AN: I'm so sorry that it's taken me such a long time to post a new chapter. I finally have this one and I hope you like it. I was having some trouble with this chapter before so I left it... But also school work took over and I had no time for it. Well, here it is so enjoy ^^

Chapter three:

Why, oh, why did this happen?
Why did I have to have a stupid power?
Why did he have to be so awkward?
And why did I have to love him… Still…?

My head became slowly scrambled into a huge mess. It was like someone had scribbled a drawing on the inside of my brain and hadn't bothered to rub it out. It was confusing and most of all frustrating.
I felt unclean. I had been dying to see him again, ever since I left. It was difficult to be angry for such a long time at that perfect face, at that perfect person, but at least I had tried. His touch has left warm marks on my skin. I needed to feel safe, clean and whole again, but how could I do that with all of this mess?

I walked through the streets of a new city at a slow pace, well, slow enough to be almost human. My bag felt heavy on my back, my throat burned with an intensity which made me unsure of what I really wanted. It had only been a few days since I last hunted. Surely my thirst should be more controlled?
I threw my bag down into the middle of the empty street and threw myself to the ground. If I could, I would have cried. My situation had never been in a worse way.
My ears pricked as I heard signs of movement. I stayed as still as I could, unsure of what the sound could be. It could be my own senses playing up, the noise could be further away than I had expected.
I waited, staying as still as a statue. The sound turned into a shuffling, it was eerie in the darkness that had swallowed me.
I grabbed my bag and proceeded to my feet. Who had ever heard of a vampire that was scared of their surroundings? My ears were ready for anymore signs of movement. I heard the deep even breathing and the sound of a human heart beating frantically. It was what I had expected.
I continued down the darkening street. Even as a supernatural being I could tell that staying where I was wasn't the safest thing to do. I listened for the heartbeat, for the heavy breathing of this person, which was always just a few steps behind me. I quickened the pace, acting as human as normal. In my human life I had never been chased by another person, I had never thought that my life was in danger so this was all so new to me. Why would someone want to harm me?

My ears pricked for any signs of advance. I could feel this persons blood pumping at such a pace I would never have thought possible. It was eerie, almost unreal. I waited, still playing oblivious. It was when the beating and breathing stopped that I had to turn.

Standing just an inch from me was the biggest guy I had ever seen. He seemed more like a bear than a real human. His eyes glinted in the little light that surrounded us. I could see the craziness within them and the longing to commit something horrid. My eyes widened as I thought of what this could be. It took me a while to remember that there was no need to scream, as I was far more superior.
I held my breath for that short second as he lunged forward. He took my waist in an iron chain strength before I could even move. It was bewildering, discovering that my vampire reflexes did not take over automatically. I was swung around like a rag doll, my legs flying everywhere as he threw me to the ground. I twirled gracefully through the air, landing 10 feet away in a protective stance. My lips curled back over my teeth as I let out a deafening growl. It echoed through the empty street, causing my stalkers heart to stop momentarily.

What was this strange feeling inside of me? I knew of anger but never at this magnitude. I could feel all of the irritation and frustration, all of the anger I had bottled up inside of me for so long slip out. I could feel the burning in my throat intensify severely as I stared into his eyes and surveyed the veins within his neck; the areas where the blood was its warmest. I played it quick and easy, like taking a bite out of a sandwich. I lunched forward, forcing him to the ground and sunk my teeth into his neck. I listened to the sounds of his screaming, which was like music to my ears. I could feel his body growing limp beneath mine as I sucked the very last drop of his blood.

And that was when… My eyes turned crimson, and I felt alive once more.