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The day after the devastating break up scene, Starfire went into a deep depression. She stayed in her room lying on her bed, crying into her pillow. She never came out of her room, avoiding contact with any of the titans, especially Robin. She didn't want to face him after what happened.
As she was lying on her pink oval shaped bed Robin's harsh words echoed in her head. I think we should take a break. We shouldn't go out anymore. Don't touch me…ever again. Starfire sobbed even louder into her pillow after having this sudden memory of Robin's harsh voice. Her incessant crying stopped short hearing the alarm. Her head perked up slightly from her pillow and then dropped down. She didn't wanting to go on a mission, not after a huge break up. She didn't want to face Robin, plus she would just mess up again making her friends mad at her. She continued crying ignoring the alarm, to be interrupted again by a nock on her door.
"Aren't you coming?" She heard Beastboy's voice say. Starfire didn't know what to say. Did he know about the break up? She thought.
"No friend. I shall stay here." She replied.
Beastboy shrugged outside the door.
"O.K see you later." He said and Starfire could hear his steps fade away from the door.
Starfire stayed copped up in her rooms for days, and weeks. She never came out of her room, other than going to the bathroom. She would quietly sneak out of her room making sure no one was around and slipped to the bathroom across the hall from her room. When she was done she slipped back into her room to her sulking. Once weeks went by Starfire was thinking of what to do about the break up. She couldn't stay in her room forever or could she?? I must find a way to resolve this or forget about it she thought still on her bed with silky licking her face sympathetically. Then a nock on her door interrupted her thoughts. She went up to the door. Part of her wanted to open it and another part didn't. What if it is Robin? She thought. It can't be. Just open the door. It is probably your friend. Starfire went to move her hand to open the door, but she couldn't. I wish we had the peep holes in our doors. She thought. Then she tried to open the door again and this time succeeded. She opened the door to see none other than…Robin. She went to shut the door in reflex, but Robin caught it with his hand giving her a small smile. Maybe he will do the apologizing. She thought still hopeful and stopped trying to close the door. She stared at Robin crossing her arms trying to show she was still mad at him.
"I want to thank you for not going on missions these past weeks. It has been much easier to get the job done without you." He said brusquely. Starfire's mouth flung open. This is what he was going to say1? She thought. Seeing Robin's confused face she closed her mouth.
"Your welcome." She said calmly trying not to get mad. He still just stood there. Starfire sighed. How long is this going to take? She asked herself.
"Is that all?" She asked now madness was in her voice and robin could tell.
"Why are you so mad?" He asked. Starfire was always cheerful. He didn't like seeing her this way, but after all he did this and he knows he did. He just asked to make conversation. He was suddenly erupted at by an angry Starfire.
"WHY AM I ANGRY? YOU ARE REALLY DOING THE ASKING OF THAT? YOU DUMPED ME RUDELY AND TOLD ME THE BASICALLY THAT MAKING MISTAKES IS NOT O.K. WELL I GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOU. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN!!" She screamed slamming the door shut behind her. Robin was still behind the door processing what just happened. Starfire got mad. Starfire! Wow. I shouldn't have brought that up. With that thought he drifted away from Starfire's room.
After slamming the door in Robin's face Starfire broke down crying, sliding down sitting on the ground, leaning her beautiful body against the door. She brought her delicate hands to her face trying to wipe her tears away. What should I do now? Robin was my life. I loved him! He does not love me anymore though, so why even live? If I can't be with Robin it is not worth the living on this earth. With that thought her sniffles and cries subsided as she devised a plan to kill herself.
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