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This chapter is POV's Kise

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Well i'll stop bothering, here is chapter 4


I walked out of home and went down the street to go to school; looking at the sun I covered my eyes with my arms, the shining sun is far more irritating than ever, how can something be so shiny? I and this blazing sun are so different, that must be the reason we don't stand each other.

I keep walking down the street lost in my thoughts until something blocked my way, that presence is so familiar to the one of my dream that by it self irritated me, all those desperate feelings flowed and without realising I throw a disgusted glare to the one in front of me, I was reviving my dream.

"You, will you mind stepping out of the middle, you are blocking my way" I said without even looking at him, I felt unnerved.

Then the teal haired boy came between us "Good morning Kise-kun" Kise-kun? Where else have I heard that? Oh, true the class representative.

"Oh, morning, I didn't see you were my classmates, sorry" I said with one of my dazzling smiles.

"Morning Kise" Kagami said and then he dragged the bluenette with him and started walking ahead of us that relieved me because I can't understand that boy, he keeps glaring at me and being so rude I don't know how to handle him.

"How are you today Kise-kun? You seem tired" the small teenage asked me looking at me, he seemed worried about me and I was overcome by a warm feeling that I had never felt before.

"I'm fine, it's just I couldn't sleep properly, that's all" I waved my hand to let him know it was okay, well this is not actually a lie, part of the reason is because of that.

"Kise-kun, I will like to talk to you after school, if it's fine with you" he asked me, that mean we'll hang out outside the school like normal classmates.

"Sure, I don't have anything else to do" I grinned.

Finally maybe I'll be able to make a friend, I feel myself lit up to that thought, with that I realise that the dream I had was actually a nightmare, as you can see I'm making friends, I'm not alone and since they don't know what happen on the past they won't judge me.

We walked to school talking about trivial things, giggling at stupid things, it was funny but I don't know why this felt like I've done this somewhere before, but where?

In front of us I could see the bluenette boy giving us small glance, looking at us all the time. He is not a nice guy, he is like a beast, at least that's my first impression and for his rough looks I don't think I'll change my opinion any time soon.

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The class ended in the blink of an eye and I saw the teal haired boy heading in my direction and I could feel my smile growing wider by the moments, this small guy gave good vibes and he made me feel good and comfortable around him.

"What is it Kuroko?" I asked.

"Kise-kun could you come with me for a moment?" he said looking at my eyes.

"Of course" I stood up to follow behind him.

We stepped out of class and he directed to follow him, we walked trough a lot of long corridors until we reached a small class, he made a gesture to stop by.

"Here we can talk without no one interrupting us" he said while holding the door and making me a gesture to enter the room.

Inside the room I glanced over the room, it was a small room with a few chairs and tables, maybe it was a little storage, I walked towards one chair and I sat.

"What is it? What did you want to talk with me?" I asked.

"What do you think of Aomine-kun?" he asked and that confused me.

That he is such a rude person and with no manners at all that's what I wanted to said but I played innocently "Why do you ask?" I said.

"Well, you see he is my friend and I know that he seems to have problems when he want to put his feelings into words, he really wants to be your friend Kise-kun, trust me" he said with a faintly smile.

"Really? My friend?" I asked astonished, well his actions don't measure his words but maybe is like Kuroko said and he doesn't know how to express it. Everything is going so well, maybe I'll make another friend "Don't worry Kuroko, he didn't do anything and I'll like to be his friend too~!" I grinned, everyone can err, we are humans and have mistakes.

"That's good, but don't get angry with him, sometimes he can be so blunt but he is a good person" he sighed.

"It's fine, now that I know I think I'll be able to understand him" I said.

"Thank you Kise-kun" he said.

"I'm new in the school so I want to make friends" I smiled.

"Then consider me your friend because I already do" he said with a soft smile.

"Really!? Okay~!" I smiled contently, I couldn't contain my happiness.

"Well, let's go to class, the break it's almost over" he stood up.

"I'll go later I have to make a call" I excused myself still smiling.

We parted ways, everything is going well I have to tell him so I went to the rooftop to make my call to a certain violent grey haired boy even though he is like he is I still consider him my friend, people can't be picky when they don't have any friend and after all he has always been there, he has already saw me in bade shape an he still clung to me.

I dialled his number waiting for him to catch the phone and then I hear it.

"Hi Shougo~!" I said cheerfully, nothing could destroy my mood right now, even if he did one of his dirty jokes, I wouldn't care.

"You seem extremely happy, don't tell me you found someone at school that can make you happy" he said sarcastically but I didn't mind, there it goes.

"Yep! I did and not only one but two people" I ignore it the meaning behind his comment.

"Really? That's good little kitty~! Let's talk later, okay?" he said "And give me all the details, you know what I mean" he laughed.

"Yeah, I know I'll be there like always, the usual spot, no?" I asked.

"At the same club at night, I can't wait to hear about these two people and to know how are them and what do you do together and all that stuff, you know" he said.

"You sound ready for it already, aren't we a bit eager?" I giggle.

Then I hear the door open behind me and someone stomped out with a face so mad and eyes full of anger, that face that I had saw so many times before and unfortunately that I still see, it always managed to send shivers down my spine and I could feel myself trembling at the mere thought of that person.

I was on my room doing my homework like any other day, it was late and I hear the door of home opened and some yelling, my parents were fighting again, lately they seemed to fight more and more and for little things. Then someone storming into my room, opening the door of my room in a rush way, I turned to face that person and I smiled when I saw his face.

"Dad, welcome back~!" I said happy.

He looked at my disgusted and mad, his eyes full of anger and ready to release all his fury "You little slut, how dare you!?" he slapped my face making me fall from my chair to the ground, I stroked my cheek, I couldn't understand why would he do that, I looked up to him.

"D-daddy?" the tears were starting to build up on my eyes.

He threw me a disgusted stare like he was ready to puke, like I was nauseating "You think crying will help you always? You little whore, now everyone is talking about you and that teacher!" his fist landed on my face, and I bit my inner cheeks drawing blood inside of my mouth, the taste was disgusting and a yelp escape from my mouth.

I bit my lower lip to hold my tears and then through the corner of my eye I saw my mother leaning on the frame door and then I felt a kick on my stomach, making me gasp from the pain "Mommy, help me!" I yelled and she stayed there looking how father keep hitting me and hitting, all the hits landed on my head and my stomach and I was starting to feel dizzy and I could barely feel any pain, she didn't do anything to stop the man that has lost his sanity, she kept there looking at me like if I was a mere stranger.

"You should be ashamed of you, Ryouta, you are filthy and I can't even look at you without getting mad" he kept hitting me until he was satisfied.

"Now learn the lesson and don't ever make hear that you were with any man, you hear me filthy faggot, you hear me!?" he shouted.

Even if I opened my mouth any understandable sound would left my mouth so I just nodded and then my parents went out of my room letting me there alone in a fetal position holding my knees strongly and letting my tears run free down my cheeks, I felt so betrayed by both my parents.

There in that instant I wanted to disappear and I wished that Ryouta Kise had never existed but even if I prayed and prayed that will never come true.

From that point on I started to have void on my memories and every time I tried to remember something I started to feel really sickly, maybe that was one way to escape this kind of life I had or maybe all the hits were making me dumber than I was but I didn't care because as I wished that Ryouta was disappearing.

Why every time I see you I have to remember my past? Every move you do stir up something inside me that start yelling to be set free, all this memories I'm trying to lock up and don't see them ever again, I was brought back to reality by Shougo's voice, he was asking me what was happening.

"…sorry…I-I'll call you later, bye" my voice sounded like it was about to break I was starting to tremble, I felt agitated, I choked on my own word and hung up, I put my phone on my pocket and started walking to the door I needed some time to calm but he stood in front of me blocking my way.

"Calling your boyfriend?" he said not meeting me eyes.

"Even if it was is none of your business" I said while trying to pass through but he didn't move an inch, what's wrong with him, I know Kuroko said that but this is too much.

"So you don't deny it, what are you a faggot?" he said while laughing, what the hell!?

Why everyone retort to that why are you gonna hit me too? Were the words that didn't come out of my mouth, this situation was so overwhelming.

My eyes grew wider after my realisation, it's true Ryouta what did you expect no one want a defective and broken person, friends don't make me laugh, and then I faced him with a big mocking grin "What if I am? What if I like it taking up the ass? What I do with my life is not of your concern" I said full of disgust of myself, it was the truth after all that's what I've been doing with Shougo even if it was against my will at the beginning at some point I gave up and I let him have his way.

In his face I could se he was getting madder at me and then I felt him grab my arm so strong and I couldn't release myself from his gripe, the fear started to build up on my and then I feel my head hit the ground, he had throw me to the ground, he pinned me down and placed my arms over my head, his gripe even stronger than before.

"Then since you like those kind of things and I feel like doing it, let's play" what is he talking about, no I don't want this, please stop, NOT YOU! PLEASE, NOT YOU! DON'T DO ME THIS! I wanted to yell.

But I couldn't because then I felt my lips were smacked against his own, he started to kiss me fiercely, smacking our lips together, that's not a kiss, it was awful, worse that any kiss I had until now, it made my chest ache pained, I felt that I wasn't worth of anything, that no one out there care for me I'm going to be used as a toy always, I was alone.

He started to go to my jawline and then my neck; he started to bite my skin softly until he sank his teeth into my tender skin making me bleed, I screamed from the sharp pain I felt, I know I was bleeding but I couldn't feel any pain at all because what he has done was way more painful.

When I felt his gripe loose I pushed him out of me as strong as I could, I stood up and looked at him in disgust, I glared at him fiercely.

Why do people love to betray and use others?

"Don't ever get near me…you…you…"You are just like the others no different at all those words were left unspoken, my voice was starting to break, this was so much for me it was just my second day in this school and I had to deal with all this crap.

I was shaking I don't know if it was because I was scared or because I felt betrayed by him, I rushed out of the rooftop and I had to bit my lower lip for stop any tear from rolling down my face, I wasn't going to cry in front of him.

I ran and hide on one empty room I sat there drawing my knees near and hiding my face there, tying to secure myself, when class was over I didn't go to home because I wanted to talk to Kuroko I needed to talk with him, I had the feeling he will help me to feel better even if I didn't tell him everything because this is something you can say easily.

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When I hear the bell rang letting know it was the end of the classes, I wiped my tears and I steadied myself to look decent, I walked out of the room and ran to the class praying I wouldn't come across of Aomine.

I entered and I felt someone tugging my shirt my behind, I turned scared I will be faced by a bluenette boy but instead I met a pair of teenagers, I sighed relieved.

"Hey, your neck is bleeding!" the red haired boy said alerted.

I covered my neck instantly, I have forgotten about it, I was so focused on my mental pain that I forgot about my physical pain "don't worry, it's nothing" I chuckle nervously "Well let's go, shall we?" I changed of topic and it seems they decided to let it go because they didn't say anything related to it again and we went to the lockers.

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"Kagami, do you want to join us? We are going out to eat something" I said.

"I'm sorry, next time, I have an appointment already with Aomine" I flinched to the very mention of his name, that beast.

"Oh, I see, then next time" I said with my bangs covering my face now.

Then I saw Aomine walking towards us, I turned to avoid eye contact with him, I could feel myself starting to shake again just having him near.

"Let's go Kagami" he said aloud.

"Okay, sorry Tetsu, I'll talk to you later, bye Kise" he then turned towards the bluenette.

"Bye Aomine-kun" the teal haired boy saying, putting emphasis on his name.

"Bye Kagami~!" I said with a giggle, I can't let this affect me, this is not the first time this happen to me but why is so devastating to be betrayed by him.

I turned to face the teal haired boy who looked at me with a pained expression, I titled my head confused by his expression.

"We should go to Kise-kun" he said walking.

"Yeah, so where are we going?" I asked looking up the sky, it was starting to be clouded and it was barely possible to see the sun.

"We are going to Maji burger, they make the best vanilla shakes" he said expressionless.

"Okay~!" I said smiling, I still have Kuroko to be my friend and that Kagami guy seems nice too but still it would have been nice being friend with Aomine What the hell are you thinking!? He just attacked you and you are already forgiving him I slapped both sides of my side trying to make me see reason.

We walked in silence towards the Maji burger; I walked behind him all the time. I'm still new on the city so I don't know it very well; it seems like a nice city.

We reached the Maji burger and he ordered his vanilla shake, he offered to treat me to something but I decline it, I wasn't hungry not after all that happen.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" I asked starting the conversation.

"Did something happen between Aomine-kun and you after our conversation?" he asked looking me directly at my eyes.

I averted his eyes and looked down letting by bangs cover my face "Why do you ask? Nothing happened" I said without daring to look at him.

"Kise-kun is he the one who did that to your neck?" he said trying to reach my head to make me face him but I moved afar from his reach, I could feel my eyes sting asking me to let them release the tears I've been holding.

"Kuroko…he…*sob* why? I haven't done anything *sob*" I couldn't hold my tears any longer and now they were rolling freely down my cheeks and the room was starting to be filled by my sobs, he trespassed so easily my barriers better said I had let him do that.

"Kise-kun we should better go to my house to have more privacy" he said and then I looked around everyone was looking at us and I nodded at him, he stood up and came to my side, holding my hand and leading me out of the Maji burger to his house, I'm so glad I met someone as nice as Kuroko, is nice that he cares and worries about me so much but I still feel like something is missing but what?

When we reaching he gestured me where his room was and he said to go there that he will catch something to drink and eat for both, I walked up the stairs to where his room was, it wasn't small but it wasn't big, it was warm and comfort much better than my own room, he had a picture of Aomine, Kagami and him on his nightstand, those three must be really good friends.

After a moment he entered the room with some snacks and some drinks, I started eating the snacks, now that I had cried and I had let it out I was hungry.

"Kise-kun I apologise for Aomine-kun's behaviour" he said apologetic to me and handed me over a big band aid for my neck "I'm sure you want to hide that" he said pointing at the bloody hickey and I nodded.

"Thank you Kuroko" I caught the band aid and covered my bruised neck.

"I think Aomine just hate me" I chuckled, feeling the pain on my chest growing.

"I assure you that Aomine-kun will never come to hate you, no matter what, he is unable to" he spoke those words and he was so sure about it that it made want to trust him but I couldn't.

Like I could trust your words, that's what I wanted to say "I don't know what to think Kuroko" I looked at the ceiling, stretching my arms.

"You know the first day he treated me roughly too, talking about a wristband" my eyes were still fixated on the ceiling, one hand on my pocket feeling the wristband.

"That wristband is so important to Aomine-kun" he smiled "Someone really important to him gave it to him" he looked deep in thought like he was remembering something.

It was a sunny day and it was the day before Kise had to let us because he was moving far away, he didn't say us the reason why. We were all devastated because we were going to be separated but the two that were more sad were Kise and Aomine even though this one didn't show it, I knew he was the one who really wished to be with him but we were kids and we couldn't do anything to stop this.

"Kurokocchi, I made this wristband for Aominecchi, you think he will like it?" the blond kid said blushing, displaying two wristband, one blue and the other yellow, those colours remember me of them.

I hold his hand to reassure him "I'm sure that Aomine-kun will love it"

"You are right" he said cheerfully "But you know I'll miss you all, I wish we could be all together" his voice sounded so sad.

"Don't worry Kise-kun we'll meet again, I'm sure of it" I said to comfort him but to no avail, he still seemed so sad until we heard a bluenette yelling at us, he was the only one who could still make him smile.

"Oi, where the hell were you Kise, I've been searching for you" he said angry and then I saw that the face of the blond kid was no longer sad, and a very warming smile was displayed on his face and I felt my own smiled grow wider at that.

"Well, I'll let you alone, Kise-kun wanted to give you something" I turned to face Kise and he looked at me and whispered "Thank you Kurokocchi, you are one of my best friends" and the turned to go with the blunette, I went out of the room letting them alone.

Those two were meant to be and even if they were separated now they reunited again and I'll help them because they are my dearest friends.

I saw a smile painted on his face, he seemed so happy "Kuroko what are you thinking about?" I asked curiously.

"About two idiots that are bond to be together even when they don't know it" he chuckle.

"Love, huh? Kuroko do you have someone you like?" I asked innocently and I realised that the teal haired boy was blushing, what a rare sight he barely showed any expression and there he was blushing, how cute.

I prefer this conversation better, I like to talk about Aomine but I don't like when the conversation is directed towards me, talking about love and all of it maybe this will help me to enjoy life like a normal teenager, talking about trivial stuff, about love.

Will I ever be able to feel it like Kuroko? Will someone out there love me even knowing I'm not flawless? It will be nice if it ever happen but let's face it Ryouta no one will ever come to love you, you are not worthy of the love of anyone who will want a person that is tainted.


I hope you have liked this chapter v

Here is a cliffhanger, who do you love Kuroko? hahaha like if we didn't know

Next chapter is POV's Kise again