This is just a poem I had to write. It was bugging me so I don't really care if it's good, bad or sad. I just wrote it down so I could get it over with ^^. These last few days have been really depressing for me. My mom got sick and tomorrow's the last day in school I always get depressed when it comes to this point. So many faces I will never see again… And my fucking hormones went al crazy like a couple of months ago,(A/N I curse those fuckers to hell) and got this huge fucking crush on this guy in school and I want to tell him but I'm too fucking coward to tell him and get it over with! It's not like I've got something to lose right? But enough of this bullshit let's move on to the poem! ^^
I had a dream
It scared me
I screamed
But you didn't help me
I asked for pity
But you didn't budge
I asked for attention
But you didn't acknowledge me
I bleed
But you didn't cure me
I screamed for help
But you didn't save me…
Darling save me I said
But you laughed and hit me
I asked why
But you hit me I again
I screamed for pity
But then you kissed me
I slapped you
But then you hit me
How come my nights be so painful?
Darling please save.
The twilight scares me.
I hate the god who makes day, night.
I hate the moon when it reaches for the sky.
Darling please kill me
It hurts to much
Darling please take my life
It's yours to do as you please
I don't want it
Darling please don't hit me
Darling please kill me
It hurts enough already
Darling don't laugh
It scares me
Darling please wake me up
I love you
You laughed
I love you
You kicked me
I love you
You slapped me
I love you
You killed me.
Ehm… You can interpret it as you want. It's about Kiaras nightmares. And you'll get to know about the guy in later chapters ^^. The next chapter will be up in 48 hours. Please R&R. It would mean a lot to my weak and lonely heart ^^.
