CHAPTER 4
This wasn't sex, I'd known the difference between making love and sex quickly after I'd learnt about sex itself. But I had never experienced it. But this. This was something else, it wasn't awkward or weird, I wasn't second guessing where I would look or if my eyes should be closed or open or even if slow would get there in the end. And I knew it was stupid to even think I would have those thoughts, I mean this is Kisame we're talking about at the very least the sex is great.
For some reason whenever id thought about making love I'd worried about all those things, but nothing like that happened. What did happen was a slow seduction of my whole being. It was the way his calloused hand slid down my ribs and over my hip so that he could hold my leg higher, it was the way his lips found every place he already knew on my body and made them feel brand new, undiscovered. It was just the way that the throbbing feeling in my chest wasn't just confined to my chest anymore. It was all of me, as he slid into me I actually felt like I was more myself with him there.
It wasn't just me and Kisame together, it was us. I couldn't describe it any other way. It was just us, better when we were like this. He slid in and out of me and it was every feeling I knew it was all the amazingly comforting familiar things I knew, mixed and changed to create all these new feelings and emotions and reactions. It was his voice, the way he took a breath it made me take a breath, it was automatic, it was seamless and damn if it wasn't the most amazing thing I'd ever done.
As he slid in and out of me all I could think was that if he ever stopped I would die, not hypothetically, but really honestly die, because I had no idea where this would take us, but damned if I wasn't going to find out.
My eyes filled with emotion and I just didn't know what to do, this was so knew. But this was Kisame and he always knows everything, even with his face in my neck and his body pleasing mine he managed to tell me the words that I needed to hear, his whole body from the way his hips rolled to the way his breath fanned over my skin; his whole body was saying it.
'I know baby'
I turned my face to his and opened my eyes, and just like that we connected again. His own eyes reflecting back to me everything I was showing him. All I could do was kiss him. I had to touch him, every part of me had to be touching every part of him. As his hands pushed mine above my head, twined our fingers and held me there; that was the moment my whole body was given to him. That was the moment that I came, it was the moment everything that I owned transferred to him. And I was nothing but consumed by him. And I loved it.
"Kisame" the word barely passed my lips
"I know baby, just hold on, just a little longer" his eyes tore into mine, and I couldn't look away, I was completely consumed. I wouldn't have done anything differently. I only wished I could make this last forever.
And just like that we tumbled. We fell; and we just kept falling.
Together.
