Sorry it took longuer then usual to post this one… I had a kind of writters block…

This chapter title was hard... Hope this one fits...

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He looked at me and give me a small smile. "I was dreaming about our first kiss.."

"And I was thinking about the way Alli ruined the moment"

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"I won the bet! I won the bet!" Alli was screaming on top of her lungs wile we were making our way to the kitchen. "What bet did you win, Alli?" I heard Megan asking as Alli jumped into the kitchen. When me and Kris got into the kitchen her eyes traveled from Alli to us. "OH MY GOD! I can't believe! You two are together? I'm so happy for you!" And then she, Lil, Alexis and Alli were hugging us

"I can't breathe girls!" Kris was almost screaming wile I only chuckled. "Don't smash my baby! I just got him!" That made all of us laughs. Then we sat around the table and ate, wile Alli was stuffing her pockets with the money from the bet. Everything was perfect, until Danny decided to talk.

"What about Katy, Kris? Do you think it's fair for her if you start fooling around with Adam? That's just disgusting!" I was about to give him an answer when Kris squeezed my hand tightly. "Actually, Danny, this was her idea." His eyes were so big that I could bet they were about to fall from his face. "You're saying your wife told you to be with Adam?" Everyone was looking at us, except Scott, maybe, but I'm sure he was listening to every single word that was being said on that table.

"Yeah, she did… And I'm happy she did that". Sarver seamed to be so disgusted that he was going to puke. Anoop, trying to easy the tension looked at his watch. "We gotta be out of here in 20 minutes. Let's go get ready"

The rest of the day was perfect. I had Kris next to me and everything seemed to be going to work out. I just had to ignore Danny and Sarver's looks. The show that night was amazing. Before going to the stage Kris pulled me out of the green room "Tonight's song is for you. Wile I was choosing it and working on the arrangement I knew it wasn't for Katy. Now I know, it's for you" And with that he was gone to the stage… to sing "To Make You Feel My Love"

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"Kris… Could you stop teasing me?" Kris is kissing my jaw line and my neck, the sun is shining outside and, I gotta admit, is a nice way of waking up… "No, can't do, sorry. I just don't think I've kissed all your freckles and that's still my goal" Kris and his obsession with my freckles. "If I need an ice cream rehab you need a therapist to take care of your 'kissing freckles' addiction"

He's just grinning against my skin… I pull him up and kiss him, in a very demanding way. He pulls away a bit "Don't start something you're not going to finish" I look into those eyes. God I wish I could look into them for the rest of my life. "Who said I'm not going to finish?"

"Look at the clock… You gotta go get ready and meet Alli at God-only-knows-where you're going to shop."

"WE gotta go get ready and meet Alli at the store. I'm getting ride of some of your plaid shirts. Starting with that blue one. I can't stand seeing that anymore!"

"This is how you're going to enjoy my first day here? We're going away in a few days!"

"You can bet your ass that's what I want to do! I want us to buy you new clothes so I can rip the old ones out of your body" I know that will convince him. "So… are you going with us?"

"Sure!" Then his cell starts ringing. He looks at the visor "I gotta take this… Is my publicist"

"Okay… I'll take a shower"

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We got back from the show and everyone went to their own rooms… Take off the makeup, take of the clothes and we were going to meet at the television room to watch the show.

Kris went to take a bath first. I was waiting for him to get out, so I could get in when Sarver knocked on our door. "Can I come in?" I knew something interesting would come out of that "Sure…" He opened the door and stood next to it. "You know… I have nothing against you being gay or whatever. The thing is that I'm not used to people so…" He seemed to be looking for words to describe me, so I helped him "Flamboyant? Over the top?"

"Yeah, I'm not used to people so flamboyant around me. Where I'm from, you're either in the closet or you're dead" He looked a bit too out of his comfort zone, I really felt that the guy would get used to all of this, but he was going to need time "Don't worry Sarver… With time you'll learn to accept different people… No need to get too far from your comfort zone now"

Kris got out of the bath, looked at Sarver and gave me a puzzled look "What are you guys talking about?"´

"About Sarver taking his time to get along with me and my flamboyantness" I said grinning "Yeah, just talking don't worry Kris" and with that Sarver was gone and Kris was looking at me like he hadn't really believed on our story.

Things went almost easy for us… an occasional sided look from Gokey. But as the show continued our time together was reducing. As the mansion was getting emptier we got even more connected. I had already gotten used to the fact that I was the one that would end up with a broken heart. I was starting to realize that saying yes to Katy was the beginning of trip to a very deep pit, from were I could never get out. Everytime Ryan was doing that suspense thing I would feel my heart almost on my mouth. I wasn't ready to leave. I wasn't ready for him to leave.

Then top 5 came. Me and Kris were on bottom 3. The only thing I could do was pray and ask to all the forces I could think of that Matt was the one going. I felt like a horrible person but I wasn't ready to be apart from Kris. Kris was safe. Me and Matt were left side by side. At the break he asked to have a word with me. "Adam, I know you're probably freaking out right now. Don't worry. You're not living. No one would want to break you and Kris apart." I looked at him and I saw sincerity in his eyes. "Thanks Matt… I needed that!" And in a second we were back on stage. I was safe, it was time to say goodbye to Matt.

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"Hey baby… Are you intending to get out of bath sometime soon? Alli called your cell 5 times already" Kris was outside the bathroom door. "I'm just finishing washing my hair! If Alli calls again tell her we're going meet her there!" I should really stop zoning out

"Hey Alli! Sorry we're late!" I'm glad Kris is here with me... He really need new clothes. He looked at me, then Alli. "Yeah, Adam was washing his hair, and we know what that means" She just gigled. "You really convinced him huh? I'm glad I didn't bet that with you!"

"I have my ways baby…" we're in the store… I'm picking Kris some t-shirts. He's looking at the black shirt with leather bands with a funny face. I have to point that out. "Kris? What are you thinking? You seem…"

"Impressed by the fact that you actually think I'm gonna wear that shirt? You know I'm not buying it!"

"Could you at least try it? For me?" I'm pouting, I know I'm pouting and I also knows Kris never resist when I pout

"Sure… But I'm not buying it!" I know he'll buy it. Alli knows he'll buy it. He just have to figure out he's going to buy it. "Go try it on!"

"Okay… But I'm not buying it! Did you two hear me?" Alli looks at me, then back him. "We get it Kris… Just go try it on!"

When he's gone she looks back at me "There's no way his not buying it. Right?"

"No way known by man at least…"

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Wow… My itunes only played sad songs while I was writing this. It's like 4 am, and I have class, and I couldn't stop writing this till I had ended it… Gotta go sleep now!