Millie was lost in thought as she stared out the window of the impala. She couldn't stop thinking about Sam and that dumb dog. She was still so mad at Sam. In fact she hasn't spoken to him since that morning.

"Sammy I need a snack" Deans voice startled Millie as he started to pull off the highway to a small town gas station. Sam grunted in reply as he got out of the car. Dean then made he way over to the back of the car to fill up the impala. She watched as he got the gas nozzle situated, he then looked through the rear window at her watching him. He seemed to consider something in his mind then moved toward the window she was leaning up against, and knocked. She slowly pulled her legs up and turned around looking at dean. He motioned for her to roll down the window.

"What's up brother?"

"the ice queen speaks" He said playfully.

"ha ha ha, very funny"

"I'm adorable, but for real Millie I know Sam's done a lot of stupid things and you have every right to be mad but what's with the dog?"

I sighed as I looked at him, did we really need to have this conversation. "what ever do you mean?" I sang in the sweetest voice I could muster.

"I mean you came out of the bathroom raving about some dog, and haven't talked since. Forgive me for being a little confused."

"Sorry about that. I just heard Sam mention the dog and I lost it. Dean its not the first time Sam has run away without me and picked up a dog along the way."

Dean looked confused for a moment "You said that back in the motel too. Not the first time? I still don't understand how this has happened more than once."

"So, do you remember years ago when I got sick, and Sam ran away."

"How could I forget. Dad was so angry that I even thought of leaving the house. It took us two weeks to find him and you cried the whole time. I don't think I'll ever forget that one."

"Ya well we planned to run away together. He had been talking about it for weeks. We had plans and knew where we were going to go. A few days before he left I got really nervous. I knew dad would find us and that he would be so mad and I tried to talk him out of it, I even threated to tell you. Then I got sick and he saw his opportunity and took it."

"I remember Millie but where are you going with this?"

"when we found him he had a dog. I remember the way dad and Sam argued about the dog for twenty minutes. Sam wanted to keep it and dad was having none of that. Dad made Sam leave the dog and get in the car. I had tried to talk to him but he only blamed me for dad finding him. He thought I ratted him out. He had said a lot of hurtful things that I honestly cant remember any more. But in his anger he said that he wished he could stay with the dog instead being with me."

"Millie you cant still be upset over something prepubescent Sam said a hundred years ago." Deans exaggeration would have made me laugh if I wasn't so serious about this.

"Of course Dean that doesn't mean it didn't hurt. The problem is that it also wasn't the last time he did it." The gas pump had clicked and Dean moved around the back of the black car to put back the nozzle. I leaned my head out of the car window unwilling to get out and follow Dean. "none of us will ever forget Sam leaving for Stanford."

Dean scoffed as he moved back my window. "No, no we will not."

"Well in the heat of his anger he said some pretty harsh things."

"To you? I thought dad got the brunt of Sam's wrath"

"Oh he did. But Sam had felt like I didn't have his back the night he felt. He had worked so hard to get accepted and he talked to me about it every step of the way. When Sam looked to me to back him up I froze and when I tried to fix it after he shot me down. We fought words were said, basically he said he didn't need me so I told him to go. In fact I told him to go, get a dog live your picket fence life. We don't need you." It still hurt, I will always regret those words but I couldn't take them back now just like I couldn't take them back then.

"Ouch, no wonder he never answered your calls. So you told him to get out and get a dog. How does you telling him to live a normal life fit in with replacing you with mutts?"

"He went and did just that. I use to check in on him when we were in the area. He never knew, I mean the kid barely answered my calls he would have never let me in to his life, but I caught him. Sam had finally listened to me for once. He went and got a dog because he didn't need me again. And now I come back from a year of the living slasher flic to find out the my brother has once again been reminded that with out me he can live the life he has always dreamed of. Dog and all."

"Dean they didn't have any HoHo's but they had these little pie squares so I got some of those as well as some beef jerky." Sam appeared around the side of the gas pump with a few half empty grocery bags.

"Yes" Dean exclaimed as he climbed back in to the drivers seat. I rolled the window back up as Sam got in refusing to look at him again. As we started to pull out of the station Sam twisted in his seat as he placed a single white bag on the floor in between the front and back benches. I looked down and saw a can of bbq Pringles and a king size Snickers bar. He might replace me but at least he remembers what I like.


Hey guys.

We know this is kinda a short chapter. So, we're sorry. But more is coming. also we're wanting to start doing oneshots of their lives before where our story picks up. if you have any situations or episodes that you'd like to see Millie in just let us know.

thanks again.

-M&D