a moan as his hand move to press me more against him. I tilted my head to the side only to feel his lips trace over the sensitive skin.
"tell me…"
"elijah…!" I tried to pull away noticing that we were standing in my fathers house. But I gasped as his hand roughly gripped my arm. My eyes meeting his to only see them change a strange color.
"your…eyes?" apart of me told me to be afraid, to run away, but the part of me that was falling in love with him was also curiouse.
It was then that his lips were pressed to mine. The kiss was soft, softer then what I would have expected from this man, but it soon turned forceful and rough as if the kiss was painful for him to endure.
"elij..!" I gasped as I was suddenly pressed down ontop of the carpet a blanket placed under me while elijah held me close to him, his body towering over me. It seemed like moments before I watched him move once more, it was like he was fighting with himself on something.
"I could break you if I so desired…sylara" he wispered huskely against my lips while I watched him intently. His words confused me deeply. Something continued to pass over his eyes, were they always a red color.
"you can't break something that's already broken…" I panted feeling his hands move to my thigh while the other held his weight off me. Apart of me want to hide from him but the other wanted desperatly to know more about what hid behind those dark brown reddish eyes. To even let him know about my own hidden scars.
Moving slowly I found myself moving forward to press my lips against his once more but this time it felt needed. Desire and lust, words that I read along the images of my books of a man and woman embraced like this. It was something I never thought I would experience until my wedding night. But the pull and desire I felt for elijah was completely different.
"your not broken my dear…." He wispered aginst my lips before moving to my neck. I arched my neck as his tonge licked and niped at the flesh.
"this body can be broken…sylara"I moaned at the feeling of his hand moving up my dress, agaisnt my panty line, god what was he doing to me.
I shivered as he slowly pulled the fabric away exposing my flesh to him.
"but its your soul that can't be broken…" his mouth moving to my collar bone. His words were seriouse as he spoke to me but my mind was wavering between pleasure and my own sanity.
Never experiencing this before I placed my hands next to my head, unsure of what to do with them. I could feel him smirk against me.
"maybe it can…" I wispered, but I quickly closed my eyes not wanting to let him see my fear. I was afraid of only one thing at the moment, but it was something I didn't even want to admit to myself.
Feeling nothing move for a moment only the heat of the fire from the fireplace blazing on my skin could be felt.
"aaaahh!" I gasped at the feeling of his fingertips brushing against my folds, his hand moving in a cericular motion.
"wait!...sto..aapahh" I tried to push him away but something was happening to me. With each stroke of his fingertips my body reacted to him, my hips moving against his hands.
"do you wish for me to stop…" his voice teased as his lips traced over my breast line. Pleasure runing up my spine with each touch. I had never let a man touch me like this.
I had known suitors for months and pushed them away immediately when they tried to force themselve on me, so why was it different with elijah. Why was I not afraid that he was touching me in places I myself never touched, espically like this.
"i..i'm not…aaahh" I arched my back instinctvely into him, gasping as his fingertips rubbed agaisnt my entrance.
"or do you want me…" he wispered against my neck, sucking softly on the skin so as not to leave a mark. " to play with you a little more."
I didn't have time to react as one finger entered my body while his thumb continued to stroke me. My hands moved to his shoulders gripping tightly at the fabric as if it were my life line.
"look at me sylara." I opened my eyes to see him watching me intently as he cotinued to move his finger inside me. I had no idea what I was doing or what he was doing to me all I knew was that I could feel something building, something but I couldn't understand it.
"elijah…whaaat.." I gasped at him adding another finger, my walls moving to adjust to the intrustion.
"spread your legs.." he growled making it sound like a command. I didn't understand, but I did as I was told, letting my legs spread. I gasped at how much more room he as he began to spread his fingers inside of me. He began to move faster, pushing them in and out of my entrance, my hips finally moving with the pace he had set.
"ahhh" I had never felt this feeling before, my mind becoming light headed from the pleasure I was feeling. I was almost there, where he was taking me I was almost there.
"I'm …elijah!, I'm"
"come for me syslara." He growled against my throat biting my neck but not to break the skin. He moved even faster inside me hitting exactly at the spot.
"elijah!" I yelled at the top of my lungs feeling something explode deep inside that scent waves of pleasure from my spine all the way down to my toes. My hips wouldn't stop moving even as he removed his fingertips.
"very good." He growled watching me intently as if examining his prey before jumping it. I couldn't breathe or even move. From what I read in book, I had experienced my first orgasm.
It wasn't until I heard him chuckle did I finally regain myself. I felt so embarrassed that I wanted to cover myself by elijah kept himself above me, his expresion turning seriouse.
"be still.."
I wastched intently as he moved his hand over the corset like part of my dress tracing his fingertips along the ribbion that held it in place. It wasn't until he began to untie it did I realize what he was doing.
"elijah…" I wanted him desperatly but apart of me was afraid to do this, but I didn't know why. Elijah was the type of man I had been looking for, a man who would stay by my side and protect me form all the evil that I had known. "I'm not….sur."
But he quickly silence me with his lips. Why was it I could barely get a word in. my lips moved with his in sync feeling the fabric of the dress pull open.
"you look lovely…" he wispered against me before kissing me hard once more. My tounge playing with his until he dominated the kiss. I wasn't afraid, instead I was thrilled to feel him above me, touching me, kissing me.
I moaned against him, feeling the fabric loosen around me only leaving me in the undershirt that a wore under the dress. I tilted my head to the side as he kissed his way from the pulse on my neck to the valley of my breast then down more. His hands moving to push the shirt up to reveal my tone belly, it was then that my eyes opened to the reality of everything.
"no don't!" I immediately pulled down my shirt as I felt his eyes wonder from my body back to my eyes. He had seen something that I had never planned anyone to see, I was even asshamed of what he was seeing.
"I'm sorry…" I moaned as the tears ran down my face.
There were black and red brusing around my rib cage with a few bruises along my belly lines. The brusies were from fists, but I dared not tell him that. There was a long scare that moved from the side of my belly to my back.
I didn't even turn to face him, only placing my hands over my eyes. This man would leave me now, knowing that I was damgaged.
"I guess you were wrong, It can be broken…." I wispered more to myself then anything. We waited in silence for a long time, but I soon winced as he moved my hand from my eyes.
"look at me." His voice was demanding, but I couldn't not after what he saw. I gasped at the hand that moved to my shirt once more, but pushed them away trying to stop him from seeing.
"sylara.."
"sylara…" I jumped at the call of my name to see elena waving at me, stefan was no where to be seen, but I already knew where he was.
"hey elena did you finish playing pool with stefan..?
"um yeah, he left awhile ago…" I could tell she was trying to cover his tracks, but I wasn't buying it. unfortuanitly I had to act like I did.
"oh that just leaves me and you then…"
"your not leaving with elijah.." her eyes looking back towards jenna and elijah who were now leaving with alaric. I didn't want to look, it would be to painful.
"nope, like I said I'm here to watch over you elena." I smiled "he's a big boy he can take care of himself."
Elena laughed at me before turning to her friends once more to continue her game of pole with bonnie and jeremy.
The memory of that night had forever haunted me as a human. After that night I had thought elijah would have left me to suffer, but he hadn't. he'd wanted me to tell him of my abuser but I dared not too.
I wraped my arms around his neck as he carried me up to my room, my face burried into his neck so that I could not look up into his disapproving eyes. He had stopped his assualt on my body but instead of leaving me infront of the fireplace he had scooped me up and carried me up the stairs, bridal style.
"are you hurt anywhere else.."
Apart of me winced at the sound of his voice, how strained it was not to yell. I only shook my head not wanting him to see where my true scares were. I had worked all my life to cover the bruising and scars from the worlds eyes, but one night had shown me that I couldn't keep them covered. I only hoped I wouldn't have to show him more.
"ah!" I gasped as he threw me on my bed. "elijah you don't have to be…"
He was above me once more his eyes turning back to a reddish color once more, but I ignored them as I felt his hands move back to my shirt trying to pull it up.
"no…!"
I didn't want him to see. Desperatly trying to push him off and move away, but he was a lot stronger then I was. He only pulled me against him to stop my hands while he worked to pull the back part of my dress off. I knew elijah was not trying to see my body for his own pleasures but I still did not wish for him to see.
"I can smell it…"
I didn't know what he was talking about but I could feel the bandages re adjust on my back as he roughly pulled the back up more. in my last resort I pulled his shirt back , I had pulled at the shirt earlier, but now his neck was revealed to me and without a secound though I bit him.
"…sylara.."
His hands had stopped what they were doing, but I didn't pull away. My teeth were not sharp at all but I knew I had broken a little skin, tasting the iron from the blood. I had resaulted to a low level peasent who resaulted in using her mouth to fight back. elijah only ran his fingertips up my back.
I pulled back pushing at his chest as hard as I could, feeling his fingertips run along the scars on my back, tears streaming down my cheeks. The fresh cuts covering over the old.
"I'll…I'll bite you again." I gasped as his hand pressed against the new cuts. Elijah only pushed me down on the mattress once more.
"go ahead." He growled before ripping my shirt completely off me. Instinctivly I wrapped my arms around myself. He had never done anything like this before, the man that I thought I knew was showing who he really was now. This wasn't what I wanted.
My thoughts began to worry as his hands traced up my belly to my arms that tried to conceal my breast from his eyes.
"here…" I opened my eyes to see elijah removing his jacket to place over my chest. I was confussed as I looked back into his eyes, but they were seriouse and cold.
"turn around…"
The bottom part of my dress was still on so I felt a little better, but this was more exposure to a man then I had ever been. I shook my head.
"no.."
Elijah eyes widened at my words. I wouldn't give up without a fight and I would fight him if I had to before I would give into him again. But it was his smirk that caught me off guard. He moved closer to me once more kissing my cheek, then my eyes, then my forehead before claiming my lips in a soft kiss.
I was to disorented from crying that I didn't fight his lips. Feeling them move against mine only made my mind go fuzzy once again. He pulled away once more before staring down at me.
"I won't hurt you, my dear…" he wispered before brushing a few strands of my hair away from my parted lips. I didn't want to but apart of me wanted to trust elijah, to believe that he could save me from this life.
Nodding I slowly turned onto my stomach flinching with each flex of my back muscles. Being out and around elijah I had been careful not to reveal my pain. I guess it had been going on for so long that sometimes the pain seemed unnoticable, even to my eyes.
I could feel his eyes on my back as if he tracing them with his fingertips. "will you tell me…?"
I knew what he asked of me, but I quickly shook my head burring my nose into the mattress. He wanted to know about the one who was causing me pain, but I would never tell him.
"please let it be elijah…" I didn't want to fight anymore or discuss this anymore. I could feel my body want to rest into the mattress. I wished to close my eyes and forget this night but elijah pulled me back to reality as he slowly kissed the back of neck.
"I don't need your pity…"I growled, not wanting him to pity me to, like my mother, my sister and amiela
"you are stubborn.." he stated. I gasped as he flipped me over so that he now rested inbetween my legs. For a moment he scared me with the look of lust clearly placed there. I winced as my back connected with mattress but he didn't move anymore.
"you should rest."
He teased before moving to lay next to me his eyes never leaving mine. I could feel my body begging for sleep, but I could imagine amilea expression if she saw me my dress slightly torn with elijahs jacket place on me, oh and not mention elijah himself in my bed.
"sleep…"
He growled carressing my cheek before leaving a kiss on my forehead my vision turning black.
The day had been eventful. I had spent the day watching elena playing pole and hanging with her friends. I was neither bored nore tired as I jumped out of the bath tub and threw on a white tanktop with my light red panties. My hair still damped from the water but I didn't care. I had spent the entire day babysitting I need to do something crazy. Knowing elijah wouldn't be home till later I turned the stereo on and began to play something different.
Yeah man-
So we back in the club
Get that bodies rockin from side to side (side to side)
Thank God the week is done
I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life)
I ignored the sounds around me as I let my hips sway to the music, my hands roaming up and down my front. Then lifting in the air.
Hands up, and suddenly we all got our hands up
No control of my body
Ain't I seen you before?
music was something I had apreciated long ago as I moved around the apart jumping up and down, sliding along the wooden floors.
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
if I had done this back then I probably would have been beaten even harder for showing that kind of affection. I swayed my hips more as I leaned against the wall. This was my freedom and my father would never lay a hand on me ever again.
"hmm don't you think your being a little loud love." I squeeked as I felt his fingertips runn along my hips
"dammit elijah, didn't I tell you not to do that anymore!" I growled hating it when he snuck up behind me. Even after all these years he still acted like he could boss me around like a 3 year old.
"or what.." he mocked. oh he was deffantly asking for it, I moved to turn down the music but then I found myself pinned to the floor of our living room. A sudden sense of déjà vu came to mind as his hand traveled down my stomach to my panty line. I only smirked at him.
"or this…" with kick speed I pushed him onto his back so that I was now ontop, my pelvis puroosly digging into him. He groaned at the contact, which made me laugh.
"you should do as your told, elijah…" repeating his words from earlier. Soon we found are selves grunting and panting as we shoved and pinned the other in different places of the apart ment. I grunted as he pushed me against the wall holding me tightly so that I could not move anymore. Damn orginals.
"you should really listen to me sylara." I gasped as he pulled my legs apart to settle himself inbetween rubbing his covered erection against my panties.
"or what, you gonna punish me.." I growled running my fangs over his exposed neck but quickly regretted it as he thrusted his hip forward.
"I can…" he growled nipping at my shoulder slipping the strap down to reveal my breast to his eyes. Gripping tightly onto his shoulder while he took my nipple into his mouth.
"elijah.." I moaned as he moved his hips painfully moved against me while his mouth worked wonders on my breast. "I..I…aah…need it"
Panting between words as he moved my thighs to wrap around his waist before placing his hands on the wall while mine wrapped around his neck. I moaned loudly as I felt him slip himself inside of me.
"oh god!…elijah please…" he chuckled against my collar bone as he pulled out of me before slamming into me once again. I didn't wait any longer as I pulled his shirt back to reveal his strong neck line. Throwing my head back before I bit into elijah neck tasting his sweet vampire blood in my mouth. The burning in my throat became satisfied with the familiar taste of elijahs blood running down it.
"your are stubborn…"
Hey I hoped you guys liked this chapter, yeah I did. Anyway next chapter is possible going to be elijahs point of view of everything, but please review …it makes me sad when only a few people review my chapters, but thank you to those who do stick with me on this story next one hopefully wont take that long to type..
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