I don't own anything! Even know I wish I did!!

Ally

"What happend yesterday?" Pagie asked me.

"Nick and I meet these cool people, only problem, they left!" I told Pagie.

"But did they say anything to you?" Pagie aske me.

"Yeah and she said that they would be back..but you know what alway happens...beside I want my dad" I said sadly.

"You can't give up Ally" Pagie said.

"Oh no...you don't have to worry about that" I said to Pagie.

"Somebody will adopt you and Nick" Pagie said to me.

"Remember that photo that I found of my parents?" I asked Pagie.

"The one at their wedding?" Pagie asked.

"Yeah...well I was thinking of finding somebody who know them and maybe they can tell me that they know my father" I said.

"But you have to admit that it is going to be a long shot, they could of lived the other side of the world for all you know?" Pagie told me.

"I know...but maybe he lives right here in New York City" I said.

"Well then I wanna help you" Pagie said.

"Thanks...You are the best" I said throwing my arms around her and giving her a big hug.

"Okay well lets talk about this after class cause right now we are late" Pagie said as we linked arms and walked arm-in-arm to our english class.

Dear Dairy

I am sitting in english class right now, I am totally baord. I was trying to think were I can start in New York to find him, but the thing is I have to find him. Pagie said that she will help me, so hopefully we have find a lead, the only thing is I am scared that he didn't even live here, what if it's just another waste of time. I need my father so much dairy and I need my mom to. It's two weeks till Christmas and a week till we are offical on Christmas break.

Anyway dairy I got to run English is almost over

Signed

Ally

Nick

"Ally" I shouted running up to my sister after school. Ally and Pagie were standing near the benches.

"Hey Nick" both Ally and Pagie greeted me.

"What you guys doing?" I asked them.

"Just...looking at this" Ally quickly said opening a magazine. I looked at her and she smiled her innconte smile at me.
"Yeah whatever...come Ally we have to get back" I said grabing her arm and pulling her with me.

"Bye Pagie" Ally said as she waved at her friend. I said goodbye to Pagie and Ally and I headed back to the ophenage.

Ally

"How was your day?" Nick asked me..

"The usual...just sitting in boring old classes do the boring old things" I moaned.

"Come on Ally cheer up, it's Christmas in two weeks" Nick shot at me.

"Oh yay.." I said saracastically.

"What's that attitude?" Nick asked me.

"What's so exicting when we don't have a home..parents or even money this year?" I asked him.

"At least we have each other" Nick monaed at me. I looked at Nick, he looked very angry. Okay so at least I had Nick, I suppose I shouldn't have moaned.

"Come on then...we have to get back there" I said

Nick and I got back to the orpahange and I headed towards the room I shared with 5 others girls.

"Oh so the princess is back" LeAnn snapped as I entered the room. I looked at her and then countinued to walk towards my bed. I knew the girls hated me, but what was with her always snapping at me like that.

"Don't look at LeAnn that way, you not a princess" Dana said as she stepped in front of me.

"I never did anything" I said to them.

"Oh so now you better then us I suppose" Michelle laughed. All three of them laughed at me.

"Why don't you quite being such a bitch" I snapped at them again.

"Don't swear at us" LeAnn shouted at me.

"If you would just leave me ALONE" I shouted back at her.

"What's going on in here" the dorn teacher said as she raced into the room.

"Nothing" both LeAnn and I said as I looked at the ground.

"If I hear anything else, you will all be in trouble" the teacher said as she walked out.

"Don't start with us, casue you WILL loss" LeAnn said as she pointed her finger in my face. I smacked it away.

"Is that a threat?" I asked her.

"No it's a promise" Dana said as the three of them walked out. I sat on my bed and sighed. I hadn't even done anything to them, yet they hated me. I just wanted to go home.

Nick

Yo dude

Well here I go again...so school was okay...I have a few assighnments to do but nothing to hard. Ally and Pagie were acting strange today but once again that Ally for you. Not much happen. But again that the story of my life. Ally has been so dressped, I totally get what she has been going though but come on, she needs to lighten up and get over this crazy fantasy that our father is going to come to the rescue, cause I know that what she thinks.

Peace out

Nick

I put the dairy in my cuboard and got into bed. I started difting into sleep when I heard a voice.

"Nick" Ally tapped me.

"Ally...what's wrong?" I asked her confused.

"I can't sleep...want to sneak out with me?" Ally asked me. I looked at Ally, I could see she was upset.

"It's late" I said to her.

"Well if you don't come I am going on my own" Ally said.

"Fine...but here take this blanket...we are going to need it" I said as Ally and I left the room and snuck out the window.

"Were are we going?" I asked her.

"Wait and see...I found this place the other day, it so calm there" Ally said as she ran in front of me. I smiled and followed close behide her.

"So what you think?" Ally asked me. I stood next to Ally and gasped. It was beautiful. It was the lake, it was now covered with snow, but just the atmoshpher was beautful.

Ally

Nick and I stood on the grass. I had found it the other day when I was wondering around here.

"What you think?" I asked Nick.

"It's pretty cool here" Nick said. We lay the blanket down on the floor and sat together. Nick put his arm around my shoulder.

"Mom would of loved it here" I said sadly.

"Yeah...I was thinking the same thing" Nick said. I looked at Nick.

"I am scared Nick..." I said sadly.

"Of what?" Nick asked confused.

"Of forgeting what she looked like, fogeting what she sound like when she used to sing to us...mostly what her love felt like" I said as a tear fell down my check.

"Ally" Nick said as he made me look at him.

"I can't stop you from forgetting her, but I can remind you of what her love feels like, cause everytime I look at you I love you, like our mother loved us and if we remember that, we will rememeber her and her love will live on...promise" Nick said as I hugged him. We were both still missing her so much. I lay on Nick's shoulder and we both looked at the scenes before us, there were two little kids skipping with their mom, they were all laughing and playing around. As hard as it was, it was time for Nick and I to move on, but we both knew our mother would always be with us...till we meet up with her again.

"Lets go" Nick said as Nick and I headed back arm-in-arm, we snuck back in and went back to bed,.

"Night Ally...I love you" Nick smiled.

"I love you two bro...sweetest dreams" I smiled back at him and went to my own room.

Hey everybody...I hope you guys are enjoying, please if you read this story, than please review becasue I don't want to think nobody likes this story, so please, please please!

Anyway just to let you know Nathan and Haley never had James in season 4. Anyway hope you will review.

Thanks

Sam