This is just a poem I had to write. It was bugging me so I don't really care if it's good, bad or sad. I just wrote it down so I could get it over with ^^. These last few days have been really depressing for me. My mom got sick and tomorrow's the last day in school I always get depressed when it comes to this point. So many faces I will never see again… And my fucking hormones went al crazy like a couple of months ago,(A/N I curse those fuckers to hell) and got this huge fucking crush on this guy in school and I want to tell him but I'm too fucking coward to tell him and get it over with! It's not like I've got something to lose right? But enough of this bullshit let's move on to the poem! ^^


I had a dream

It scared me

I screamed

But you didn't help me

I asked for pity

But you didn't budge

I asked for attention

But you didn't acknowledge me

I bleed

But you didn't cure me

I screamed for help

But you didn't save me…

Darling save me I said

But you laughed and hit me

I asked why

But you hit me I again

I screamed for pity

But then you kissed me

I slapped you

But then you hit me

How come my nights be so painful?

Darling please save.

The twilight scares me.

I hate the god who makes day, night.

I hate the moon when it reaches for the sky.

Darling please kill me

It hurts to much

Darling please take my life

It's yours to do as you please

I don't want it

Darling please don't hit me

Darling please kill me

It hurts enough already

Darling don't laugh

It scares me

Darling please wake me up

I love you

You laughed

I love you

You kicked me

I love you

You slapped me

I love you

You killed me.


Ehm… You can interpret it as you want. It's about Kiaras nightmares. And you'll get to know about the guy in later chapters ^^. The next chapter will be up in 48 hours. Please R&R. It would mean a lot to my weak and lonely heart ^^.