After arraignment Olivia finds herself on Lucia's doorstep. Lucia opens the door- a bit startled by how disheveled the Lieutenant looks. She schools her features though- attributing it to what she assumes was a late night with her son. "Olivia, come in. Noah's just finishing lunch."

Olivia manages an uncomfortable, exhausted smile as she follows Lucia into her apartment. "Thank you so much for keeping him, Lucia."

"I see my son went in to work today. I'm hoping you can convince him-"

The pained look on Olivia's face stops her mid-sentence. "You don't know."

"Don't know?"

Tears that Olivia's been holding back all morning spring to her eyes. Noah- oblivious to what's going on- jumps up from where he is kneeling at the coffee table eating his lunch and runs over to his mom- wrapping his arms around her. Olivia stoops down to greet him- doing her best to reign in her emotions. "Hola, Mamí."

"Hi, Sweetie. Did you have fun with Abuelita?" Noah responds with an enthusiastic nod. "Can you go finish your lunch while we talk?"

Noah rushes back to the coffee table- distracted by his lunch and the television. Olivia stands but keeps her eyes on her son- tears finally making their way down her cheeks. Lucia places her hands on Olivia's shoulders- drawing her attention back. There's a slight panic in her voice, "Olivia, what don't I know. Is Rafael OK?"

Olivia shakes her head as the tears fall, trying to find her voice, "They've arrested him."

"They've what?!"

Olivia tries to keep her voice down- not wanting to draw attention from Noah. "Yelena Muñoz was found dead in her apartment last night. Alex told police Rafi killed her."

Lucia almost can't believe what she's hearing. Anger takes over. "I told Rafi to leave Alejandro alone. That no good would come of this."

Olivia chooses to ignore the comment- this wasn't the time. "There's so much evidence. All of it points right to him."

Lucia searches Olivia's eyes. Is this woman doubting her son? Her anger fades to fear. If Olivia doesn't believe him- getting him out of this will be next to impossible. "I won't deny he inherited his father's temper- but murder? He couldn't-"

"I know there's no way he killed her Lucia. I just don't know how to prove it." That's when Lucia sees it, the conviction, the pain- the love in Olivia's eyes. She realizes just how much Olivia loves her son- how willing she is to stand by him and her heart breaks for both of them.

Lucia pulls Olivia in- hugging her close as they both cry softly. "I'm so sorry, Lucia."

After a moment, Lucia pulls away from her- meeting her eyes. "There's nothing to be sorry about. Just promise me you won't give up on him."

Olivia nods but her attention is quickly drawn to the tiny hand now clutching her pants leg. Noah looks up at the two of them- concerned. "Mamí, Abi, have an owie?"

Both women do their best to regain their composure. Olivia scoops Noah up onto her hip, wiping her tears. "We're OK, buddy."

"I kiss it?" he inquires, unconvinced.

They both can't help but smile at him. Lucia leans in- offering her cheek. "Si, necesito un beso." Noah leans in giving her a peck. "Ah, todos bien ahora!"

Noah smiles- happy to have helped. Both women share a sad smile- wondering what the next few days will bring.

Olivia spends the rest of the day at home with Noah- checking in with Fin from time to time.

Bedtime is a disaster. Even before they started seriously dating Barba had become Noah's favorite person to read stories. Lately, Barba had become THE person to read him his bedtime story.

Olivia's attempt to explain that Raf had to go on a trip but will be back soon only manages to reduce Noah to tears. In the end- though Olivia tries to make it through a book- it is his crying that puts Noah to sleep.

By 9 pm, she finds herself sitting in the living room, staring at the television but not really watching it. She's exhausted but her mind is still going a million miles an hour. The sound of her phone startles her. She answers.

"Benson."

She hears Rita let out a shakey breath on the other end. "They're taking Barba to Mercy, meet me there?"

Olivia feels the blood rush to her feet. "What? Rita what happened?"

"I don't have any details yet. I'm sure they'll fill us in when we get there."

"OK." Olivia hangs up. Completely overwhelmed, she goes through the motions. Calling Lucy. Getting dressed. Her only thought- This can't be happening.