Chapter 4: Never Be

Lux could hardly believe it. They had kissed! They had kissed, and even though she was a Jedi, she didn't stop it.

He knew Jedi weren't allowed to form attachments, that attachments drove them to the dark side. He didn't want that to happen to Ahsoka, but he couldn't keep himself from loving her. She was perfect to him. On the inside, she was sweet and compassionate, even though she was also reckless and daring. It was like she had two sides to her. Yet that, if anything, just made her more attractive. And on the outside, she looked like an angel, the most beautiful angel you'll ever see, with her blue eyes and striking lekku.

She was perfect, and Lux couldn't have her. Ahsoka could never fully love him as a Jedi. They would never be able to marry. Lux knew that fully, but he couldn't stop from loving her.

It was tragic. He would never love someone else; Ahsoka was the only one he wanted, the only one he'd ever love. Ahsoka was the only one left that he loved, since the death of his mother. He would die for her, and he knew she would do the same. There was no one else who would. And yet they could never love each other.

So he would never truly be happy.


"And so, masters, I would like, with your permission, to go looking for my Padawan, Ahsoka."

Anakin had just finished explaining to the council about how Ahsoka had run off. He wanted to go look for her. He knew Obi-Wan would agree, but he wasn't so sure about the rest of the council. Then master Plo Koon spoke up.

"Did she not say she would come back? Why not trust her to find her way back? She has proved herself again and again."

"Master, I fear for her safety. Ahsoka takes a great risk, and I do not want her to die while I sit around and wait for her here."

The council sat in silence for a minute, weighing his words. Then master Yoda spoke.

"Go, you can, to find her. Bring, you may, a squad of clones. May the force be with you."

"Thank you, masters."

And Anakin went to prepare his squad.


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