Chapter Four: Left Out
Naruto walked steadily to the train just as the door open. He waited until the doors were clear and then stepped onto the train and then sashayed to the side. He wanted to stay close to the doors. He just kept his head down and eyes closed as he was so closed off in his own mind, a world of darkness. "He really is rejecting me. I can't believe I was stupid enough to blurt my feelings like that. I really ama dobe!" He was jolted from his thoughts by a pounding on the train door in front of him. He slowly raised his head and looked out the window. There he saw Sasuke staring right at him with a panicked look in his eyes. "What is Sasuke doing there? He looks freaked! Maybe...just maybe...nah, that's not it, he wants to reject to my face." Naruto let all his loneliness show in his eyes before just shutting down all his emotions. He couldn't stand the thought of being rejected by Sasuke. He felt someone shift behind him. Not worrying about it, he just stared at Sasuke, waiting to see what he would say. Right as he found the courage to look at him, it flittered away, out of his heart and he lowered his head.
The train started to move and he just stood there in his own world of blank darkness. He just stood there for a couple of minutes and then was about to go to one of the seats when a hand reached around his head and covered his mouth. "Oh Shit! What...? Who...?" He started to panic again. He wasn't gonna take it this time. He took his hand, put it between his face and the person's hand and slapped the hand away. He was about to turn around when the hand grabbed his wrist and the person's other hand again clamped over his mouth. Naruto froze on the spot thinking about what he should do, he wasn't gonna let another person do this to him. He was about to bite the man's hand when a voice whispered into his ear. "We meet again, Naruto, you little whore!" Naruto's head, heart and body froze at the voice his mind going wild. "It's the same pervert from before! Why is he doing this? To me? Who is he? Why does he know me? Why does he call me a slut?" With too many thoughts going through his mind he did notice that his hand was released and that the mans hand had snaked to in front of Naruto's uniform pants. When Naruto felt the hand on his crotch he stiffened and took a step backward, but again the man was prepared and expecting this, so when Naruto stepped back he released his mouth and instead shifted his hand to Naruto's throat and squeezed making Naruto stiffen even more.
The man took Naruto by the throat and pushed him hard against the door, but soft enough not to attract any attention to them. When Naruto was shoved against the door he hit right temple on his forehead stunning him for a moment. But that moment was all the pervert behind him needed, as he unzipped Naruto's pants and put his hand in and grabbed Naruto's cock, almost immediately stroking hard and fast on it. Naruto shook his head and tried to wiggle and clear his head, but the bastard behind him just squeezed his hands tighter, both of his hands, even the one on his throat. Naruto whimpered, from pain and loss of oxygen. "Is he gonna kill me while he molests me? Who is the fucking creep? I got to get out of this, I have to...aaah!" Naruto was brought out of his inner rage and panic when he felt an incredibly hard jerk on his cock. "Aaah!" He cried out, but with his throat being squeezed it was more of a breathless sigh. The man behind him chuckled.
"Ahh! I knew you enjoyed this, you little slut! I am gonna make you come, Naruto, and then when you do I am gonna break you! Nobody will want you, and you will see it!" Naruto listened intently, for one he needed to focus on the voice so as not to pass out. But with every word he heard he started to believe the idiot behind him, but he still had a little hope, "Maybe, Sasuke..." But he didn't get to finish his wishful hope because the next thing the man said actually broke his spirit just a little bit more than it was ever. "Not even your precious Sasuke will want a broken toy like you! You know this all your good for! Being a toy! A fuck toy!" Naruto's body instantly crumpled. Naruto started to fall when the man took his hand from his throat and put it on his chest and let the boy rest on his chest, all the while continuing to jerk the cock in his hand. The man behind him chuckled and breathed over Naruto's ear, making the Naruto shiver, but not with pleasure but with utter disgust and hopelessness.
The man knew he had won this round, he knew what he had to say to make the boy brake and become submissive and it worked, for the boy in his arms had no spirit or fight left in him. He took his hand around the younger's member and stroked hard and fast.
Naruto felt empty and dirty, he didn't have any fight in him since the last thing that pervert behind him said those things. His worst fears spoken. He could feel his body sagging on the man's chest, his body lifeless and empty of fight. He felt the man's hand on his cock stroke him fast and hard and Naruto couldn't help but moan, not from pleasure but from utter blankness, it was purely a physical response with no emotion or feeling behind it. He heard the man chuckle behind him, but he couldn't register anything anymore. He could feel the pressure building in his groin but couldn't find any pleasure or feeling in it. Even when he came he was silent and his body didn't really even release. Just a physical reaction.
Naruto felt the train start to slow down, and at the same time his heart. He couldn't feel anything. He vaguely felt the man zip his uniform pants back up and whisper something in his ear as he set him down in the seat right by the side of the door. "You know you wanted it, Naruto. You little whore of a toy. Nobody will want you now. Nobody!" Naruto just stared at his hands in his lap, his head on his chest.
The train came to a stop. Naruto didn't hear when the doors opened and people get off. Naruto didn't see when the people got on. He didn't see a raven haired kid rush and push through the people getting on and looked around and spot him and rush over to him. Naruto didn't see the boy walking slowly to him and look at him carefully, didn't see him kneel in front of him, didn't hear him when the raven called out his name, softly at first or even when he raised his voice a little, trying to get the blonde's attention. Naruto didn't feel when the raven put his hand on his shoulder, squeezed it and shook him a little. Naruto didn't feel anything. He was dead to the world, dead to himself, dead to the raven.
He was broken.
:::::Sorry for the late delay, and the shortness of the chapter::::: Please be kind, read and review::::::::: Next chapter,,, Kept Out
