So so so sorry about the time gaps between updates, I promise it wont happen again! anyway you know the drill I don't own certain characters Shonda does and all mistakes are my own!

Callie POV

''You did good today Calliope, In PT.. you did awesome'' Arizona says to break the silence ''Ellie asks about you and Riley all the time baby''

''And what do you tell her?'' I ask

''I tell her what I've told her from the start, you and Riley are in the hospital getting better''

''So you lied to her then'' I mumble apparently not quiet enough

''Cal.. don't do that your both going to be fine''

''Oh my god what planet do you live on?! I might not be able to breathe by myself again, and Riley there is no matches for him not me, you, Ellie, Mark No one! He is dying Arizona no matter what we do he is still going to die, your a doctor and you still don't fucking get it, come in here like you've been taking happy pills all the time.. I'm sick of it, it's time you realised what's really going on''

''You don't think I get it? Cause I am fully aware of what's going on, don't worry about that. but for once could you get your head out of your ass and tell me what your so mad about?''

''I'm mad at the universe, It's fucked me over once to many times now I just wanna go home and spend time with the three of you and not think about Riley dying i don't want to be in this damn bed twenty four seven, I wanna be able to go ten minutes without a coughing fit I wanna walk on my own again, I wan't to be able to hold you at night! T-That is what I'm mad about!'' I rush out

''I want those things too Callie, It just takes time you know that'' My wife says getting out of her chair and moving to my side ''I'm trying here Callie, I really am.. Tell me your trying too''

''I am I promise I just need a minute to breathe sometimes, it gets a bit much sometimes'' I say leaning my head into her shoulder she places a kiss on my forehead and I can't help but smile

''Yo Torres-Robbins I got a delivery for you'' Mark booms out and I look over to see Riley and Ellie holding one of Marks hands each

''Man, I don't know you might have the wrong parcels'' I say jokingly

''No Mama He's right'' Ellie says leaving go of Mark's hand and walks over to my hospital bed ''Hi Mama, I missed you''

''Hey Bambi I missed you too'' She acquired the nickname 'Bambi' when she first started walking and couldn't stay on her feet for long looking like the Disney created Deer ''Whatcha been doing?''

''Hmmm, I did colours and watched Dora and then I ate a sandwich'' She states ''And Riley helped me tie my shoes, I can almost do it!''

''Well that was awesome of Riley'' My wife comments ''You okay Riley?''

''feel better today, don't want to be sick anymore and I brought Wreck-It-Ralph to watch'' he says pulling the DVD out of his rucksack ''Can we watch them?''

''We sure can'' I say I hear Arizona's pager going off, she looks over and i give her a nod she kisses our sleeping son's head and leaves me and Ellie watch the film for a while longer until she looks over to me and lets out a huff

''Bambi? Something up?'' I ask my daughter

''I dunno Mama Just do you not want to see me anymore?'' She asks with timid eyes and my heart drops to my stomach

''What do you mean Mija? Of course I want to see you it's just I can't come home yet but I miss you everyday.. you know I love you too the moon and back right? both you and Riles and if I could come home I would have right now but I'm not much fun right now but I promise I'll be home soon back to you and your brother''

''But Riley said he's going away soon.. said there is no medicine that will make him better... so he has to go but I don't want him too I love him who else am I going to play barbies and builders with? he's the bestest at it mama it's not fair''

''You'll find someone else'' I hear a voice from the side of me say Riley must have woke up and heard her ''Harper will be your buddy''

I'm about to interrupt because I can't listen to this any more when my Cell phone rings from the hospital table I answer the phone to an automated voice on the other side of the line

''An Inmate from Washington State Penitentiary is trying to contact you, to accept the call please press one''

I press one curiosity getting the better of me and I wait until I hear his voice

''Callie It's Hunt don't hang up you might want to hear this..''

That's it for now, what's going to happen next? Read and Review!