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very sorry about not updating for so long but school is back between homework and studying my head is all over the place!!!
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Chapter 4- My Picture Of Happy Ever After.
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Bella's POV
Beep Beep............................
My alarm went off telling me time to get up for school.
School seemed bad but if Edward was there it would be brilliant,Edward makes everything better.
I got out of bed and tried to walk to the bathroom across the hallway.
I was very tried because I stayed up alot last night thinking about Edward and I and how was I going to tell him how I felt and would he feel the same about me,If he didn't like me back and think I was weird or if he will like me back and then we will live happy ever after. If only in real life there was a happy ever after.
I always like fairy tells but as I got older I realised life doesn't always end with a happy ever after, like my mam,I don't get to see her all the time because of her being sick,I know she will be better soon but I hated having to wait.
I always like in fairy tells when the prince on he shiny white horse rescues the poor girl and they fall in love and live happily ever after.
My happy ever after would be Renee getting out of the hospital and Edward and I get married and have a small wedding with just the family and have kids and live in a massive house with Renee, Charlie, Esme, Carlisle, Emmett and Alice and our kids and if Emmett finds a women and if Alice finds a man. I would love that that would be the best happy ever after ever!
As I put my clothes I keep thinking about Edward, I was obsessed.
To think a few days ago I was sure Edward and I would just be friends and here I am now already planning our lives together.
I didn't know how to talk to him about well us.......... In a few days it would be Edward's birthday maybe I could tell him then,but if he doesn't like me than...........I was so confused I would have to go to someone who would know what Edward likes and doesn't like what annoys him and what he loves, the little evil pixie girl version of Edward..................Alice.
I would probably have to talk to her.
She knows all about boys and flirting and fashion and how to talk to a boy, I'm surprised she isn't with someone, well she does like this one boy in her maths class...Jasper Hale. She has had a crush on him for ages.........The only time she is shy is around him.
I'm sure he likes her back he always smiles when he is around her and always blushes when he talks to her.
Emmett has his eyes on Jasper's twin Rosalie. He is always staring at her. She is beyond beautiful, Maybe Edward wants her too, I must look like crap compared to her. I probably shouldn't tell Edward I like him he would probably laugh.
Well for the moment I wasn't going to talk to him, I was going to wait to talk to Alice and even though I would hate it probably get a...............make-over.
Another problem would be Jessica.................she has liked Edward for like forever and I told her that I didn't like him in a fall on the floor with love type of way. She would get extremely pissed if I got together with Edward, not forgetting the witch.....Lauren. I hate her. She had been out to get me for ages. We used to be great friends when we were younger but then she got popular and well I didn't. She also like Jessica as been mad about Edward since they laid eyes on him. He probably likes Lauren or Rosalie no way would he like me. It's like there the beautiful swans and I'm the ugly duckling.
Not forgetting Charlie he would hit the roof if he heard I was going out with anyone even Edward, he loved Edward in a father,son way but if it had to be a father-in-law,son-in-law way he would have his gun out.
Renee and Esme would probably like the idea of us being together, wait Renee would love the idea of Edward and I as a couple.
I'm not sure about Carlisle.
Emmett...............ummmmmmmm probably smart to not tell him for a while along with Charlie.
The biggest problem was I didn't know what Alice would say....................would she be happy,sad,mad, Im not sure. Alice could hate that I liked her brother or she could love the idea of maybe we could be sisters-in-law. With Alice you never knew. Even though she is suppose to be one of my best friends you just didn't know with her one day she could be all happy and perky and the other she could hate your guts.
Love was so confusing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was I too young for love, I didn't know I am fourteen in a two months.
Maybe I am too young.
My mind was spinning.
I decided to try and take my mind off the subject for a while. I TRIED.
I grabbed my school bag, a biscuit and a mouthful of water and ran out the door to the Cullen's since Esme was dropping me to school...........
Hey peoples of earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so sorry its very short so I might update tomorrow.....I'm not sure if I can so don't hold me to it!
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