Hay guys!

I will be like more updates, hopefully daily but no promises. Now my exams are over yay!

Lets get started then.


Jerome was in the changing room to get into some jeans and a white vest top that was rather revealing but didn't care much because he knew Fabian would be wearing the same thing. Alfie was on the sofa looking from a comic book. Jerome just looked in the mirror and hummed 'Who you are' Jessie J.

Fabian was in his changing room in his jeans and black vest top that didn't reveal much but the muscles that are under it. Joy was standing up fixing her hair looking in the mirror. Fabian looked in the mirror and started writing a new song for his album that is getting released soon.

Both boys got up and left their separate changing rooms leaving behind their friends.

They got to the set which was like a gym, and they posed in all different ways and had a laugh. There was also a reporter asking them random questions, like favorite colours or tv show, music and who's dating who. Then the biggest bomb shell Fabian feared.

"What was the most traumatic experience in your life so far?" The reporter said mainly looking and Jerome with a small grin, she was attractive but Jerome wasn't into it however he answered the question.

"Well for the first twelve years of my life I was kept in a tent in the back garden, I had no clothes at all, I was only allowed in the house if I was good, I was always beaten by both my parents and I cut myself all the time. Then one day a new neighbour came to live next door and saved me by calling the police and I was put into care, I wouldn't even be able to talk to you right now if it wasn't for Anubis House children's home, or the main carer Trudy who was the mother I would have dreamed of. I was unable to talk for about fourteen years as I didn't know how and I communicated through drawing." Jerome didn't leave anything out and Fabian was amazed at how open he was about it. Yes it was in the news back then and a lot of people knew it was him however he didn't think that Jerome just told people.

"What about you Fabian?" asked the reporter looking into his eyes, she had soft eyes for him but Fabian couldn't bring himself to say it. He started to cry without realising it he was being asked his most traumatic experience in his life and all he wanted to do was forget about it but he did something that he wished he didn't.

"Don't let yourself forget me." Repeating the mans words in a soft tone of his voice as he broke down on the floor. The reporter just looked shocked at how badly he reacted to the question.

Jerome just bent down and cerest his arm, Fabian looked up face of wet from the tears and his eyes all puffy.

"You don't have to tell them you know." Jerome whispered in Fabian's ear softly and so gentil Fabian couldn't stop what he was doing before it happened.

So soft, full of want, so good, so many sparks. How did Fabian Rutter end up kissing Jerome passionately after the first full day of meeting him and he only really knew him through the questions he was answering to the reporter.

Jerome was shocked he didn't know what to do then close his eyes and kiss back.

Neither of the boys realised that the photographer was taking photo's of the passionate kiss. The reporter wrote some stuff down and then Fabian stopped and pulled away. He just saw the blush and look of confusion on Jerome's face.

Jerome touched his lips with his fingers.

"That all for today!" yelled one of the crew and everything started getting packed up.

"Errrrrrrrrrrmmmm..." Was all that Jerome could do.

"SORRY!" Fabian yelled and ran off quickly before Jerome could say anything else.

Fabian got into his dressing room and Joy was sitting there on her phone.

"How was it?" She asked not bothering to look away from her phone.

"Jerome." he was so embarrassed that he made a move on someone after he promised himself he wouldn't fall in love. However he already knew it was too late for never falling in love.

Joy put her phone down a shoot her gaze to meet Fabian's eyes, she could see that he was in pain and was remembering something he doesn't want to, she didn't know what happened exactly all she knew is that something happened to him when he was younger and he never told anybody what it was but all she knew is that it hurt him mentally and physicalY. She wanted to yell at him and be all girly but she knew he would avoid that so she simply went for "What did it feel like?" In a really bad male voice.

"Well I don't know, it was the first time since... him." he tried to forget but those words spun around in his head.

"Don't let yourself forget me." it played over and over in his mind, a tear rolled down his cheek and Joy gave him a hug; not a bro hug but a full on loving hug because she couldn't do the bro stuff. She wanted to know why Fabian was so hurt.

"Please tell me what happened if you want this pain to go away you need to let somebody know what has happened to you." She rubbed his arm soothingly as Fabian thought if he should tell someone or not. However he decided that he was going to tell her he just needed this burden to go away.

"When I was twelve I was raped by my step father." He confessed however he didn't know about the hidden camera in the room that had audio because of safety reasons.

Joy had a look of shock horror on her face, she heard about the boy who was raped back when he was twelve but she never even dreamt that Fabian Rutter was the victim of this horrible crime.

"It wasn't your fault. That is the only thing that matters." She kissed his forehead and rubbed his back.

"But it was my fault I gave him the suggestion." He said crying into the crook of her neck.

"No!Never think like that you're the victim not him!" She was angry at Fabian for even think it was his fault but she soon realise she was hurting him and stopped.

"I said to him that I wasn't loved by anyone and I wanted something that him and my mum shared but then that is when it star..." He broke down in tears.

She was going to ask more but could see that he was in enough pain for one day and she made them leave the studio back to the hotel.

Alfie didn't mean to hear any of it he just needed the loo and ran back to Jerome's changing room. He wasn't going to tell him but at the same time he knew about the camera's so Jerome would find out anyway. He was in the position he never wanted to be in.

The reporter was watching the footage of Fabian's changing room and wrote down what he said and did her research.

Back at the hotel...

Fabian just got out of the shower and was in a towel sitting on his bed as he turned the T.V on to a called 'GIVE ME GOSS' some show that talks about the latest gossip of Celebrities and sales and is mainly for the female audience but Fabian watched it now and then but he was about to turn it over when he is shocked at the horror in front of him.

"Latest news Fabian Rutter was the rape victim when he was twelve nine years ago after his step farther filmed the rape for his enjoyment, a taped confession was released on video from his changing room from a photo shoot he did with Jerome Clarke, the boy who was kept like an animal until the same day that Fabian Rutter's incident occurred. Also pictures of the two were taken and might I say I can see love with the two love birds kissing away. I can see a happy future for the two." then the screen was full of the picture of Fabian and Jerome kissing.

Fabian wasn't able to utter a word untill Joy burst in the room.

"Fabian I can't believe it." She ran to him by then she was in floods of tears. He didn't speak, he didn't move it was like the life was drained from his eye's.

Jerome watched the T.V. "I can't believe it was really him." he just couldn't believe what he just heard and then they showed the video footage of what Fabian told Joy.

"Please tell me what happened if you want this pain to go away you need to let somebody know what has happened to you."

"When I was twelve I was raped by my step father."

"It wasn't your fault. That is the only thing that matters."

"But it was my fault I gave him the suggestion."

"No!Never think like that you're the victim not him!"

"I said to him that I wasn't loved by anyone and I wanted something that him and my mum shared but then that is when it star..."

Alfie looked at his best friend as he never told him in the end his excuse for coming back into the room running was because he felt he needed to burn some fat off.

"I should really check if he's ok." Jerome tried to leave but Alfie shot up and stood in front of the door.

"No." was all he said and Jerome understood that Fabian would want to be alone for the moment but he wanted to know why Fabian kissed him so passionately.

"I'll do it in the morning though." Jerome got into bed and Alfie turned the T.V over to watch a something that Jerome wouldn't get up to.

Fabian just sat there looking at the screen as water dripped down from his soft brown hair to the floor.

"My job is done." he heard Brian's voice saying something he never said before. As Fabian dropped to the floor as Joy caught him and put him in the bed.

"It will all blow over soon I promise." she whispered in his ear. She kissed him his cheek and turned the lights off and left leaving Fabian on his own as he slept through the night as he feared what tomorrow may bring.


So much fun to write I've been writing since Friday and I just couldn't get it right but now my exams are over. WOO! I will have much more time to write.

Ok then this weeks story is a really good one called 'As Dreamers Do' tammy-loves-jerome here is the link to the story s/9036150/1/As-Dreamers-Do it is a one shot but it is really sweet and I love it.

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