A/N: Sorry for the long pause. My laptop is being an asshole. On another note, thank you to the people who answered, it means so much to to me.
Chapter Four
Fuyona.
Amongst the chaos in my head, I mutely noted how my heart beat was echoing in my ears, quickening and rising rapidly, abandoning its usual steady beat as it careened of rhythm, loud like bass and scary and ugly in my ears, wrapping around my head, like a monster hammering its way out. It was a cacophony, surrounding the hysteria that sounded like the frantic screeches of a violin. I wanted it out. I knew better than to close my eyes, keeping them wide open as smears of red slapped across my vision. Images played before my eyes as venomous voice were like parasitic worms crawling their way in my head. Smears from her own memory.
Cracks of the whip, the slurs on their tongue, all directed at me.
Eyes. All those looks of disgust.
"Why, murdered your own kin? That just makes you one of them."
No. I'm not like those mutts!
"Flithy."
"Killing them doesn't make you any better than a creature."
Its probably true. I am just an ugly mutt.!
"YOU MURDERED MY FATHER."
But it wasn't not me!
"MONSTER."
It wasn't my fault. It was theirs. They're the real monsters, not me. I didn't kill them. They died on their own. It was their fault for what they did. It wasn't me! I'm not a monster! I'm a different girl! I'm not her! They taught me who I was, and I was good to them. It was the other girl, the other is responsible. But she's gone. She's dead. I'm not Nazo, I am Fuyona. She's never coming back.
I am Fuyona, useless and unwanted, and nothing but. The other girl is gone. Someone so loved is not me.
You aren't a monster. Kind, motherly words from her memory.
Are.
Aren't
Are
Aren't
Are
Aren't!
Are!
Aren't!
ARE!
I am Fuyona. Useless and unwanted, and nothing but.
My hands reached up to claw at my head, but something held my wrists in a vice like grip. What were they going to do to me now? Have they risen up from their shallow graves, like my nightmares, and had found me again? Please, Mother, I'm very sorry, please forgive me! I wanted to scream, and yank my hands away and scream some more but stopped when someone spoke. "Miss, miss, are you okay?" A hand pushed away a few strands of hair, and I was looking into a pair of dark eyes. A pair of glasses perched on his nose, as his eyes continued to scrutinise me.
Like how those eyes glared at me back then.
Kurapika
Kurapika watched from a distance away as the girl yanked her arms in vain to get away from Leorio, her eyes wide open and glazed as she twisted her body in an effort to get away. Kurapika noted silently as he noticed her small frame, her bony arms seemingly delicate and breakable like a biscuit. Her eyes wide open like saucers, seemingly black pupils shrunken to the size of pinpricks. Her face, now stretched out in preperation for an antagonizing yell, seemed gaunt and haunted, dark rings around her eyes prominent in Zaban cave's lighting. As she twisted and writhed in Leorio's grip, words of a different language spilled out of her lips that Kurapika found a bit hard to understand at first. It was then he realised that the language she spoke was of different dialect, accent heavy in her words.
"Let me go! I'm sorry!" Was all he could discern from the different form of their known language.
They were attracting a lot of looks from the other participants, and some had shown a lot of displeasure at the small ruckus. Gritting of teeth, and the balling of knuckles were what what prompted Kurapika to take action.
"Leorio, let her go." Kurapika suggested. "You're scaring the crap out of her." Leorio released his grip, and the girl retracted her hands away from the man, as if burned by fire, and proceeded muttering to herself as hair curtained their view of her face.
A/N: I actually planned to upload this last week...but I had wanted to make some changes to the plot. For the clueless, the OC isn't exactly very sane. IT's very messy, I'm sorry, but my computer sucks and it probably glitched back the old one. Thanks again for those who replied!
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