Why Baby Jesus? Why?
After school
3.10
The lads were waiting for us at the gates.
There was a mad dash as everyone tried to make themselves presentable for their boyfriends. Apart from moi as my Italian Stallion is stuck in Pizza-a-gogo-land. There was a lot of skirt rolling, make up applying, eyelash batting and hair flicking.
I just walked normally and smiled at the guys, making sure not to pay too much attention to Dave. I was going to ignorez vous him but it seems like he is ignorez vousing me too.
There was no "Hey Kittykat" or that naughty smile that he always gives me. Instead, he just stood there and looked at the ground. Well if he was not going to talk to me then I wouldn't talk to him as well. This makes my plan easier.
And it's not like I cared anyway that he wasn't talking to me.
One minute later
Though it does make me feel a little strange.
Parting of the ways
We are the road where we all split up and go in different directions. Normally Dave walks down with me but this time he just carried on walking with Rollo.
I felt a bit miz.
One minute later
Jas and Rosie are walking down with me.
They must have noticed my sad expression. Neither of them said anything and I was a little grateful for that.
4.00
On my bed
Blubbing like a baby.
Jas and Rosie dropped e home in silence before waving and walking away.
I just got in, shut the door and ran up to my room.
Two minutes later
Lying on my bed of pain.
There is no one at home which is a plus. At least I can cry in peace.
One second later
Why am I crying though? Isn't this what I wanted? To ignore Dave so that I could enjoy my Italian cake without feeling guilty? The fact that he is ignoring me and making my plan easier should make me happy.
One second later
It doesn't though.
One second later
I may never be able to speak to Dave again.
One second later
How utterly crap is that?
One second later
I mean if it was just me ignoring him, I know he would have wormed his way through (oo-er) and got ME to talk to HIM. But I know I'll never be able to get HIM to talk to ME.
One second later
I hate my life, I really do.
One second late
Why Baby Jesus? Why?
Why must you punish me this way?
Hasn't my life been rubbish enough without me having to lose my best boy mate/Hornmeister/occasional snogging partner?
Five minutes later
I'm never going to be nip libbled again.
One second later
Merde.
Fifteen minutes later
In the living room
Sitting on the couch with some milky coffee and Pop Tarts.
Mutti's obviously done the groceries. The last time she went to the grocery shop was approximately… three years ago.
Two minutes later
There is absolutely nothing to watch on TV.
What is the point of having nature programmes that no one actually watches?
One second later
I'm sure Jas would watch them. Along with Hunky a.k.a Tom. They probably snog on the couch while the TV is on with some boring programme about leaves.
One second later
Although knowing those two… they'll probably just watch the programme instead of snogging.
One second later
That is trés pathetico.
Five minutes later
At least she has someone. I have Masimo but he is currently in Pizza-a-gogo-land. It's not fair! He's my boyfriend; he should be here with me.
One minute later
I blame my parents for my crap life.
One second later
Just look at my Mutti. She wears clothes that are made for teenagers and flirts with as many men as she can.
No wonder I have my red bottomosity problem and can't control the sound of the Horn.
One minute later
And my Vati is no better. Not only has he given me his huge conk, but he's also the leader of Loon Land. A land filled with portly blokes who wear leather and ride in clown cars.
One minute later
Maybe if my parents were normal, then my life wouldn't have been so crap.
Look at Jas; she has a normal mum who cooks and a dad who does DIY. No wonder she's never had any problem with the Horn or anything. She loves Tom and only Tom.
One second later
Her life can be quite dull though.
I mean, she goes on rambles, gets excited over anything to do with nature and generally has no excitement in her life unless I'm there.
One second later
Would I rather have a dull life or an exciting life?
One second later
I don't know!
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A/N: I know, I know. Another rambling chapter. What is wrong with me? I wasn't going to make him ignore her, but somehow it just happened. It's like my hands have a mind of their own. There will definitely be more Gee/Dave in the next chapters.
However, the next chapter won't be up for a while as I'll be off on holiday for four days. So I'll continue this when I come back.
Sasha.
