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Story:

Daya silently moved to his desk..he had thought of taking the days leave but his mind is now too preoccupied with different thoughts..he even cant concentrate on work..

"kasur to mera bhi nahi tha fir mein kiu itne saal se sehta aya.."

"meine kab kaha tha ki mujhe amiri cahiye.."

"unhone aapne bare bête ki achi parvarish ke liye mujhe bech diya..."

"meri kya galti thi?"

"unko kabhie khayal nahi aya ki kaisa hey unka beta..ek bête ki liye itni tarap aur dusra yaad hi nahi aya.."

"mein kisike liye jaruri nahi tha to mujhe kiu jarurat ho kisi ki?"

He didn't noticed that Abhijeet had left for spot and when evening came..

Freddy called him "Daya sir…"

He jerked out "haan.."

"ACP sir ne sabko gher jane ko kaha hey..aap nahi jayenge.."

His eyes moved towards Abhijeet's desk automatically,Freddy noticed it well

"Abhijeet sir aur Sudhakar spot pey gaye they woha se direct gher jayenge..unhone hi kaha ki pehle mein aapko gher vej du.."

Daya stood up "unhe jarurat nahi hey meri fiqar kerne ki.."

He moved out leaving confused Freddy behind..

He found ACP sir and Salunkhe sir speaking to each other..

He thought of asking ACP sir fr a leave and went near them..Daya was on the other side of their car when he heard

"Salunkhe mein yea nahi kehta ki Daya ne kuch saha nahi..per Abhijeet pey kiu nikal raha hey gussa?"

"arey ACP use lag raha hoga na ki Abhijeet ke liye hi uske saath.."

"to yea to bekar ki baat hui na..kal taq jis Abhijeet sir ko itna manta tha iss ek sacchai ki bad.."

"sayed uske dil mey bahut si sawal hey.."

Daya didn't listen anything more..yes his questions are really troubling him..

He started his bike… he is continuously thinking of that and in that state he reaches Abhijeet's house knowing that now the questions he has cannot be answered by this man...but still he forgets all in that state and enters seeing the main door not locked in when sees Abhijeet is sitting in the hall with an old album...

Abhijeet hearing the noises looked up and found Daya standing at the main door..

Although he is looking at him it seems that his fixed stare is somewhere else..

Abhijeet stood up "Daya tum yeaha..iss waqt..kya hua?" Daya looked at him strangely...

Abhijeet after feeling Daya's silence move forward after keeping the album on table "Daya?"

Daya coming out from his trance after that loud call "haan...haan..(looking around) woh main..."

Abhijeet was looking at him with his questioning eyes...

Daya(feeling odd)- kuch nahi...main main chalta hun...

Abhijeet looked at him as he turned around to leave and something he had never planned to came out from his mouth...

Abhijeet- ummm...Daya..(Daya turned around) woh..umm..haan woh ACP sir ne ek file ke liye kaha tha mujhse...(questioning) tum abhie bureau wapas jaaoge kya?

Daya nodded silently...

Abhijeet(again)- tum dedo ge woh file sir ko...shayad urgent hai...warna rehenedo main hi...

Daya(hurriedly)- nahi sir main hi..mera matlab..main woh...woh file lene hi aaya tha...

Abhijeet moving inside while a smile came on his face... "main abhie aaya..tum betho..."

Abhijeet moved inside while Daya stood there for sometime in silence when his eyes fell on that album Abhijeet was looking at when he entered...

he moved forward and softly picked up the album and started looking at the pictures inside...

there were so many pics of Abhijeet's childhood...

his parents...or their parents holding Abhijeet in their arms...kissing him...cuddling him...moments of happiness...festivals they spent together over the years...

later his mother..and Abhijeet's photo..no where he can find himself

a painful tear silently slipped down Daya's eyes unknown of the presence of somebody else in their too...

Abhijeet was standing at the room door noticing tears in Daya's eyes Abhijeet was looking at Daya with his wet eyes...he realised he will never be able to feel that pain from which Daya went through in his early childhood...he realised he never deserved that love he got from his mother...what had he returned to her? nothing...may be Daya was the one she should have chosen...was it even really a choice? wasn't he just a mistake...

Daya spread his hand over a photograph as a tear slipped down his eye...he was smiling unknowingly seeing that love he never experienced...Abhijeet felt more guilty...a whisper came out from his mouth as... "i am sorry Daya..."

Daya looked towards him, he had already sensed his presence but his heart was too engrossed in these lovely relations...he too whsipered in a teasing tone while turning back to leave... "kiss liye sir? issliye ki aapki maa ne mujhe woh pyaar nahi diya aur chodh diya akele marne ke liye...ya phir issliye ki aap woh pyaar paa kar bhi uss pyaar ki raksha nahi kar paaye?sir zindagi aur rishton ka sach kuch bharosa nahi...aaj aapki ma ussi bete ke wajah se yahan nahi jisse unhone uss samaye mujhe dhukrakar apnaya tha.."

He smiled "per aap srry mat kahiye mujse..mein to bas wo waqt dhund raha tha sir…" (teasing tone) "haan sir wo waqt jabh aapke maa ne mujhe kisi daulat wale ko saunp diya tha..aur kabhie mur ke dekhi nahi"

Daya left the place keping back the album on the table while Abhijeet stood stunned at his place...

He didn't looked back at the album and went back to his room..to spend another sleepless night.

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