The newborn fight is so close! I just couldn't wait. It's hours away. So now right now the whole pack is walking to the war zone. Apperently Sam trusts The Cullens enough that we're going there human. When we got there The Cullens were already there. I layed down on the ground. Training was starting to drain me. Even when your sisters change bodies their still annoying. Soey come over to me and started talking about her issues , worries , and dumb crap. She kept going , and going. "So Michelle's all I can out run you , and get that deer. I was like in your dream bitch," she rushed out. "Soey! I'm trying to sleep , and I don't freakin care!" I interupted.
It was like if I had said 'Continue I'm here for you'. She kept blabbing untill she scoffed. "Jordan your discusting laying on the ground," she judged. She ran her hand through my hair. Okay , I'm an easy going guy. Just leave my hair alone. I hate when people touch my hair. I got up , and rolled my eyes. Soey just shook her head. Sisters can't live with them , can't live without them. I went to stand by my dad. Soey , and my mom never came around him anymore. I leaned on my dad. "Uhh... How much longgerrrrrr," I whined. He shrugged. I layed down once more , and passed out soon. Someone was messing with me. I could feel it. I opened my eyes. It was Soey ,and some Emmett guy. They were putting dirt all over me. I'm a nice guy just don't piss me off. I was cranky. I got up throwing the dirt into my sister's long black curls.
She got pissed off and went to tell mom. IDGAF Soey. I was so cranky. My mom came over to nagg. "Jordan. It doesn't cost you anything to be nice! Why are you being like this?" She demanded. Okay Isabella you wanna tell me my wrongs , and rights. Well I can play this game too. "Gee I don't know. Maybe because my mother is dead. Not with me anymore! Because her stupid desicion made me loose what I loved! Being Human! Because she ran off! Because my sister's a stupid bloodsucker! Because my life keeps falling apart! You like watching how your choices tear me apart inside! " I yelled at the woman who had given me life through angry tears. Her face was unreable. "Your fine Jordan you know why I did this. Son you understand very well. You know I will always love you ," my mom said calmly. "No I don't! I don't understand. And a fucking ILOVEYOU doesn't fix my life! Doesn't make it better!" I yelled at her.
My face was sticky from my tears. My mother looked like she was going to cry , exept she couldn't. "Jordan you know it's not like that," she said. Her voice was tearing. "You know very well how it is! I can't do this anymore! Don't you understand! Mom I loved you so much! I don't understand why you left! You don't know the pain I feel. You'll never know how it feels!" I realized I was on my knees. Crying like an idiot. My voice sad , but full of anger. My mother put her hand on my shoulder. I got up , and away. "Just forget about me! Forget 16 years ago you had a son! Forget me! I'm dead to you! Maybe that way you'll feel my pain!" After that I ran towards the woods shaking . My mother tried to run after me when Edward held her back. Telling her to let me calm down. I got up on a tree alone. Remebering human memories when I was happy. When my Mom , and Dad brought my sisters home for the first time. When we all went to the beach. Things that would never happen again. I took my necklace off. It was long. My mother had given it to me for luck. It read 'I'm always with you. ILYM' I love you mom. I didn't want it anymore. I threw it off the tree.
Everyone left me alone after that. The pack let me cool off untill it was time for the fight. We were in position. Ready to go. My mom wasn't going to fight. She didn't know how. I dugg my paws deep into the Earth. I was ready to go. The newborns appeared. We all charged towards them. I started tearing one apart. This was to easy. My junior pack was pretty good. Sam was proud of us. It's when I noticed a red head walk towards my mother. Edward was busy fighting some blond dude. She was defenseless. I don;t know why , but I charged towards the red leech. Knocking her away from my mother. The leech landed between some wolves , and some Cullens. My neck was buring. I didn't realize untill I phased back. SHe bit me! My body was on fire. Literally. I lost my balance. My mother caught me , and screamed out in cries. I looked up at her before I blacked out. It looked like she was crying. "Help me!" She cried. Her cold arms felt good around me. It's the last thing I remember.
