Author's Note:

Hello, it's MinaNaru4ever again and I want to announce that the 4th chapter of The White Day is finally finished! On the contrary of my current exam weeks, I was able to finish this chapter because I told my parents that I needed my notebook to study. Actually, it's not a total lie because I did study with my notebook and after that, I wrote this chapter.

I think this chapter contains lots and lots of altercation between the two blondes. And, in this chapter, said blondes will say/accuse a lot of stuff only to hurt at each other. I don't know why I wrote the story so hurtful but maybe it's because I'm not really in the mood to write happy lemony ending stuff right now. Thanks to my oblivious exam weeks. But worry not! There will be sunshine after the rain!

I hope you like it…

If you don't like it then don't read it.

But if you do like it then do read.

Summary:

I'll give you my chocolate if you give me your milk.

Pairing: Minato N. x Naruto U.

Warning: Yaoi, Incest, Slight Lemon, Hard Lemon (Next Chapter)

Disclaimer:

I don't own Naruto neither I make any money by writing this fic.

The White Day - Chapter 4

"I love you so much that I couldn't hate you… even though I tried so hard to tell myself that I hate you… but I couldn't… I just couldn't hate you…" said Naruto weakly.

He had stopped his crying. He wiped off his tears from his eyes and looked plainly at Minato's guilty eyes.

"Naruto..." said Minato guiltily. He felt so bad to ever hurt Naruto because of blind accusations. He didn't even now whether he could ever be forgiven…

"But none of this matters anymore…" said Naruto weakly.

"Naruto, I…" said Minato in staggered. He really didn't know what to answer.

"It's over. I'm leaving Konoha tonight…" said Naruto determinedly.

Minato was so speechless that he couldn't think even for a single one syllable word for him to say. He could only standing idly with his sky blue eyes that turned darker and gloomier. Now, his once ocean blue eyes were more likely to be called murky waters rather than the former one. It was because his eyes were now filled with total shock and if he hadn't gritted his teeth so tightly his jaw would have been dropped to the floor making a perfect 'O' shape in his face.

"What? No, no. You can't leave the village, you mustn't!" protested Minato in shocked. His eyes grew wider and wider as his fears started to embrace him tighter making his legs trembling with forceful reaction.

"I'm sorry Dad. I'm sorry that I love you more than I should ever be as your son. And, I'm really sorry if you feel ashamed about me. But, I couldn't help it. I just couldn't." said Naruto apologetically.

He apologized because he knew that he had ashamed Minato with his weird affection toward his very own father. But he also knew that he couldn't fight the feeling even after he tried so hard, he just couldn't. It's not just a stupid crush, it was love. He was deeply in love with his father. As much as he knew that it was sinfully wrong, he still loved him. Even if he was condemned to Hell for having such feelings, he just couldn't lie to himself.

"Naruto…" said Minato weakly.

Minato wasn't really so sure what to say. He didn't want to see his son suffering and feeling sorry about himself. Minato didn't really care if Naruto was gay, he's happy for whatever his son was. If only Naruto knew that Minato didn't feel ashamed of his son's sexuality…

"It's okay, well actually it is not okay, but eventually it will be okay. I've made up my mind. I'll forget the foolish crush that I have on you." said Naruto determinedly as he smiled a little bit showing his doubtful smile.

Minato observed his son's face and he absolutely didn't believe that his son was smiling happily. He knew that Naruto disguised his pain by smiling it away. But Minato knew better than that. Naruto's eyes couldn't lie how much pain that he had been through even so there's no tears in his eyes.

His blue eyes that had been relentlessly abused by his tears grew darker and darker as he could feel intense pain creeping right below his chest. Naruto couldn't believe that his chest wasn't even bleeding! He swore that the pain in his chest was unbearable as if he were severely bleeding! It's hurt a lot. He didn't want to forget his affection toward his father. He didn't even know whether he could forget his love. But, he did know that if he left the village the pain would ease up a little bit.

"You don't have to leave the village." convinced Minato soothingly.

Minato didn't want his son to leave Konoha. He couldn't accept it if his son left him. He loved his son. He didn't want to be called a bad father because he couldn't even raise his son in the right way. If Naruto did leave the village, Minato would feel that he failed to be a good father.

"It's the only way for me to forget my crush." replied Naruto weakly with his lips still grinning widely showing his perfect fake smile.

Naruto thought that if time couldn't ease his pain, he wished that distance could ease his. He believed that if he left the village far enough from his father, he could forget his affection towards his father. He also thought that maybe he could fall in love with another person to ease his aching pain inside his chest but, maybe not too soon.

'And, it's also the only way for me to mend my broken heart… My heart won't take it anymore if I have to see you being with someone else…' thought Naruto desolately in his mind.

Knowing that his father had released his tight grip on Naruto's shoulders, Naruto moved his father's arm a little bit so that he could make some space and then he left his still shocked father in the kitchen room as he walked lifelessly to the dining table. He picked the crushed chocolate box and he put the chocolate box into the trash bin. Clearly, no matter how pain it would bring, Naruto had determined to forget his love with his father, because he put away 'his symbol of love' to the garbage can.

Minato was still staring mindlessly to the wall when suddenly he heard a weak 'thud' sound coming from behind him. He didn't notice what that sound was until he saw Naruto's somber expression as his son's standing near the trash can. Minato then quickly glanced around the room to see what had happened. And there he noticed it. The crushed chocolate box that's supposed to sit silently on top of the dining table was gone. Minato instantly noticed what had happened.

"Then don't! Don't forget your crush on me! Just don't leave…me." pleaded Minato sadly as he walked slowly to his son.

He approached his son and looked at his son's dejected eyes. He could see so much pain emanating from his son's weary eyes. He then cupped Naruto's cheek gently so that their blue eyes could meet at each other. He couldn't help but notice that his son's eyes were filled with pain, shame, and guilt. He wondered how crushed Naruto's heart was right now.

Judging from the feelings that obviously portrayed on his son's eyes, Minato was quite taken aback that Naruto was still able to pull it together. The shame and guilty feelings that were visibly imprinted on Naruto's eyes made him wanted to hug Naruto tightly, wrapping his arms closely to Naruto's hurting heart and made his son noticed that 'it's okay not to be okay'.

"Don't look so sad, Dad. I'm so happy… happy that you loved me. Happy that you took care of me… Like… if I try to imagine the two of us… living together… I can't think of anything… beyond 'I'd be so happy'. If I had any regrets… it would be that I won't see you… when you grow old. But, I must leave. I couldn't stay here even though I really wanted too. Thank you for everything." said Naruto sorrowfully.

He looked at Minato's concerned eyes and then Naruto was smiling again, showing his perfect false grin to his father. How could he be smiling if his smile was filled with pure pain? It was so poignant that he hid his depression with his fake smile. Fortunately, Minato knew that Naruto was lying. He knew that Naruto was hurt a lot and then he tried to hide his pain by smiling it away.

After hearing what Naruto had just said, Minato was now standing silently with his shocked face. He could feel the inside of him was tearing apart a little by a little as he saw Naruto's hurt expression. But, it's not just that. What Naruto said just triggered something that he had been trying to repress with all his might for ages.

Minato tried to shake away his nightmare but he couldn't. Naruto's sad expression and the wistful tone inside of it pulled Minato into his frightening memory that he tried to forget. It was the day when Naruto was first born, the day where Minato lost his beloved wife.

'D-d-don't look so sad… Minato. I'm… I'm happy… happy that you loved me. Happy that… it's… our son's birthday. Like… if I try to imagine surviving and the three of us… living together… I can't think of anything… beyond 'I'd be so happy'. If I had any regrets… it would be that I won't see Naruto grow up. Thank you for everything, my love.' a woman's voice was ringing on his head indefinitely.

What Naruto had said was almost identical with what his mother did and it made Minato to involuntarily remember about his repressed painful memory.

'Kushina…' thought Minato weakly as his eyes started to be stinging.

He could feel the saddening memory creeping out and hurting his chest. Now, his chest felt like being squeezed and stabbed by a lot of knives at the same time, then it's spun around imaginarily bleed his chest out. His heart was churning and spinning like a mixer and the intense beat of his heart made him having difficulty in breathing.

He could remember the day when he lost his wife vividly. The memory sculpted perfectly in his mind hurting him and pushing him down to his feet. He felt pretty scared now. The fear of losing the beloved one was too much for him. It could easily drive him insane in minutes. He didn't want to lose another one. He had lost his wife and he definitely couldn't take it if he lost his beloved son.

"No! No! Naruto don't!" screamed Minato in pain from the top of his lung as his fears trying to chase away his sanity.

But, Naruto didn't reply back. He gently pushed his father's hands making the cup around his cheeks to be released and then he walked mindlessly throughout the living room forwarding to his own room. After all, he needed to pack his belongings first before he could leave the village.

"Naruto!" screamed Minato full of fear as he saw his son's back walking further away from him.

'I'm sorry Dad… but if I look at your face now, it's going to break my heart even more." thought Naruto in his mind. He noticed that his father was desperately calling his name but Naruto determined to not look at his father's face because it would only bring him pain.

"Na-Na-Naruto! No, Please don't leave me! If you really love me… then don't leave me!" begged Minato desperately. Seeing that his son's walking further and further away from him, Minato could feel the fears were multiplying inside him driving him to the edge and trying to push him outside of the boundaries.

But, Naruto was still silenced. He didn't even bother to reply him with a single word. He kept walking away to his room leaving the scared Minato behind. Just when he's about to reach the staircase, Minato couldn't take it anymore. Minato was already at his wits end and seeing that Naruto walking away further and further pushed him away from his edge. He took a deep breath trying to collect all the might that he had still and then…

"K-k-kiss me!" shouted Minato to his son.

The result was positive. Naruto stopped a little bit and looked at his father's face in disbelief. He really couldn't believe what he had just heard. He first thought that his mind was playing trick on him. He then decided to look at his father's eyes to observe whether his father was lying or not.

"What…?" said Naruto shocked.

"I said 'Kiss me', Naruto." stated Minato plainly.

He walked forward to catch up with his son. Then, he placed his hands atop Naruto's shoulders and he looked deeply inside Naruto's eyes showing Naruto his soothing eyes. He swore that he could see Naruto's eyes were glowing a little. His eyes were filled with between disbelief and hope. Minato smiled his blissful signature smile as he saw that his son's 'dead' eyes were alive again.

"B-b-but why?" asked Naruto in disbelief. He didn't bother to struggle away from his father's grip because he was too mesmerized by his father's undying smile.

"I want you to kiss me." said Minato comfortingly as his eyes smoldering with determination and comfort. He then added, "If you really love me, then kiss me."

"Why do you keep hurting me like this?" asked Naruto in disbelief.

He closed his eyes trying to force back the tears that could be falling in any minute. It's not that he didn't want to kiss his father but it's because he was afraid that if he dared to kiss his father he would end up being hurt by his father when Minato left.

"Naruto…" said Minato comfortingly.

"Don't you see that it's already hurting me to leave the village? That I have to leave my beloved village, my friends, and I have to leave you?" explained Naruto with a wistful voice tone. He was still closing his eyes because he didn't want to cry yet again but the image of losing all that's important to him, really hurt Naruto a lot.

"Then don't leave. Stay with me, Naruto. I'm sure we can figure this thing out." explained Minato determinedly.

'No, we can't… we can't figure this thing out. Minato, you don't love me the way I do... You love your special one and I'm not the one. Don't you remember the one that you gave your chocolate today? Even though it didn't work out for today, but eventually it would. And, when that time comes, I'll be broken…"

Naruto was lost in thought, he kept thinking so hard whether he should accept his father's kiss and ended up being hurt later or deny his father's kiss and feeling hurt now.

"Please?" asked Minato to his son.

"I'm sorry. I have to go now." said Naruto hurriedly as he opened his eyes, still avoiding looking on his father's face. Then, he tried to struggle away from his dad.

"No, please! Don't go!" pleaded Minato as he wrapped his arms to hug his son's tightly.

He clenched Naruto's back tightly with his strong arms making their body clasped closely against each other. He laid Naruto's head to his chest trying to soothe away all the pain that's inside his son's chest. He then laid his head gently above Naruto's ruffled blond hair giving so much warmth to his son's cold heart. Naruto could feel so much warmth emanating from his father's body. As much as he liked the warmth feeling that was wrapping his body, it almost made him cry.

'Please don't do this… You're making it harder for me…' thought Naruto sadly in his mind.

Naruto knew that he had to release the grip but he just couldn't help it. He was confused and he didn't know what to do. Should he follow his logic and struggle away from his father's caring arms? Or should he follow his needs and reciprocally hug Minato's back? He didn't choose either one of it. He was just standing idly at his father's arm as he let himself being gently hugged by Minato.

'I wish that time would just stop… so that I could hold you and lay my head down on your chest forever…' thought Naruto sadly in his mind.

But then, Minato leaned back from the hug and went to the former position they were in because Minato wanted to observe and see his son's face.

Knowing that the hugging was finished, Naruto's logic started to win again as he then said.

"Dad, I have to ―" before he could finish his sentence, he could feel something was pressing his lips. Something that he had craved for a really long time… and it made Naruto's mind to be short circuited and went blank.

Minato leaned forward trying to clasp their body closer and closer again as he pressed his soft lips gently on his son's pink lips. Before Naruto would know it, Minato was coaxing his lips against Naruto's lips trying to savor the amazing flavor that coming from the younger blonde's hot lips. He moved his lips swiftly trying to melt down Naruto's strong disapproval that was coming from his closed lips. Naruto tried to close his lips tightly but Minato's undying kiss slowly melting down the unwavering thoughts on Naruto's mind.

'He's kissing me…? It's his lips… The lips that I've been craving for… it's finally… oh God… what should I do?' thought Naruto in disbelief.

Seeing that Naruto wasn't responding from the kiss, Minato decided to tease his son a little.

"Hmm, you can do better than that, Naruto." said Minato to his son as he leaned back a little making their lips apart.

Naruto admitted that he didn't like it when their lips parted but he tried so hard to force the upset groan that eliciting in his throat. Minato then observed Naruto's face to try to read his son's mind. Seeing that Naruto was still bewildered, he kissed his son with a simple quick kiss trying to gain his attention. The quick chaste kiss made Naruto's blushed scarlet. Then Minato added playfully,

"I saw you doing it better than this with the Uchiha." and he continued to press his lips to Naruto's.

'Oh, it's the love that I've been waiting for so long… Finally… finally I got him where I wanted now…' thought Naruto in his mind.

He finally surrendered to the kiss. He opened his lips and reciprocally kissed Minato's lips back. He sucked in a sharp breath as he could feel the older blonde's tongue sneaked inside his mouth. He then also slid out his tongue to meet Minato's tongue as their lips started to clasp tightly against each other lips. They kissed, kissed and kissed making a perfect saliva trail on each other's jaw. Naruto couldn't believe that he actually could kiss the lips that he had been craving for ages. He deeply sucked the older blonde's mouth as he tried to memorize the blissful taste of his father's saliva. He really liked it. His father's saliva was quite sweet and mouth watering, making him crave for more. It's also taste a little bit of chocolate.

He was quite surprised that Minato's respond was very positive! As Minato was also sucking back at Naruto's mouth and craved for his son's tasty miso-like saliva. Minato then gently bit down Naruto's lips as he intimately kissed at each other. The gentle bite was giving Naruto a shuddering pleasure down to his spine and creeping up to his brain making his mind went awry. Naruto was turned on with the odd pleasure that slithering down on his back. He then gently nibbled at Minato's lower lip and making his father groaned out in pleasure.

He thought that Minato would definitely object to his feelings. But, surprisingly he didn't! Naruto felt so happy about this. He felt like he was really loved. The feelings were just too intense! All the darkness and sadness that he felt today instantly gone and cured by the kiss… until his logic started to come back and ruin his happiness.

He then remembered…

'No! Don't! You mustn't Naruto! You can't take it more than this… He still loved his special one! The one that he gave a chocolate today! Don't you remember? If you hugged him, you wouldn't be able to ever let him go… You'd be breaking apart if he left you for his special one! ' said his logic to himself.

His logic started to creep inside him and he instantly remembered the reason why he wanted to leave the village at the first place. He remembered the cruel fact that he had discovered before. He thought that his father was just acting. All of this kissing was just an act while in fact Minato didn't love him.

'He didn't kiss me because he loved me… he kissed me so that I didn't leave the village. This… this is not the love I want. He doesn't even love me. The kiss is just to show his pity on me…' thought Naruto sadly.

He reluctantly released his grip on his father's neck as he leaned back a little bit and looked away from his father. The last thing that Naruto wanted from his father was to be pitied. He didn't want to be pitied because it made him looks so miserable.

"Naruto?" asked Minato confused. He was pretty confused why Naruto suddenly released and broke their kiss. It was a really good kiss! Then why did Naruto release the kiss?

"Th-th-that would be our goodbye kiss." said Naruto sadly as he tried so hard to fight away his tears. But, it's very hard to not cry after he said goodbye to the love of his life. Nevertheless, he managed to fight back his tears as he kept repeating his mantra 'there's too much tears have been spent for today'.

"What? No… no, no no, you can't do this to me!" shouted Minato as his fears finally chased away his sanity making him insane and desperately begged for Naruto to not leave him. The fear of losing his beloved one was just too much for him.

Naruto didn't say anything because he really couldn't. He wanted to stay but he knew that he'd end up hurt if he stayed. He wanted to leave but he knew that he'd miss his lover if he left. He was in a very dilemmatic position and it made him speechless. He still looked away from his father as his mind drifted away to his fantasy. In his fantasy, he was sure that he wouldn't be hurt or wouldn't have to choose the decision.

Unfortunately, seeing that his son released his kiss and that his son still decided to leave the village even though Minato had finally accepted Naruto's weird sexuality, Minato came up with his own conclusion…

"I knew it…" said Minato coldly as his mind finally picked up all of the missing pieces and put it all up into his own conclusion.

"What?" asked Naruto confused. He didn't know what's happening on his father's mind but seeing that his father's voice tone changed from the warm and loving one into something cold, Naruto didn't need to guess that his father was going to hurt him again ― as if today weren't enough.

"I knew it now! Damn! To think that I actually fell for your lies!" said Minato angrily with a voice as cold as ice. It hurt Naruto to hear his father was talking to him with that tone. Minato was pretty angry! His voice tone kept rising and rising as the urge kept come back and filling his chest. Minato was going to hurt Naruto even more than he already did.

"Lies?" asked Naruto surprised as he felt that Minato had abruptly released the grip on his shoulders. Naruto winced a little bit as he felt the caring and warm hands turned into something cold and cruel.

He didn't know why his father was suddenly accusing him of lying. He tried to recall everything that he had done for today but he didn't remember when he did lie to his father. Despite of every attempt that he tried to remember whether he lied or not, he knew that he didn't lie to his father.

"You couldn't kiss me back because you don't love me. You lied to me." accused Minato coldly.

His eyes was glowering with anger as it turned darker and darker making Naruto to squirm with fear a little bit when he saw his eyes. Naruto knew that this wouldn't do any good. He could feel the intense glaring on his father's eyes were piercing his heart slowly but surely leaving the intense pain to come back creeping on his chest. All the sudden happiness that he felt had simultaneously gone leaving Naruto a little bit empty and feeling betrayed. What happened to the Minato that he long knew?

"I'm not lying about my feelings!" said Naruto as he raised his voice tone a little bit to match his father's voice tone.

Naruto tried so hard to not looking at his father's face. He couldn't believe that his father was accusing him like this. Naruto loved Minato! He truly loved him… It would always be about him. There's no way Naruto would lie about it. Lying to his own feelings was as much as the same as denying who he was! That's why he didn't lie!

"Oh really? Then why couldn't you kiss me?" asked Minato sarcastically. He raised his eyebrows sardonically as he demanded a good answer from his son.

"It's because…" said Naruto weakly. His eyes turned murky and murkier as he felt the stabbing knives was coming back to hurt his chest. The cruel memory that he tried to repress was finally resurfacing to his chest as he could feel his eyes almost dropping his tears.

'If I kissed you, I wouldn't be able to let you go.' thought Naruto sadly in his mind. He knew that he couldn't kiss his father because it would end up hurting him deeply when his father finally left him for his special one. If only Minato knew about this hurtful fact…

"It's because you don't love me. You still love the Uchiha!" accused Minato angrily. He didn't like it when his son loved the Uchiha. It's not that he was jealous or what but he didn't like it when Naruto was blinded because of his stupid crush. He couldn't help to think that Naruto decided to leave the village because he was broken hearted by the Uchiha boy.

"It doesn't have anything to do with him! Please, don't drag him into this!" said Naruto with a little bit anger in his voice tone.

He already explained such things over too many times that the Uchiha had nothing to do with all of his crying or why he wanted to leave the village. But, Minato just wouldn't get it. He wrongly picked his own conclusion without knowing the truth that Naruto was pretty hurt by it.

"Really? Honestly Naruto, you're leaving the village because you are so broken hearted with the Uchiha, right?" asked Minato angrily.

He needed to prove his conclusion and since he didn't know where to find the evidence, he just asked Naruto until Naruto would finally stop lying and told him the truth. But, what he didn't know was that Naruto had already said the truth from the very bottom of his heart. If only Minato would see it…

"I said it doesn't have anything to do with him!" replied Naruto back. He mentally sighed to himself because he was so tired to explain the same thing over and over again.

"Hah! It seems to me that you're defending your lover." accused Minato angrily to his son.

"No! I'm not! I love you Minato, not Sasuke. I will always love you." said Naruto purely from the bottom of his heart while he slightly hoped that his father would finally stop the nonsense and believed him.

"Hmph. Another lies. You should be defending me if you loved me." demanded Minato to his son.

He didn't want to believe another lies that coming from Naruto's mouth. He wrongly accused that Naruto was lying to him. He firmly believed what he saw tonight. He remembered when Naruto was forcing his lips to the Uchiha boy. He thought that Naruto was crazily in love with the Uchiha and it made him lose his senses. Minato couldn't accept that.

"B-b-but you're wrong! Why can't you believe me?" asked Naruto sadly with his shaky voice tone. Just a little bit more and Naruto would definitely break down into tears, yet again.

"Do you expect me to believe with your lies?" asked Minato sarcastically with his cold voice tone.

He was so angry that Naruto was still trying to fool him around. He didn't like it. He cared about his son and he wanted his son to be honest to himself. Minato thought that if Naruto really loved the Uchiha he should just admit it to him and not lying to him like this.

"But, it's not a lie!" explained Naruto sadly. Why couldn't Minato just believe with his own son? He used to believe him before. But, why couldn't he believe his son now?

"For the last time, Naruto! You don't have to leave the village just because of your foolish crush with the Uchiha!" shouted Minato angrily.

Minato felt like he was betrayed by his own son! He first thought that Naruto did love him and even though he knew that it was wrong, he was ready to give his son a chance as long as Naruto was happy and as long as Naruto didn't leave the village. But, now, Minato thought that it was all just a made up story by Naruto. He thought that Naruto wanted to leave the village because he was broken hearted by the Uchiha. And it had nothing to do with loving him as a lover.

"It doesn't have anything to do with him!" said Naruto in his raised voice tone.

His voice was still shaky because he was about to break into tears in moments. But, fortunately, he didn't. He tried to match his voice tone with his father's so that his father could hear him. After all, it was the truth that Naruto really loved Minato. If only Minato would just believe him this once…

"It has everything to do with him! You are lying to me!" shouted Minato angrily.

He loudly shouted at his own son and it made Naruto shocked. Even though what Naruto had been saying was the truth, but Minato just wouldn't see it that way. He blinded his eyes with his wrong accusations and it made him unable to see the plain truth. He couldn't see that Naruto was really in love with him.

Naruto was still shocked by the loud shouting. He couldn't believe that his father was shouting at him that harshly. And, it made his eyes grew wider and wider resembling a saucer. Seeing that Naruto was pretty surprised and dejected by the loud shouting, Minato's logic finally came back and he regretted that he ever shouted at his son like that.

"Naruto, I-I-I… I'm really sorry that I shouted at you…" said Minato apologetically.

After his urge finally diminished, he could now use his logic to compassionately talk with his son. After all, Minato was pretty kind and caring to his son even though sometimes he could start fuming if his ego was attacked. But still, he's very loving and tender in the inside.

"Never mind…" said Naruto weakly as he shrugged his shoulders a little showing a gesture that he didn't care about any of this anymore.

He didn't like to shout to his father or be shouted by his father. He just wished he could end this day. Today was already too much for him. He really needed to leave. He turned his back from his father and forwarded to the staircase. But, before he left the living room…

"Naruto, stop!" said Minato firmly as he reached out his hand and gently grabbed Naruto's shoulder. Minato was still faster than him! He could easily catch up with Naruto if he ran away. Having collected his calm, Minato started to talk again with his son trying to bring logic to his son's mind.

"If you leave the village, you're throwing your life away. You don't want that, do you? To live and grow up without a village is so hard…" said Minato calmly and caringly.

He loved his son and he didn't want his son to be hurt even though he had hurt him so much today. But he didn't really mean it. He needed to convince his son with logic so that his son wouldn't leave the village! But Naruto responded differently…

"Well, maybe I do want to throw my life away. It is mine after all. I can decide whether I want to keep it or just throw it." said Naruto selfishly. He was tired of fighting with his dad and it's not his fault if he acted a little bit like an asshole. He just wanted all this altercation and the stupid crush to end.

"That's very selfish of you! You can't do that! Not after what Kushina had done to you! If it hadn't been for you, then―"said Minato in angrily. He didn't finish his sentence because his logic suddenly came back and reminded him to not say such things to his son!

"Then…?" asked Naruto confused to his father. He didn't know what his father intended to say because Minato stopped the sentence leaving it incomplete.

"…" Minato was speechless. He didn't want to admit that he'd ever think that way about his son. He regretted the stupid urge that made him talk that way to his son as he secretly hoped that his son didn't notice the rest of his sentence was.

"Then what, Dad?" asked Naruto still in confused.

But, Minato didn't answer Naruto's demand. He looked away with his eyes completely filled with guilt. He was feeling so guilty to ever talk like that to his son. But, Naruto wasn't stupid. He quickly observed his father's face and he could see that there's a lot of guilt written on his father's face. Naruto knew whatever that Minato had intended to say was something that made his face filled with complete guilt.

"Then what?" demanded Naruto angrily as he raised his voice tone.

Then, suddenly all of the pieces started to form into a harsh conclusion. Naruto instantly realized why his father was feeling so guilty to ever talk that way.

'If it hadn't been for you, then Kushina wouldn't have been dead.' concluded Naruto in his mind.

Even though, he only said it because of the intense urge that kept eliciting on his throat, Naruto was so hurt to think that his father was able to accuse him that way.

"Why don't you just say it, Dad?" asked Naruto angrily. He needed to confront his father whether his conclusion was right on the spot or not.

"Wh-what?" asked Minato back weakly.

He was able to collect the little voice that he still had. He couldn't really talk that much because he didn't want to hurt his son anymore than he had already done. He blamed his urge that made him to ever think such harsh thing about his son.

"Yeah, why don't you just say the words? And stop this crap!" demanded Naruto angrily.

He already had enough about all the false lies that kept happening in his life. He didn't want to be fooled anymore. He wanted all the lies to end.

"I was just…"said Minato weakly. He really didn't know what else he could say now that Naruto seemed to understand the rest of the incomplete sentence that he said earlier.

"Just say it!" demanded Naruto angrily.

"I-I-I… no, no, I didn't mean it like that…" said Minato as the guilt started to creep inside of him and blaming him cruelly 'what kind of father are you? blaming your own son for your wife's death?'

"Oh, you know what? That's bullshit! I know that you've been thinking about it all the time!" said Naruto angrily.

Now, Naruto was pretty hurt. He didn't know that his father was thinking about him like that. He didn't know that his father was blaming him of his mother's death. He could feel the intense pain racing inside his veins and started to fill his heart completely clenching his chest with deep uncomfortably feeling. His eyes grew darker and gloomier as drop of tears started to form on the edge of his eyes. He's going to break into tears again… After all, who wouldn't? He thought that his father was blaming him on his mother's death.

"No! I don't! I don't think it like that!" said Minato in regret.

"Admit it! I know that deep down you always think it that way!" accused Naruto angrily as his tears started to form even more. In moments, Naruto sure would fall into tears again.

"No! I'm not! What do you know about me anyway! " said Minato.

"It's pretty damn obvious! I've known it for a long time!" shouted Naruto angrily. He was not only pretty hurt but also pretty angry. How could his father think it that way…? All the hurtful feelings finally made him fall into tears…

"Naruto!" protested Minato as he raised his voice tone trying so hard to make Naruto stop the nonsense.

'Oh, please don't cry again Naruto… I don't mean it that way! It's the urge… that fucking urge always takes control of me and makes me say things that I don't really mean to say it…' thought Minato in regret as he saw Naruto's tears. He looks so much in pain.

"It is my fault, isn't it? Ever since Mom's dead, you are blaming it on me!" said Naruto in between his tears.

"No! How could you say that! I would never!" protested Minato.

"Oh cut this crap! Why don't you just admit it and say the truth! It's me, right? It's all because of me!" again, Naruto demanded his father to stop all the acting. He wanted his father to admit the harsh fact although if his father did admit it, Naruto didn't know what would happen to his heart. He was so crushed and deep down he hoped that Minato wouldn't say 'yes'.

"I'm not blaming you on that! Please, Naruto, The Kyuubi release was an accident!" protested Minato to his son. Actually, Minato never blamed Naruto for his wife's death. He realized that it was an accident! If only Naruto would understand that… No one blamed him but himself!

"It's because of me! Mom's dead because of me! It was all entirely my fault! Isn't that what you wanted to say before?" said Naruto weakly as tears kept falling down in his cheeks making a perfect trace.

He didn't know what's left in him anymore. He was hurt, crushed, and felt like he was betrayed. He didn't know that his father would blame him like that. He felt like being backstabbed in the back by none other than his own beloved father.

"No! You are wrong! God! I'm not blaming you for Kushina's death! Never! It was clearly an accident!" said Minato. He would explain it as many times as he could until Naruto would understand that nobody blamed him.

"Accident? Yeah you are right." agreed Naruto sarcastically.

"It was!" confirmed Minato firmly.

"The only thing that's an accident was my birth!" accused Naruto angrily.

Naruto already felt so crushed and hurt about how he felt that his father was blaming him of his mother's death. So, he started to self-loathe himself. He thought that if he hadn't been born, then the Kyuubi wouldn't have been released and thus his mother would have been alive. He then added again,

"My birth was an accident, wasn't it? It wasn't planned and, deep down, you know it that way."

"Naruto, please stop this madness! You thought it all wrong!" said Minato angrily.

Never ever in his life he thought that Naruto's birth was an accident or a curse! He loved his son and he knew that Kushina would also love his son. He didn't want Naruto to feel like that. He didn't want Naruto to feel that he was just a curse to the family because he's not. To both Minato and Kushina, Naruto was the greatest gift that they could ever have.

"Wrong? Oh no, Dad, I'm pretty sure that I'm damn right." said Naruto angrily. He already wiped off his tears because there's just too much pain in his chest and the way he self-loathing himself. Now, he was pretty fumed of himself. He then added again,

"You're 22 when Mom was pregnant, don't you think it's a little bit too young for you to be a father?" accused Naruto.

"Yeah, but it wasn't like that. We were both just—" before Minato could finish his sentence, Naruto immediately cut him.

"Just practically in love and then? Bam! Mom's pregnant! Totally unplanned." said Naruto angrily.

"No! Stop it! You are wrong! Why are you saying it like that? I didn't blame you for Kushina's death. You're the one that blaming it all on yourself!" said Minato angrily as he tried his best to make Naruto understand that Naruto was the one that blaming it all to himself.

"Cut the crap, Dad! I don't want to be sympathized! Honestly, now you know that I'm gay, that I'm not normal, and that I even fall in love with you, you must be sickly disgusted of me, aren't you?" asked Naruto enraged.

"Naruto… I'm your father… I… I always care about you, no matter what or who you are." said Minato soothingly with the most comforting sound that he had. He reached out his hand to caress the tears that were falling on Naruto's cheek but Naruto suddenly yanked his hand to push away Minato's caring hand.

"I said cut the crap!" demanded Naruto.

It made Minato to be speechless. He didn't know what to do anymore. Naruto's heart turned as cold as ice and he kept blaming himself about his mother's death. And, Minato didn't know what to do anymore. He wanted to hug his very own son and chase away all the hurtful things inside his son's chest but he knew that Naruto wouldn't allow him to touch him.

Seeing that Minato was completely speechless, Naruto then added again,

"You know what? You should have saved mom and not me. That's probably better right? You could bang Mom everyday and your gay son wouldn't ever be existed."

"Naruto! How could you say that! You dare to disrespect your mom like that?" said Minato in disbelief. He didn't know that his son had the urge to disrespect his mother's like that. He felt so shocked and also a little bit furious! Naruto shouldn't talk like that about his mother!

"So what? It's not like you still care about her anymore now, do you? Hah! You don't! Today, you were seeing someone else!" accused Naruto.

Naruto remembered that today, Minato bought a chocolate for his special one. At first he didn't really think about it, but now that he felt like being betrayed by his father, he finally thought about it. He thought that his father didn't love his mother anymore because his father bought a chocolate for another person.

"What did you just say?" asked Minato crossly. He could feel another urge eliciting from his throat as the anger started to take control of him.

"I said that you betrayed Mom!" said Naruto irately.

He thought that not only his father betrayed him to ever think and blame him for his mother's death, his father also betrayed his mother. Even though, he knew that his mother was long deceased but he couldn't accept it to see his father's being with someone else other than his mother or him. Honestly, Naruto was pretty jealous to his father's special one.

"Are you out of your fucking mind? I love her! I still do!" said Minato furiously.

He couldn't believe what Naruto had just said. Naruto accused him of betraying his wife! It's nonsense! Minato still loved his wife. How could Naruto accuse him like that?

"Don't be a hypocrite! You bought a chocolate today and then you gave it to some cum whore! For what? For a good fuck! Don't tell me that you still love Mom because that is pretty bullshit!" said Naruto angrily as he was glaring to his father.

"You don't know anything!" explained Minato as he raised his tone. He glared back to Naruto's eyes, eyes to eyes, showing him his deathly glare as he pierced inside Naruto's blue eyes deeply.

"Oh, really? Do I Dad? First, there's a lube in your office and second, you did say that you're buying a chocolate for your special one. Now, you expect me to believe that―" said Naruto in his anger voice. But, before he could finish his sentence he was cut by Minato's loud shouting,

"Enough!" ordered Minato angrily.

"Why? You don't like it when I bare it all? That the great Fourth Hokage is no more than a cheating ―" before Naruto could finish his sentence…

"I said 'Enough'!" said Minato angrily as he lifted his hand and with a swift move, he abruptly moved his right hand to Naruto's left cheek and then…

WHACK

The sound of the slapping was echoing throughout of the room and then it followed with a cloud of silence enshrouding the room.

Naruto looked at Minato's face and he didn't know who the hell his father was now. Minato's face was almost red because of the intense anger that flushed his face and he glared angrily to Naruto's face. Naruto squirmed a little bit seeing his father's intense glare as the intense pain was creeping to his left cheek. His left cheek felt like was being burnt and his chest ached like that too. With a shocked face, he gathered up all the voice that he still had, and then he said…

"Y-y-y-you... h-h-hit me… y-y-you have ne-ne-never hit me be-be-before…" Naruto said it in great disbelief as his tears started to almost fall down from his eyes again…

-To Be Continued—

Author's Note

Yay, The 4th chapter is finished. Again, I want to say that I'm sorry for the long update… Please, you should blame my exam week. Anyway, I actually am surprised that Minato is able to hit his own son! It's not entirely his fault though. Naruto punched him first, remember? So, it's even now. Tell me about it if it's OOC or not.

Oh, and I don't know what Minato's age really is when he's dead. I think he's about 22-25 years old. I read a website and the writer presumed that he's 22 years old. So, I only copied that. I personally think he's about 25 years old. I still write he's 22 years old because in my opinion, I think 22 years old is rather too young to have kids.

This story is almost finished so, please stay with me a little bit longer. Okay? I don't want to unnecessarily prolong the story line because I think it's going to make the story misses its meaning. I've read stories or watched movies that unnecessarily prolonged and it's kind of boring me out. So, I want to avoid that. (Or maybe because I got new crazy ideas that I want to write…)

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Here are some of my new crazy ideas… (You could tell me which one you do like with PM or review) I'll write one of it as soon as 'The White Day' is finished.

Title: Waiting For The Inevitable

Summary:

"3 days, Naruto. Uchiha will be sentenced to death in 3 days." said the fifth Hokage to the dejected blond boy. "A week. Please give me a week to say goodbye to him." pleaded Naruto defeated.

Warning: SasuNaru / NaruSasu, Yaoi, Hurt/Comfort, Lemon.

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Title: S&M

Summary:

Who could have known that Uchiha Sasuke, the ultimate seme, likes to be dominated by someone that is stronger than him? Maybe someone as strong as the Fourth Hokage?
(S&M = Slave & Master = Sasuke & Minato)

Warning: MinaSasu, Yaoi, Lemon, BDSM

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Title: Ménage à Trois

Summary:

The rivalry in Team Minato is about to begin… as they're fighting for their sensei's affection!

Who will be the winner? Uchiha Obito or Hatake Kakashi? or maybe both?

Warning: Yaoi, Lemon, MinaKaka, MinaObi, KakaObi, Love Triangle.

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As usual, Reviews and constructive critics will be gladly accepted.

Sincerely,

MinaNaru4ever